The effects of suicide on family and friends.
I never understood anorexia…I always thought ‘why would you ever give up food to be skinny when you already are?’.
Now I understand. I haven’t eaten a proper meal in days, and I still feel fat. Every time I look in the mirror I see it everywhere, I see nothing but fat. I feel so guilty when I eat and when I do I cut as if to punish myself.
I don’t know what lead me to see or feel this way. I simply woke up and couldn’t stand my reflection or the plate of food in front me. I’ve tried eating and talking it out with […]
