Well I’m done fr. Tonight’s gonna be the night I do it. Been waiting all day for night to come so I can go and hang myself I got the perfect spot to I’ve had enough of this I’m to fucked up I’m hurting I can’t bounce back not from this I’ve had it lost hope no faith I don’t wanna go through life living like this so that’s why this must be nice but thought I’d get advice but nah but it’s all good I hope all you guys win your battles but I’m losing mine but thanks anyways never take things for granted always smile aways be thank full because somewhere out here there’s a 19 year old killing them selves because nobody cares and there all alone so they think of this trying to escape from there pain that there family causes and loved ones but I’ve had best of luck because I’m gone she destroyed me just like she wanted well you will have your wish and I will have mine hopeless boy in this world got left like always well I’m gonna leave all you and you better not try cry for me are feel sorry you have no right none but I hope this does something to you so you will change cause this could be the out come you never know
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You’re 19? Is there just one thing, one reason not to slip that noose around your neck?
Just read your first post. You’ve had more pain than anyone deserves. If you go through with this, I pray you find peace. But I hope you reconsider…for at least a day.
Yes I am but I’m finally gonna be happy when I do this I can’t wait and there’s no reason at all
OK. I will pray for the peace you truly deserve. If something changes, I’ll be here.
Alright thanks anyways
Are you still with us?
Are you still there ?
I really hope that things could get better for you soon as possible. Things are sh*t and It is hard to cope with it. I know that I don’t even know what happened to you, who you even are but we are all victims of our own thoughts. Its all about our mindset and how we decide to see things in our own perspective. It is hard to be positive and move on from things that left you bruised, but there’s always a reason behind all this, your existence, your life and everything. You were given this life because you have most of the strength to live it than any human being in this world, which makes stronger and unique in your own ways. There is a point in everyone’s life where we are just like “This is it. It’s enough. I’m gonna do it” but while we are thinking that we just forget to think about others around you. Yes, even if it seems they don’t give a sh*t, there is some-ONE that cares for you and I’m sure more than one. Have you actually really tried to live your life with no hate on yourself? I don’t know who you are, so I can’t say anything but there is something we all have done wrong or something we are mentally and emotionally broken about and it could be anything, but never forget that you, yes you are going through all this sh*t because there is something bright and worthy out there in the end of this dark tunnel. This hell could be for most of your life but it could be for something worthy in your future. And I’m sorry if I said anything wrong but I really hope that you know that you are worth it and honestly you can do it, you are worth living, you are who you are and you are amazing. (:
I wanted to tell you to reconsider if you’re still there, but honestly, if it’s your wish and what will make you happy, I feel like it would be wrong of me to tell you this life is worth living and as long as you keep living good things will happen to you just because I believe so, but I honestly do believe so. Nobody knows what’s on the other side and we’re all going to end up there anyway, so right now we have to do our best here and try to get the most out of it, it’s all we know for certain right now, and we know there’s both hell and heaven on Earth, and who knows, maybe we feel like we’re in hell now but one day we might feel like we’re in heaven. You don’t know if you don’t keep trying.
I really hope everything is fine for you now. you may not be around anymore, but I hope things are all good for you from now on