I know I brought this up several times already, but this happens with me often, with my guidance or anyone really. Happened with the psychologist today. You know when they bring up suicide or something dire like that, you can’t help but *smile* or *laugh*.
God its embarrassing. I guess its to take the pressure off, since its a heavy topic. Or maybe its because we all have to laugh at a topic like that. Its possible, in my case, I felt like crying so bad, that all I can manage is a laugh or smile.
Its stupid. I tried so hard not to smile or laugh. Stupid stupid stupid.
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when asked my answer typically is “who me?”.
xD oh my! Thats perfect!
That does happen. I usually get this stupid laugh when everyone else is panicking. As in, everyone might be running for their lives and i’m just running along with them but having a laugh attack as i run. Yeah, people take it pretty bad.
I’m the opposite. It’s like I have some Pavlovian response when I step into a therapists/ counselors/ psychologists office I start crying. When I haven’t even said anything. My counselor used to say it was because I had been holding it in and I was finally in a place I could let it go. I think it’s just because I always cried when child protective services made me and my abusive parents go to family counseling. And talking to someone like that always makes me cry, so I’ve just automatically started crying everytime I’m in an office like that.