If You Could Be Any Person (currently living), Who Would You Be & Why?
There used to be an option where if we post, we can choose to not allow any key words or search words (or something to that effect). While our post would still be visible to the public, it was hard to find our posts in the past.
I want that option. Anyhow know how to do it in the settings?
I am back here again. Been a year+ I was gone from SP. Not that the past year+ was good mind you. Just not enough to push me to come back to SP I guess -_-
And no, it’s never a good thing to be back, to feel so miserable that we run back to the only solace of commiserating with others who feel the same rotting despair and hell we do.
Anyhow, idk if anyone remembers me. For those who do, Hiya! How’s everyone doing? I know, a funny question. If we’re here, it usually means we’re doing terrible.
How’s […]
Holy hell, the f*ing thing updated and suddenly my touchscreen laptop’s touchscreen stopped functioning. This laptop is specifically made for touchscreen, so which means the whole point of this laptop stopped working. Took me THREE F*CKING HOURS trying every help page and every help fix. Nothing worked after trying a million things, but I FINALLY deleted that f*cking update file.
I KNEW it was the f*king update file, but windows wouldn’t let me delete it. Tried a million times. Finally this other method work, thank goodness.
Now when windows updates again, is it going to f*ck it up again?
This asshole is constantly throwing garbage into my front yard and back yard
Sigh…
I don’t see how I won’t have depression when I’ve had it for 34 years.
I don’t see how “things will get better” when things have NOT gotten better, only worse, the last 15 years.
Are we doomed to be chronically depressed until we die?
That seems to be the case.
Like how many people (%) have eliminated depression for good?
All I hear are people who have been depressed and stay chronically depressed, and those who have depressed that comes and goes, but it always comes back at some point. Haven’t really heard many who went from depressed to happy and stayed content.
Me: Depressed for 34 years
Severely Depressed for the last 15 years
It’s been so long, I don’t see how it gets better?
What I HATE is when stupid annoying people keep saying shit like “things will get better.” NO, it HASN’T for 34 frigging years. And how can ANYONE see into the future and say “things will get better” when NO ONE knows? And when you point that out, people just call you Negative. If you don’t “think positive” or say happy happy things, people just blame you for being “negative.” Even other depressed people. Even in depression meetings. […]
or take advantage.
I hate humans.
People are such selfish bastards.
The neighbors to the right of me has been throwing trash into my front yard and into my back yard, as well as constantly tipping over my garbage bins, or pushing it several feet into the middle of the driveway so one has to get out of the car to move it out the way before you can pull in. The asshole has been doing that the last 3 weeks in a row. Garbage day is this Thursday and I bet you he will do it again for the 4th week in a row.
It all stems from back to the last week of […]
Lack of sleep is frying my brain. There’s TWO different posts about sleep. -_-‘
I started writing on it in one tab. Somehow I opened a new tab and started writing in there. Published tab#2. Closed tab #2. 30min later I see tab #1 open and thought I had already published it but the blue “publish” button is still there so I thought maybe I didn’t publish it after all. So I click on publish. And now I see there’s TWO of ’em.
G’lord. My brain is fried. And it’s only 9:55AM… -_-
(woke up at […]
Anyone else have CHRONIC sleep problems? I don’t mean have trouble sleeping sometimes or now and again. I mean have problems falling asleep or staying asleep almost every single night, and waking up every morning SO TIRED. And you don’t EVER catch up on sleep.
I’m slowly dying here…
I’m not opposed to instant death, but a slow drawn-out death is agonizing.
It’s killing me. Literally. I have chronic insomnia and I can’t f*ing function. I don’t just mean I don’t sleep well. I mean I literally only get 3-5 hours a sleep a night EVERY NIGHT. For over 13 years. And I NEVER make it up.
I am SO TIRED.
It’s like that Shining thing type over and over: All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.
Except it’s: All insomnia and no sleep make me crazy crazy CRAZY!
Anyone else on here who is also chronically sleep deprived? I mean almost every night lack sleep.
Cracked: If Anti-Depressant Ads Were Honest:
This isn’t a debate on anti-depressants. If pills work for you, great.
If it doesn’t, you might find this little clip funny/interesting.
No matter what, shit just happens to me.
I’m so tired of it.
Ever feel like everyone else is doing something with their lives, but you’re not? -_-
If you could peek into your future, would you?
But then that begs the question, even if you could see your future, could you change it?
Whether you can or cannot makes a huge difference.
How many of us have been sad, miserable, depressed for a long ass time?
For how many years? Decades?
When will it “get better”?
For how many people does it actually “get better”? What’s the %?
I have a nagging feeling that for the vast majority of depressed people, life doesn’t get better. If it did, there would be more success stories. If it did, there wouldn’t be so many suicides every year, so many suicide sites, so many therapists, etc. And so many older elderly people reporting they’ve been depressed for decades, many since they were children or teens. What […]
Does anyone else feel “cursed”?
As in you’ve always gotten screwed no matter what. No what what you did, didn’t do, say or didn’t say. No matter how smart you are or how hard you worked. No matter what “good” decisions you’ve made in your life- it all turns out to be bad in the end.
It’s like being born with a dark cloud over your infant head. I was cursed the day I was born. I’ve had a shit life my whole childhood- abuse, neglect, psychological torture, etc.
Thought adulthood away from my abusers would result in a great life full of […]
Somehow, the Little Mermaid song is in my head. O_o
What are we to do with ourselves, fellow depressives?
We are trapped in the gooey sap between the living and the dead- we who are neither living nor dead. We are technically alive but not living. Our souls have been smothered years ago.
What are we to do, fellow depressives?
We cannot seem to escape this deep chasm of eternal depression, yet cannot seem to end it all either. Those who were able are no longer here.
Is our fate to “live” the rest of our lives in eternal pain, until the day we […]