January 6th, i attemped suicide.
i took lots of medicines and drunk alcohole.
but i couldnt die… my head was just dizzy and i couldnt eat anything for few days. i did not tell anyone about this. and i wont tell anyone. but now i think i still want to die. i want to end my life.
this world sucks…
i really hate myself and no one cares about me . my family my husband they dont care about me … all they care and want is money ..
i have been trusting that one day i can have someone who loves and cares .
now im so sad … really sad…
if i have any chances, i will try to kill myself again…
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I’m so sorry this is happening to you. I will tell you this forum is filled with caring people who have stood in your shoes. Talking about it on any level and beginning the process of walking forward is hard but it can help you with this pain you are experiencing.
I am sorry to hear that you are having a rough time in life. I know how you feel I never had anybody care about me and all the pain in my life has caused me to have suicide attempts as well. I have tried to kill myself like 6 times on time I ended up in a hospital in a coma for 3 days.
Let me tell you pills and alcohol wont do it. The medications today are designed to not kill a person. I hope you get help and find some way to be happy and carry on with life.
I hope you find happines and peace
You know, we all make this world. But the people around us make OUR little piece of it.
Looks like you may just need to try new surroundings, meet new people, some place where you’re treated differently.
Give life another chance, but mainly, give YOURSELF the opportunity to start fresh.
Now, if this is not a change you can make happen immediately, plan accordingly. Make it your goal to achieve, setting milestones leading to it.
This project could potentially motivate you enough to overcome those struggles we all dread.
Purpose can be positively distracting.
I really am sorry you feel this way and that you have gone through such a situation.
I wish you nothing but the best in your journey, on this side or the other.
Just be sure despair isn’t blinding you from other options. You are a LOT stronger than you think. You think it takes little courage or a weak-willed person to attempt taking your life? NO! It takes a lot of guts to carry it out. Imagine if you re-directed that strength to use it on a gift to you? ?
I honestly hope you re-consider.
Stay strong!
Don’t try to suicide yourself ive attemted to do that also but recently 2 of my friends my close friends of mine did heavy drugs not trying to die but one of them overdosed accidentally he took a pill & sniffed cocaine & smoked weed and drank all at the same time his heart couldnt take it & when he fell asleep not knowing he wont wake up 🙁 & my close friend he was there for me since i was about 9 im now 17 he did cocaine for a couple of years i tried to stop him i truly did but the drug was addicting he had got arrested when he was 20 & got out 22 but i thought he was still arrested he died a couple months after he got out the cocaine finally stopped his heart also in his sleep & im just finding out about this my heart man is broken i cried for days i even blame myself i could of stopped him from taking those drugs but i didnt know he was out :'( now i regret all those times trying to kill myself its NOT worth it because when you die its like your in a deep sleep & wont ever wake up so please dont make this mistake you only live once try to make the best of it you dont need no man to make you happy join clubs go places meet people live each day as if your not promised tomorrow !!