I used to be a member here.
I have a very bad habbit. I get attached so easily. I was on this site before. May be a month before or may be a year before or may be 5 years before (which I am not gonna tell). I shared alot. But eventually I have to stop. Because I felt really bad because I got closed to few people on this site. Whenever I post something, everyone replied. They felt bad because of me. So I aslo felt bad because I made them felt bad.
I’m too complicated person. I’m mentally not healthy. My condition is getting worse. I’m not on meds. But I think I should start it again even though last time it didn’t helped.
I’m in so much pain and I have someone to share but yet I can’t share this with that person. But I need to get it out. Because I’m getting crazy.(I’m beyond help.)
Please don’t try to find who the hell I’m. And sorry in advance because I’m not gonna reply.
Because I can’t help anyone. But I’m open to suggestions. I’m trying to help myself. If things will trun out differently and I’ll be able to help anyone then I’ll try. But I think this is certainly not gonna happen.
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Getting on meds sounds like it might help. I think you’re annonimity is pretty safe btw.
No one is beyond help. Im sure you are still loved and appreciated as you are. I hope things work out for you.
Exercise even small amounts believe it or not can help. It helps you channel emotions and it raises endorphins. B vitamins help also. There isnt a cure all obviously or no one would be here lol.
People here tend to respect privacy for the most part. Talking helps as does reading.