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Last Night

by MrFixit 8/10/2014

written by MrFixit

Another day, and I slowly make my way out of the sleep paralysis that seems to come more often now. Then one by one I drag a foot off my bed and plant it on the floor, feeling surprised that I am still alive, but of course not surprised that I still feel so dead… I look over my shoulder towards the spot in which I had laid and observe the blood stains upon my sheets from last nights battle. Another trigger had been pulled and I was wounded, the cuts are getting a little deeper now, it’s also requiring more to simply balance out […]

8/10/2014 2 comments

death by sharks….

by PeelASquid 8/10/2014

written by PeelASquid

its an option for me. i always have them around. something to knock me out, fall over the side, and the sharks do the rest.

8/10/2014 5 comments

long cold night

by paingoaway 8/9/2014

written by paingoaway

beautiful song.

8/9/2014 1 comment

Why?

by danid 8/9/2014

written by danid

Why does this happen to me? Why does this happen to us. I’m tired of the scars uprising, but I cant seem to hide. Love ain’t the answer. Death won’t pick up the phone when I call and all I ask is why me? Do people really care or is it all a show we are supposed to give into? My souls been annihilated & death still won’t take me… Where did I go wrong? Was being born not supposed to be? Is this punishment for my parents mistake? I don’t fucking get it one bit. They gone and everything in my life is gone […]

8/9/2014 3 comments

Tonight is it!!!

by You Dont Even Care 8/9/2014

written by You Dont Even Care

Tonight is the night. Im going to be in heaven. People have really showed me they dont care. So here it is no more bull shit. Im done with everyone. My boyfriend doesn’t act as id he cares no more. So here is to him. I loved yiu more than anything and you didn’t realize it. I didn’t want to break up and I no we didn’t but even if you didn’t care you could have acted like it. I no im not much.and every girl has trust issue. Especially when you give them a reason. I have them but I’ve tried my best to […]

8/9/2014 13 comments

Waiting to Die: No Motivation. Beyond Caring.

by AnxietyGardener 8/9/2014

written by AnxietyGardener

‘Pearls Before Swine’ by Stephan Pastis (May 6, 2012)

I’m not looking for advice at all since I have zero motivation to improve my lot in life. I’m merely writing this to ***** and vent and commiserate with any potential like-minded souls that might feel the same way while I’m still here.

I have no money. No job. And only got a high school diploma. I am 34 years old and am living with my parents, whom I […]

8/9/2014 77 comments

by why i dont no 8/9/2014

written by why i dont no

i did it… i cut so much i cant see the top of my right arm… yay? do i get a achevment now will it pop up on my screen “you fucked your arm up and your high on blood loss g fucking g”im at the point now were im floting im going to flote down the stears vire the windo now see you guys in a and e or the morg prefably the later though its only a seciond story but its worth a shot

8/9/2014 1 comment

The best Poem

by SadRabbit 8/9/2014

written by SadRabbit

I think a lot about killing myself. Not like a point on a map, but rather like a glowing exit sign at a show that’s never been quite bad enough to make me wanna leave. See, when I’m up I don’t kill myself because holy shit- there is SO much left to do. And when I’m down I don’t kill myself because then the sadness would be over, and the sadness is my old paint under the new. The sadness is the house fire or the broken shoulder, I’d still be me without it, but I’d be so boring. – Neil Hilborn, “The Future”

8/9/2014 0 comment

Help. Please.

by MichelleAsh 8/9/2014

written by MichelleAsh

I’ve always been a sensitive emotional girl. I’m specifically 14 years old, but not quite like the typical ‘hormone-raged’ teen. At least I don’t think so. My family has always been considerably distant, and I’ve always been the odd one out. My entire family tree, every single relative, was born in China except for me. I’m also a generation younger than everyone else. Why is that? Well…

My parents lived in China, during the Cultural Revolution, which really had an impact upon their life. They never had a regular life. After the Cultural Revolution, they had my sister. My family was very poor, and barely made […]

8/9/2014 2 comments

Life, oh life

by pinkerton15 8/9/2014

written by pinkerton15

Around this time last year, things were going so well. Was working towards a job, was feeling positive and got a real pretty girlfriend.

I didn’t really get the job in the end, I felt really shitty, and me being schizo I went on a rampage took it all out on my gf, and lost her too…

I was so fkin heartbroken I vowed to myself I wouldn’t be with anyone else until I had my feet on the ground…

I use to be quite good with women and I kind of just threw it all in the drain on purpose cuz of the break-up and how it […]

8/9/2014 1 comment

When, fuck, when will it get better??

by breakfastinmymind 8/9/2014

written by breakfastinmymind

I am not done or anything, I think I don’t really want to kill myself, I just find it soothing to have the posibility at hand and I know I would be brave enough to do it. I guess I’ve always been addicted to something, whether it’s a person or a drug or a thought or a fantasie or an action. I’ve had a lot of best friends and I have been addicted to self-harming and alcohol and weed and I just can’t seem to land on reality because I am always daydreaming. Reality has always been a burden to me partly I guess because […]

8/9/2014 0 comment

I can’t fix me,

by alina_01 8/9/2014

written by alina_01

I just mess everything up for myself, I don’t know why I cant just make the right choices for once in my life. I’m clinging on to an ex, hooking up telling him I love him still that I want him to be happy even if it isn’t with me. But I havent let go I can’t and I don’t understand why he won’t let go either. I over think it and wonder if maybe because this time I’m suppose to be strong enough on my own to let go. But I can’t just thinking about it rips me up from the inside out. But […]

8/9/2014 2 comments

does any one get this ? or am i just alone

by why i dont no 8/9/2014

written by why i dont no

life is an abstract concept to me…

its like a dance that you cant really understand the concept of the movment seems destorted its like when you first read a script back or a story that you’ve just wrote you know it will make sense when youve ironed out the funny littel bits that arnt sapost to be there but its not like that i cant get rid of the littel bits im reading my life and non of it makes any senes it looks like a blood splat on a wall its got no struchure to it its just a mess some one said to me once in basic befor […]

8/9/2014 0 comment

The Forgotten.

by mansy316 8/9/2014

written by mansy316

It all begins with a scream, the scream of an innocent kid who was born in this life of sin .. that kid is me ” Ahmed Mansy”
and this is my story *well it’s not the whole story, i’m kinda bad in english so it’s a summary* , the story of my suicidal trip who was filled with good and bad days.
I grew up in my grandpa house because my parents got divorced when i was like 7 or 8 years i didn’t care or i didn’t know what’s happening i was just a little kid and everything was just too pure and lovely […]

8/9/2014 3 comments

Sucide becoming more logical every day.

by timmah01 8/9/2014

written by timmah01

I’m 27 and male, never had a girlfriend, don’t have any friends, don’t have a purpose and everything that I seem to give up on everything I start at the first sign of hardship. When I pick out something to do, I always think i could be doing something better. I have problems deciding. I constantly feel unloved and don’t know how to heal that without the help of others. I feel that this is partially the fault of reversed gender roles with mom being the silent more rigid one and dad being the very caring person and sometimes overaccomodating. When it looks like I will be […]

8/9/2014 9 comments

Wasted Life Part 2

by Durmmy 8/9/2014

written by Durmmy

So I wrote a post, actually my first post on this site entitled “Wasted Life”. It was pretty much about the story of me and my ex-girlfriend and the effect its had on my life for the last twenty years. It was a story that I felt I needed to share with somebody…anybody to show the extent that one person can have on your life when you focus all your love on them and no one else. I received some good comments from others on there when I posted it, and today I received a few other comments, which surprised me since I didn’t think […]

8/9/2014 12 comments

Beautiful Little Smiling Boy, Holding The Thing

by Bisban 8/9/2014

written by Bisban

Michael the angel but not yet of the arch

A battle and confrontation like black and white

The eternal Morlock, and the last chance

A little north by the water, we will go

One day, for peace and prosperity

The muck by the coastal, I will be alone

Will the Gengar come, or maybe Jynx

One day, will I ever have the power

I miss you Machop, and I need you

Hope you can come, too.

8/9/2014 0 comment

by why i dont no 8/9/2014

written by why i dont no

if you dont wear sun creem you will bern… and get cancer

i have a cuning plan

8/9/2014 4 comments

Tired

by MrFixit 8/9/2014

written by MrFixit

I’m tired of a lot of things… It really doesn’t even make sense to me anymore… I mean, I’m tired of living, I’m tired of hurting, I’m tired of breathing, I’m just tired…. And everyday of my life, I think about just being dead… Not even necessarily killing myself… To be honest, I really don’t want to die, yet I don’t want to live… I don’t want to kill myself, but I don’t NOT want to kill myself… Either way…. I’m absolutely exhausted of feeling anything, thinking anything, being anything… The biggest thing I’m tired of…. Is wanting to be dead…..

Despite the fact that I […]

8/9/2014 0 comment

Meant to be unhappy

by savemexo 8/8/2014

written by savemexo

The days get harder to keep going, there’s so much temptation to hold on for the day everyone says it’ll all get better. Maybe I was just meant to be unhappy.

8/8/2014 2 comments

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