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Family & Friends Effects

The effects of suicide on family and friends.

Is college even worth it

by snailynini 12/6/2014

written by snailynini

What are your thoughts?

Im still in highschool but im wondering if i should go or not go because its so much money and more time spent in school. And once I graduate Its not that easy to find a job, and I don’t know.

I’m freaking out a bit

I don’t want to go to college but I also don’t want to wake up and hate my life and regret not going to college. I honestly thought about killing myself right after highschool just so I don’t have to deal with my future.

But I know that’s not the way to go its just a thought

Im also not […]

12/6/2014 11 comments

Am I An Alien, Wrongly Put Into This Whirlpool Of A Planet? Do I Have Any Other Alien Friends Here?

by jeppie 12/6/2014

written by jeppie

I am a friendly person. I try to be honest, helpful, caring, loving and all goodies to others. But what do I get back in return? Some selfish, cunning little people who in the end can just hurt because of their own happiness! I have tried to talk to so many people around me, but all seem so different. They just want to prove to the world with money and power. I feel different. Am I wrong? I tried to be like them but I cant help being myself when I try to follow the trend. I cant run so fast in life. I want […]

12/6/2014 13 comments

PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE!!!

by alice123 12/5/2014

written by alice123

Can someone please give me some advice!
My boyfriend broke up with me after two years it would have been three on the 18 and it hurts like hell and two days later he got a new girlfriend he wasn’t cheating on me with her he just found some girl that liked him and they got together after he dumped me. The worst part is that i have to see them making out in the hallways and its just been two days after our brake up i still love him and this hurts so much seeing that. I have all my classes with them!! you […]

12/5/2014 7 comments

Why Do I Even Try Anymore

by Tara 12/4/2014

written by Tara

What I thought was going to be a great Thanksgiving turned into a nightmare. My mom once again had one of her huge outbursts and just had to make everyone upset. It started out as a fight between her and my dad, they were screaming and my mom threatened divorce, and then she was fighting with my grandma. She was getting into her face calling her names and screaming. I would not allow her to treat my grandmother like that. I had to tell her to stop. Then she was following me around the house screaming for me to give her my phone. She kept […]

12/4/2014 4 comments

How many of you…

by Sabi 12/2/2014

written by Sabi

…never knew/barely knew your extended family?

How many only children here?

Raise your hands, friends.

(Misery loves company, right?)

12/2/2014 11 comments

I’m a 32 years old loser and total failure in this so-called “real world.” Is there really no hope for me anymore?

by niki 12/2/2014

written by niki

I’m a 32 years old loser and total failure in this so-called “real world / real life / reality”. Is there really no hope for me anymore?

I’m a 32 years old guy from Indonesia. Graduated about 13 years ago from U.S, and then “back for good” to my home country, supposedly working for a family business.

Many people honestly tell me (or view me) as a very talented, even multi-talented person. But unfortunately/sadly, somehow I just lack several few factors yet they are apparently probably the *MOST IMPORTANT* factors in this so-called “real world / real life / reality” .

It’s my mind / constant thinking & […]

12/2/2014 8 comments

Virtual Reality is an escape from Reality , boring Reality / boring real life / boring real world / boring life !

by niki 12/2/2014

written by niki

Virtual Reality is an escape from Reality ,
Virtual Reality is the escape from Reality ,
this boring Reality (Reality is boring ) !
this boring real life (real life is boring ) !
this boring real world (real world is boring ) !
boring life ( life is boring) !

Seriously, when Reality is boring & mundane (even real Science is boring & mundane too, science fiction (sci-fi) is better than boring science real ! ) , Virtual Reality is the only TRUE / REAL progress for humanity / mankind / our human species !
with Virtual Reality (VR) technology , we can enter into […]

12/2/2014 3 comments

How can I let you know…

by hellblau 12/2/2014

written by hellblau

When you look at me like that, I don’t get it, I just can’t breathe at all. When you look at me like that, You make alive what I thought it was dead inside me. And all I want is learn a way of how to let you know…

12/2/2014 1 comment

hey everyone,

by littlerayofsunshine 12/1/2014

written by littlerayofsunshine

Today i am feeling happy and its been hard lately, but i want to share my happiness with all of you because every single person deserves and has the right to be HAPPY! You are strong and you are worth it, keep fighting <3

***Spread the happiness***

12/1/2014 10 comments

Meaningful & Meaningless thoughts.

by Just me 12/1/2014

written by Just me

Ive have had suicidal thoughts for as long as i can remember but this time I’m really scared they are stronger and worst this time i try to think of another solution but it always ends up at just end it all. Everyone has something against me. They all blame me the people that i value so much are the ones who have hurt me the most i don’t want to tell them anything about my thoughts because i know they will feel sorry or call me even more stuff. I have someone who I’m currently dating i feel like he just stayed with […]

12/1/2014 0 comment

This shit is to long

by snailynini 12/1/2014

written by snailynini

Fuck.

I’ve rewritten this so many times and still have no idea how to start this off. I guess I’ll start off like this. I moved to my new house almost 4 years ago when I was in 7th grade.

I didn’t handle it to well

I cried my second week of school in front of everyone, then again during lunch. I felt like I had lost everything. All my friends that took me years to make. After crying in front of everyone I stopped going to school. I’d miss like 2 or 3 days every week. I was told […]

12/1/2014 5 comments

Out on bond….the ones we really love. the woman in our lives

by johnwhogivesashit 11/30/2014

written by johnwhogivesashit

I’m out on 100,000 dollar bail right now. I’m facing a home invasion charge in Illinois which is a class x felony. The punishment if convicted is a minimum 6 to 30 years in the department of corrections. I am facing a death sentence. These alleged charges are total bullshit but regardless of the outcome I will come out the other side 10,000 dollars in debt from lawyers. I am 22 years old. For all intents and purposes This situation is going to cost me 6-30 years of my life. The courts are a mockery of justice in illinois. they are courts of conviction not […]

11/30/2014 3 comments

I try…..

by serenityseeker 11/29/2014

written by serenityseeker

I try. I try to do everything. I try to keep you happy. I try to really hard to keep you from getting upset. I try to get everything done. I try to finish what I start. I try to make you happy.
I try to be a good mom. I try not to give too much advice or leeway, but it seems I just cant find the right balance.
I try to be there for you when you need someone. I try to make myself available to you for just about everything. I try to make sure your always comfortable. I try to keep […]

11/29/2014 2 comments

science is boring ! science fiction is better than science fact ! sci-fi is better than science fact ! real science is boring !

by niki 11/29/2014

written by niki

science is boring !
science fiction is better than science fact !
sci-fi is better than science fact !
real science is boring !

Reality is boring ! Reality sucks !
Real life is boring ! Real life sucks !
Real world is boring ! Real world sucks !

I also hate this life, I hate people / humans (well.. MOST/90% of them), I hate reality, I hate this world.
its very BORING !! and especially nowadays become ONLY very materialistic, money / profits driven only, all about money, money, money, & image, image, image! ; it’s very superficial, shallow, and mundane boring!
I HATE MONEY […]

11/29/2014 6 comments

My Life

by TheTreeOfMyLife 11/28/2014

written by TheTreeOfMyLife

I am really nothing…

hi my name is **** *****. i am 1?-years old… hehe i don’t know how to start telling my life, but I’m not really good at English… I writing this because I think it will make me feel better… umm… I grew up in small city. When I was 3-8 years old, I have painful days and happy days of course. my parents were drunk, fighting, every Friday, Saturday, it was never changed 5-years, always drinking, fighting. me and my big brother and my lil sister, crying in room, our word never changed our parents, we always tell them to stop […]

11/28/2014 8 comments

reasons to live and not just exist

by Sabi 11/27/2014

written by Sabi

I wrote a whole long spiel but in the end I’ll just reduce it to this:

Fellow people who didn’t grow up with *close* friends or *supportive* family, how have you created meaning in your life? I’ve always thought life’s meaning was what you made out of it– and I still do– but now I’m realizing you can’t make anything out of life if you don’t believe it could become a reality. And you can’t believe in a dream like that if you don’t believe in yourself. My problem is I don’t know how to believe in myself. I think psychological research has bolstered the theory […]

11/27/2014 8 comments

“Better Off?”

by L4Y 11/26/2014

written by L4Y

I have noticed a relatively common theme among suicidal people is the belief that the people around them – and the world in general – would be “better off” without them. They often express remorse and inner turmoil for the pain they have caused others.

It’s strange – even during my own darkest moments, I never believed anyone would actually be “better off” without me. No better or worse? Absolutely (truthfully, that is where much of my pain derived from – the fact that it didn’t seem to matter whether or not I existed). But not better.

The way I see it, if you recognize the fact […]

11/26/2014 2 comments

if I could do it right now…..

by serenityseeker 11/25/2014

written by serenityseeker

If I could just do it right now, it would be very little planning, as few “tools” as possible and I would REALLY enjoy feeling physically amazing just before starting.
I would want to do something quick, like a little slit of the wrists, thighs,and then carotid and jugular veins / arteries. Either that our I’d eat a bullet. Quick, precise, and thorough.
The only reason I can’t do it right
this moment is because I have so much shit to wrap up so that I know that I will be absolutely no more burden to anyone. , Plus, if I were to go […]

11/25/2014 2 comments

got jumped

by khajiit 11/24/2014

written by khajiit

by some garden hoes yesterday keep an eye on your local hoes everyone

11/24/2014 8 comments

We can help each other

by charlieregal 11/23/2014

written by charlieregal

Lets do it. Lets start a trust fund. We all sell some pf our things then put it in a trust and agree to all meet someplace and use the tust money to pay the fair for who ever wants to come. Then we buy a bomb and just hold hands and sing a prayer or a hymn or something and just wait for it to us all up. Don’t you see that this is your chance!? Stop procastinating! We can do this together don’t you see! we can help each other. We’re all in the same boat so lets just punch a hole in […]

11/23/2014 9 comments

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