Mom has lost her keys again,
dad keeps seaching for his cell phone,
sis is busy in her laptop,
bro is listening to music.
And I know where the keys are,
and I know where the phone is.
And I know what she is searching
and I know what he found there.
So I know what is comming,
but don’t know whats going on.
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I feel worthless, empty and alone.
I will no kill myself anytime soon but I am destroying my life… doing nothing on the sofa
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So am I u
Watching my life from the sofa it makes me more depressed
i missed class and work today for the hundreth time and I am scared and depressed and more than anything… I am lazy hahaha
I stopped going to class so long ago.. and I come in late to work (because whenever I’m on time there is nothing to do, and why get paid to just stand around, am I right?). THen I have my days where I don’t go, don’t call in, anything. I just feel pain. Sometimes physical, sometimes mental. I had a panic attack once and one of the regulars called me to see if I was okay… It was terrifying..
Sending love and huge hugs,
Your friend,
Trey, the mindless gamer 🙂
Don’t worry I feel the same way I missed college it’s the depression I tell u
What are you studing?
Carpentry and plastering u
Cool, do you like it?
Me, Information Science, not such a usefull thing to study anyway
Information science? how would that translate to spanish? i ask because i got a degree on ingenieria en computacion e informatica, and i have a hard time translating it, lol. As for skipping work and class… heck, do i relate to that. Today was my first class of the semester and i had to force myself to go there, i feel so awkward around my college mates.
FTR at times is good doing nothing. Helps you recover energy for when you actually want to do something.
Computation and Information Engineering? That’s a thing?
ciencias de la información: Information sciences. literal translation.
Yup, that’s a thing. It’s basically an IT title, and i’ve never quite figured how that translates to english (not that i’ve actually looked for it tho, lol). And yup, i know the literal translation of information science, but i was curious as to what the title actually is, because i know some things get lost in translation regarding titles and such, heh.
Yep, mindlessgamer is right (hope your invented language keeps improoving I want to get to know it better)
But it is more like librarianship than to computer science. So it’s about information, not informatics.
But I like computer sciences. Have you ever read criptonomicon or little brother? Both books are nice.
Mf, don’t start failing to class. Ok hahaha
And it may be a good thing to do once in a while but it becomes a problem when it becomes an often problem. (I have to fs already :/ )
Oh, so the literal translation does work, lol. Yeah, the information part kinda caught my eye so i had to ask. Even if it’s not related to computer science something related to librarianship is pretty good imho, and from your books suggestions i’m guessing you read a lot?
Nope, haven’t read those. It’s been a long time since i’ve read anything other than technical or study books. My classes take lots of reading so even if i do want to read actual books from time to time it’s kinda difficult to find the drive to do so. And nah, i won’t fail on class, but finding motivation is hard at times, today was extra difficult for some other unrelated issues.
You sound like a smart woman tho. Pretty sure you’ll find a way to fix those fs, so i’ll just say this to be even: Moneypenny, don’t start failing to class, ok? (lol).
I used to like reading but I will find a way to like it again someday (if I am to be positive here)
thank you for all you said. Lol
Hope your unrelated to class issues get better pretty soon.
Hugs
thanks, although it’ll be a long while before I tackle that again. Email me when you have the chance. Didn’t you have a question for me?
Give me your mail and I’ll do 🙂
treygo47@gmail.com
That reminds me i forgot to press send on the answer i wrote over on email last night for troy, lol. At times i think i’d lose my own head if it wasn’t attached to my neck.
*Trey. Damn typos.
Not my business but who’s trey anyway?
Hi, that’s me. It’s nice to meet you. Trey West at your service. 🙂
Comment is stuck in moderation… Ugh
suicideproject.org/author/mindlessgamer619
My email’s on my profile MP. Feel free.