I am going to end my life. I will put my plan in motion today. Getting things organized and put together for my departure. By this time next week my sadness will be gone.
There is so much that needs to be done. The last time I did this, I didn’t think of anything. I just did it and didn’t really think of the outcome. This time will be different.
Tonight I am going to start writing letters to those I love. That is going to be hard. How do you know what to say in a letter like that??
To be honest with you, I am excised about my decision. I didn’t think that I would feel this way. I feel at peace.
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I hope u find peace I’m trying to wind up the courage to do it aswell can’t take this shit no more did u find out if u had bi pola
What is going on with you drowning?
I did go to another DR this week and they said that I for sure had bi polar. They wanted to throw a ton more meds at me, but I just couldnt go through all that again.
That’s all they want to do is throw meds at people as for me iv had enough of being depressed and fighting with my self everyday this isn’t living it’s just surviving watching life go by
I couldnt agree with you more.. Its a daily struggle.. I am just happy to be off all the meds. I can finally think a little.
Hope it all goes well
Thanks, I just pray that I dont mess it up.
I think that’s really thoughtful of you to leave something behind for your loved ones. Kind of poetic. I’ve tried doing the same sometimes but hit a brick wall almost instantly. But i’ve just had a thought that might help with writing your letters. You could write about all the things you love about these people, share with them some of your most treasured memories even if they’re not all good. That way your final words will be a bit more significant. They should be emotional to write but they’ll also hopefully make sense and maybe once the ball is rolling a natural flow of words will reveal itself.
i hope you find peace and maybe a better place … and i know you don’t want to hear crap like ” don’t do it ” and shit like that … but it really makes me sad when good people die …
That is a REALLY good idea @goodadjective. Thank you
That is a REALLY good idea @goodadjective. Thank you
I hope you find peace, be safe, (I know, ironic but you get my meaning) we will all be with you. We are here if you need us.
Thanks that means a lot. Its weird that I feel like I can talk openly on here, but cant talk that way around my family or friends.
I won’t tell you anything you haven’t heard before like “oh don’t do it!” We can’t stop you plus your mind and heart need to know that you’re in control of your life. You decide if you stay or if you go.
Just let me ask you, if there were two or three reasons to stay, or even one, what would they be?
Hi there, I am new to this website and curious what is the best way to contact you in private? I was hoping to ask you some questions…thank you
I hope what is to come after this life, is so much more extravagant for you that you forget all about your old life, that was filled with sadness and sorrow. I wish for you to be happy and be at peace with your life, good luck with whatever you do. But when you need to talk, we are here.