I just had a terrifying dream. These demons were always around me and watching me and I could see them whenever I looked into the mirror. Then one of them came for me. I thought they were gone but I looked into the mirror to see myself and she was behind me then looked at me and came for me . She poured this stuff in my mouth and duct taped my mouth and proceeded to put a bag on my head. I think I was about to die then I woke up.
I was scared as fuck when I woke up. It felt real. I feel like I couldn’t breathe again like the other day. Like something was on top of me .
I can feel the intensity of my dream in my jaw . I have really bad bruxism where I grind my teeth like crazy when I’m asleep . All my stress and sadness comes out in my jaw . It’s so sensitive and locked right now and my teeth feel like they just ran a mile .
I think my dreams are talking about my inner demons . I bring my self down . I talk to my self and tell myself I’m worthless and a nothing . I drag myself down instead of lifting my self up. And I really don’t want that for my sled . But I don’t know how I can change that .
I’m afraid to sleep again. I hate waking up and feeling terrified
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In psychology I was taught nightmares is a way to relieve stress but honestly one thing that really sticks out to me about this post is I’ve had a similar nightmare and I have them quite often (I’m going to sound so stupid/crazy right here but whatever) I really hope you don’t have these nightmares often I know we’re in the same time zone is 4:22am as I type and I just awoke from a nightmare similar to this and I hope you find a way to destress because I have these nightmares every other day and it feels like my mind is trying to torture me and I would never want this for anyone not only am I tortured in these dreams but I only get 4, 6 hours if I’m lucky
I feel like my Mind is trying to play games with me too
I’ve been having nightmares too. They are torturing me. Really torturing me. They are very violent. I can’t even sleep.
Mine are violent as well, unfortunately they’re starting to break me
Yeah, me too. I’m breaking. I’m terrified. I’m a nervous wreck all the time. I don’t even want to leave my room.
Alot of my nightmares leave me feeling a bit crippled. Some might say that what nightmares I have are ‘not really nightmares’. Ok, but alot of them LITERALLY lead to nowhere. Nowhere. I am nowhere. One of my dreams ended with me getting in a car and driving in a seemingly normal car park, then it morphed into weird spirals and I went everywhere, except I couldn’t get out, it was endless, now at the end of that the whole dream ‘crashed’ like a video game, I could say. Not the first time. I’ve had worse. This certainly doesn’t relieve any stress for me. Maybe to some, that’s just a strange dream, but I consider it to be a nightmare. I’m always having nightmares about going literally nowhere, being bullied, being lost, even being sexually assaulted. I was sexually abused a few years back by a girl my own age. Some nightmares are about sex and being naked, even being a slut. I am not a slut.
Perhaps it looks like I am exaggerating but I am not; other nightmares involve my bed moving up to a ceiling fan and getting chopped up, others earthquakes, cyclones. Sometimes i swear I’m trying to get up but I just cant get out of bed… Then i realize it was another nightmare. Its pretty demented that I want to live in my nightmares yet outside of them I want to die. It doesn’t make any fucking sense!!!!!!
I occasionally have good dreams. A few have been about meeting my online boyfriend… Shame the dream ended
I do not really know why I get scared when I wake up, even though I want to die. I really do not understand this.
That’s horrible . I have been sexually assaulted too. My dreams are similar to yours . They go nowhere . Sometimes I have random dreams like in this one I was late to my highschool graduation and I forgot my cap and gown and everyone was staring at me . I think my dreams have something to do with my confidence too. Like I care what people think, so the people staring at me in my dream were probably a reflection of that.
I had a good dream the other night . I met this guy , I have never seen him before but he was beautiful. And I knew I would love him . He understood me . Then I fuckin woke up. Right as it was getting good . I also think my dreams are a reflection of what I want and need .
But the nightmares . That’s all I have been having lately . My head hurts so bad in the morning . But that demon dream scared the absolute fuck out of me.
I dream almost everytime I fall asleep . I should keep a journal
I lucid dream all the time too. Most of the time I know is not real . But I always fuck everything up in my dream so bad stuff happens to me . And I can feel everything . I feel getting burned , being kissed, falling from a building . I wake up gasping for air . I don’t know how to explain it . It’s crazy