I’m finally going to go see a psychologist.
I set up a meeting for next week.
I don’t know why I am doing this. If most of y’all have followed some of my posts, I stated my decision to end it all in a month.
I guess I just want to hear the problems directly. You know, self diagnosing? I say, before I die, I want to hear it formally. A real diagnosis.
How can I really die if I’ve never heard a professional confirm it?
But hearing it all is, ultimately, not what I want either.
Its just another reason to point out and solidify my problems. It’ll only make me feel more hopeless.
Argh.
I hope someone is getting what I am saying..
I dont know.
I dont want help….I wont accept help. But here I am getting it…..
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Well tone for trying to get help hope things work out
Done
But, whats the point if I am ending it all in a month?
…I just feel like I’m wasting time and I’m a stupid burden. Urgh.
Psychologist can’t hurt, he/she might make you see some light in the darkness!
You’re not being a burden by trying to get professional help, that actually shows initiative and means your willing to get better and contribute to society, even if that’s not the way you see it! Psychologist, psychiatrists or meds, exhaust all options you feel like might help, it makes logical sense and will give you some closure I bet.
May you read my most recent post? “Help Myself” It explains it better.