- everyone told me that being positive would help me through my recovery. everyone told me they would stay with me through thick and thin but they lied so now i’m starting to think that maybe they were just talking in their sleep. the problem for being positive is that there is nothing good about me specifically. i’m ugly, fat, and good for nothing. how am i supposed to be positive when these things are just the truth. and every day i wonder how much better death would be than living where no one even fucking cares and there’s not a single good characteristic about me. i have friends and i find myself wanting to talk to them about how i feel but i know i can’t because they’ll hate me. so now i’m sitting here wondering which is worse, neglect or abuse?
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What are you recovering from?
Ugly is determined by your perspective. it can be changed
Fat is determined by your own perspective + ca be changed by sport and diet through an year or two
If you don’t like the situation, then change it yourself.
Don’t wait for others to hold your hand and walk with you down the aisle. You are strong!