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KNOWING WHEN

by fenceguy2 8/14/2014

written by fenceguy2

never in my life did I think there were as many people who feel the same way as me. I am 45, been battling since I was 10 or so. I have won and lost, two prior attempts that but by the grace of God i survived. However even though I firmly believe I am a walking miracle I still know that one day I will end it.
I don’t know exactly when, but I do know what will be my last straw, and that will be when I lose my best and only true friend Chip. my chocolate lab. he is 6 now, so […]

8/14/2014 11 comments

Turtle Diary (1985)

by Flintstone 8/14/2014

written by Flintstone

This was a cute little movie that peripherally involves a tragic suicide that happens while no one was paying attention.

Sound familiar anyone?

It is a little more plausible than a lot of movies, because the suicide just happens, like so many suicides do. People are so busy in there own little worlds that they can’t even see what’s going on around them.

It might be available at your local library, or Netflix or Hulu.

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passing the time

by Namelessqueer 8/14/2014

written by Namelessqueer

Lately I’ve been passing time by watching reality television. Before i never watched it and thought it was stupid. It is stupid and ridiculous but somehow watching rich white people is ridiculously hilarious at this point in life. Watched secret princes and am watching nyc prep.

Went to Baltimore a few weeks back, it was fun and nice to be out of my hellhole of a house. moving this week though art of me wants to give up. get up drink meds go to work get up drink meds, go to work. time passes and either way i must be getting closer to death.

Eating to pass […]

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To be, or not to be…

by Flintstone 8/14/2014

written by Flintstone

The immortal bard really nailed it down here. You can cut and paste snippets of the soliloquy and answer almost every interrogatory on this website.

…that is the question—
Whether ’tis Nobler in the mind to suffer
The Slings and Arrows of outrageous Fortune,
Or to take Arms against a Sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them?

To die, to sleep—
No more; and by a sleep, to say we end
The Heart-ache, and the thousand Natural shocks
That Flesh is heir to?

‘Tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wished. To die, to sleep,
To sleep, perchance to Dream; Aye, there’s the rub,
For in that sleep […]

8/14/2014 3 comments

lifes to short make your life worth living for

by bryan higgins 8/14/2014

written by bryan higgins

If ur ready to make a life choice to go on your next journey make sure u know what is there waiting for you.in ever life you are given only one gift of true love ..if u didnt respect the gift of love God gave you .and u think your all alone ..pray to God to have mercy on you and to grant u one more gift of love that you will not abuse .one love you would be willing to sacrifice your life for ..I did now I have a perfect wife and 3 perfect children ..that I will sacrifice my life for ..and […]

8/14/2014 2 comments

So.

by tctc 8/14/2014

written by tctc

You think you can tell Heaven from Hell?

8/14/2014 9 comments

Im paranoid

by DeadGirlNotFound 8/14/2014

written by DeadGirlNotFound

Anyone else ? I have been diagnosed with paranoia, Im a pretty crazy girl. I think extreme things and with mental illness it becomes hard to live, because people dont know why are you acting that way..they dont get it, I cried yesterday because i thought my friend was going to leave me, but there was nothing like that, im worried all the time, im taking medications to calm myself down, its hard to live like this, how do i act normal like everyone ? little things push me to suicide, i like the idea of death, i like how they put the dead bodies […]

8/14/2014 3 comments

A “slight” gay moment

by Wednesday 8/14/2014

written by Wednesday

Thank you for being a friend, traveled down a road and back again.
Your a pal and a confidant.
I’m not ashamed to say, I hope it will always stay this way!!
My hat is off, won’t you stand up and take a bow.
And if you threw a party and invited everyone you knew.
Well you would see the biggest gift would be from me.
And the card attached would say….
Thank you for being a friend ^.^

8/14/2014 10 comments

Yesterday I made a post saying I had three weeks. Also met some good people here.

by All But Over Now 8/14/2014

written by All But Over Now

I’ve made a few friends here on this site in the last 24 hours I would say. I made a post yesterday basically saying I was abandoning ship in three weeks. I have decided to revise that time frame to three days. I plan on writing my note a day or so beforehand, the necessary materials are in my possession and the stage is set.

However, today I am going to take the day to play some music. I’ve played in bands since high school (I’m 27 now) and always had music has a hobby or passionate activity I guess you could say. Going to be […]

8/14/2014 21 comments

Lights and the Forest

by DarkWoods 8/14/2014

written by DarkWoods

You normal people do not know how it feels to be different.

It’s like being lost in a dark forest, surrounded by a heavy fog. You sometimes see lights casted behind the fog, but only barely. You tried to follow the lights, but even if it is leading you to walk in circle, you could only keep on walking.

No one hear you scream. No one hear you cry.

You thought you have reached the end. In fact it is only more darkness.

You normal people sometimes give us positive feedback, give us hope, but most of the time you found us strange, weird.

I am confused. I don’t know […]

8/14/2014 2 comments

Why movie , game , novel , comics , book , anime/manga , human’s IMAGINATION is FAR much better than this boring Reality / real world / real life ??

by niki 8/14/2014

written by niki

Why movies is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why video games is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why novels is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why comics is much better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why anime/manga is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?

in conclusion :
Why human’s IMAGINATION is better & more interesting than this boring […]

8/14/2014 6 comments

In the end

by CreepySilence 8/14/2014

written by CreepySilence

Let’s say heaven and hell were real, would hell be a place on earth? All of this hate, anger fueled by lust, greed, power. If we were really the way “god” wanted us to be, then what is god? Is he hate? Anger? Lustful? Greedy? Or is he just puppeteer who get’s a hard on when he cuts one of the strings from the marionette? What if after we die, we keep on being reincarnated, to live this hateful torturous life for all eternity? There never really is an “end”, even when we live, we’re not really living.

8/14/2014 2 comments

infinite hatred for me

by sobsobs 8/14/2014

written by sobsobs

Mirror mirror on the wall

Why are u lying to me ?

That’s not me , that reflection

Why are u only show things that I wanna see

Im ugly Fat And unworthy

And there is nothing that I like about me

My boyfriend said im pretty

But I doubt it cuz he hates me

He hit me when Im sad n gloomy

He yell and cuss , makes me feel unworthy

Family ignored me

Friends walk away from me

All I have is me but

there is nothing that I can like about me anymore

The hatred that I have for myself is infinity

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We’re born, we live and we die.

by bornfordying123 8/14/2014

written by bornfordying123

We’re just one of millions of various organisms, albeit at the more intelligent end of the scale. We’re here for the briefest time in the overall scheme of things. Are we just here to reproduce and leave more humans behind, so they can then go on and reproduce, and so it repeats itself for eternity? For what purpose? We live with violence, wars, murders, and natural disasters, floods, earthquakes, etc that wipe of thousands of our species and other species. I’ve analysed and wondered about these things all my life. I don’t remember anything before I was born – just a total void – and […]

8/14/2014 1 comment

am i beyond help?

by passionfruit3 8/14/2014

written by passionfruit3

I watched this movie today called gimmie shelter.the girl basically had a hard life crazy mother rich dad who didnt want her.but in the end she got her happy ending.i would say only in the movies but this was based off a true story.what i wonder is why cant i ever get things right.this girl probably still has worries and hardships but her life will still be better than mine. Cause she got the help she needed.im twenty one all i think about is suicide and its starting to seem like thats all i know.and that would be great except ive never made […]

8/14/2014 2 comments

Quicksand, No Pity

by Bisban 8/14/2014

written by Bisban

Nobody knows, the ultimate
Agonizing suffering
Abyssal is a black hole
Maybe I should of been more precise
The desolated flames of the amass
Not so extraordinaire but rather awry; me
Hell, is eternal
I am a horsemen, I am the green man
I am not contagious, but still, never touch me
Turn me into, Zorro
The death of me is the death of double, and all
It hurts, the most, in all the ways, in the worst
My compadre, my compadre; little Leroy
Seraphim, whomever it may be, I need you
Calypso, the treacherer

The abstract story, is reality
I am “Leech,” and I exist
The abyssal […]

8/14/2014 0 comment

ugh

by dose_of_sadness 8/14/2014

written by dose_of_sadness

ugh. When people call you fat just because they know you have an eating disorder.

8/14/2014 3 comments

by cheeseball 8/14/2014

written by cheeseball

It’s okay to be positive sometimes. It’s okay to feel hurt. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to laugh even when you’re supposed to feel sad.

Continuously reproaching oneself, does not make things better. Sometimes a day, just a day burnt out helps. When your mind is so full that nothing else, especially not your own conscience will be able to squeeze in. I believe this is the key.

Happiness will come, when all of your worries, doubts, selfhatred and loath dissipates away. But who am I to proclaim philosophically that I’ve found an alternative to my own depression? Time may heal. This is just a little […]

8/14/2014 1 comment

Alternative to Suicide

by TruthIs 8/14/2014

written by TruthIs

If Love is the problem
You just need to find a new love
If Money is the problem
You just have to make more money
If Other people is the problem
You just have to find new people to hang out with
If past mistake is the problem
You just have to disregard it
If Sadness is the problem
You just need to be happy

So all these problems have alternative solution. It might not be easy but there are possiblity, however slim, to fix these situations.
There’re examples of people who find love again even at old age
There’re examples of people who have nothing […]

8/14/2014 9 comments

A Tribute to My Brother and to My Friend Kevin (Iamzero)

by jasonsbigsis 8/14/2014

written by jasonsbigsis

“And ever has it been known that love knows not its own depths until the hour of separation.”-Khalil Gibran

Today has been a heart-wrenching day. I woke up knowing it was the 2 month mark of when my little brother took his life. It has been a devastating loss that has shattered my world. He is a part of my soul and always has been and I feel tremendous loss.

And then I received an email this morning from a dear friend known here as Iamzero, stating that he was sorry but that he could not go on any longer and wished me thanks and love. Love […]

8/14/2014 26 comments

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