“Lovely Death” and I think my love might have fallen victem to suicide

In the beginning
They were just two kids
One lived with depression
The other lived in bliss
They found a new feeling
On June 26
Their world changed forever
After the first kiss

Months passed
At times life felt jaded
But they knew
They couldn’t be separated
Throughout their time
Love never faded
Storms came
But always dissipated

Colors vanished
On this one day
He could see red blood
But the sky turned grey
His angel had left
He started to decay
Sweet lovely death
She flew away

The still young child
Wept through the dreamland
He was walking alone
Though he could barely stand
He felt something warm
Grab his cold hand
He fell to the ground crying
He knew it was his woman

-bodies.in.blood

I found my true love long ago… she was just -god she was beautiful but that’s not why I love her.  There was many factors to why I do,  but the biggest was her ability to make me laugh.

We have been dating for almost 10 months and have completely given each other our souls to keep..

There’s one more thing I forgot to mention: she had depression.  Really, really bad depression.  I don’t want to give a 2 hour long backstory at the moment, but if you’re interested, just ask.

Moreover, I think she killed herself today… “think?” You might ask. The answer is yes.  I think because she texted (after a really bad night, last night), “I’m sorry for what I’m about to do.”  I haven’t been able to get contact with her since.

*Update*

I think she might have been sent to a place where she can get “help”…  her mom has been acting strange, but she hasn’t told me she’s dead so.. I don’t know.