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the past (last post for awhile)

by paingoaway 8/8/2014

written by paingoaway

the pasts haunts me, even more than my future haunts me. it hurts to remember how happy hopeful, and loved i felt. before i felt different and faced my depression. the bipolar. my failures my health problems. the judgement of others. it hurts, to know my future. i dont know. im trying to live. but if i cant do this last job, im so outta here. i would be better as a memory than what ive become. i am so upset i dont have an appetite. i wont put a new post here or awhile, unless i get fired from this job. then its one […]

8/8/2014 2 comments

Why not?

by soulcry 8/8/2014

written by soulcry

Sitting in my room in the dark. No one notices me. I’m alone. Why not just end this misery? Why not end the pain? Why not just make everyone happy and do it? They all want me to die anyways. Nothing matters anymore. Just death. Because Every time you go to sleep you die and someone else wakes up and takes your place. You are trapped in your own mind. You’re life is a lie. A figment of your imagination. There is nothing but death in this place we are forced to believe is real. For nothing is real but death. So why not?

8/8/2014 13 comments

Thanks to the admin. A new forum category.

by Flanker 8/8/2014

written by Flanker

Okay, so this is in reference to this thread: http://suicideproject.org/2014/08/a-big-hug-to-you-guys-and-a-suggestion/

A lot of people I talked to expressed their willingness to enter such a place, where they could actually forget about the pain, even for a moment. But there was one guy who expressed his reservations over this (and quite valid I’m afraid). You could simply read the comments in the above linked thread and let us know what you think?

By default, any topic in this category would also be visible on the homepage to everyone, irrespective of whether they’re interested to look into this or not. They could feel while everyone else is happy, they’re not. […]

8/8/2014 7 comments

One Person

by lonelygirl9 8/8/2014

written by lonelygirl9

One person can make a difference. One person can make you laugh, make you feel accepted, make you feel loved…but I just hate they are so hard to find, and once you do find them it almost hurts to trust them, to hand over your heart and put it in their hands because what if they drop it? then how are you ever supposed to know that you can trust again

8/8/2014 12 comments

The Incline

by Deezy57 8/8/2014

written by Deezy57

I fear I may lose sight
Of the light at the end of the tunnel
Each and every day, it gets less bright.
Enveloped in darkness I stay,
The happy memories fading away,
As everything turns to gray.
Most nights, I’m alone and distraught.
Thoughts of ending it all,
I slip farther into the deep.
This incline is proving to be too steep.

8/8/2014 3 comments

by why i dont no 8/8/2014

written by why i dont no

down long rodes we ride

no light insite no end near

scars on my arm like wrighting read only by me

i know evry line ever virse

i know the name of ech of the people who put them there

im a cobweb the strans are cut in to my flesh

i cach no flys just pane and greef

my head is a monster ready to rip my heart out

it sends me screeming in to the nigh

“that girls not really there”

the girl at the end of my bed isunt there

the blood on the floor isunt there

im a child […]

8/8/2014 0 comment

todays rant

by why i dont no 8/8/2014

written by why i dont no

today i smoked the last of my weed in a awsom pipe i found kicking around the house today i met a new guy whos odvs a shrink but hes a yank and “hip and cool as was in us airborn” hes ok to nice though… today…. today i cryed cos im in tret of loseing the girl i lov theres biger problems in the world than my love life tthat i haft to worry about like my frends who is crying cos she was raped on the 5 haveing been were shes at i know how shes feeling it neverchanges all the people cry the […]

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I just need someone..

by SomeSkinnyWhiteGirl 8/8/2014

written by SomeSkinnyWhiteGirl

I need someone who wouldn’t judge me on my past..

someone who can understand why I am broken..

who understands why I binge drink so much

who gets why I cannot trust that well

just someone who can hold my hand and say everything will be okay…

why is that so hard to find?

8/8/2014 10 comments

Sunrise today….

by PeelASquid 8/8/2014

written by PeelASquid

Sunrise this morning as seen from offshore the east coast of Florida.

Enjoy.

Fish bit well too.

BIG stuff.

Enjoying my last days….

8/8/2014 2 comments

Lonely girl

by Stargazer 8/8/2014

written by Stargazer

All your empty smiles

All your broken dreams

All your willful desires

Are floating down the stream

You say I can make it

You say that I’m strong

But all these scars only prove

That you are very wrong

Because I know what is true

I’m bound to die a lonely girl

Always feeling blue

I just keep on walking

One step then another

Hoping I am going

In the right direction

But all the signs say opposite

Where am I

I wonder

I’m stuck in the awful place

That is called my home

Where all my demons try to suck my soul

So please don’t try to tell me

That I’ll be alright

Because I know what is true

I’m bound to die a lonely girl

Always feeling blue

There […]

8/8/2014 0 comment

Need An Outlet

by AarinaDaae 8/8/2014

written by AarinaDaae

If you don’t like to hear ranting, this isn’t the post for you. Like the title suggests, I just needed an outlet where my father couldn’t read and use my words against me.

So, I learned of my acceptance as a university employee back in March of this year. I told my father that I would be getting an apartment and that I would do this and that. Well by April, I had moved in and gotten settled. I realized that the university hadn’t provided certain things like they had originally said they would. The only thing I really care about is the couch. I was […]

8/8/2014 1 comment

Spontaneous Outbursts

by FeelingFunny 8/8/2014

written by FeelingFunny

I find that throughout my day as Im cringing while thinking of my life and mistakes, I have these uncontrollable outbursts of saying fucked up shit. Like I will randomly just say to myself “kill yourself”, “you should die”, “Im already dead”, ” fucking kill me”. Then I freak out and go ” why did you say that”, or ” dont think that way”. Its really annoying and its like im suicidal automatically, whether im happy or not. I just want to be the real me again. It literally feels like I dont know who Im looking at when I see my own reflection.

8/8/2014 0 comment

My Dearest Collin

by rossonmarcus 8/8/2014

written by rossonmarcus

My Dearest Collin

In the time that has passed since your death, I have struggled with why you did it…why you killed yourself. You had no mental illness. You didn’t struggle with depression. You had no previous attempts or cries for help. You had a loving girlfriend that wanted to marry you. You had a good job, good friends…a family that loved you. So you had received several speeding tickets and lost your license. So you got caught driving on a suspended license and extended the suspension of your driving priveledges. So, you drove your inebriated friend home from the bar because he was in no shape […]

8/8/2014 3 comments

Depression methods

by _brevity3750 8/8/2014

written by _brevity3750

I know a lot of people can feel depressed and don’t necessarily want to deface their body as an escape mechanism. Try writing. That’s what I got into and it helped me so much. I know some people here are a fan of lyrics an relating to them. I have an Instagram account (for now) where I post my stuff. Ill leave one here for you guys to check out for now and if you like it feel free to check out my Instagram 🙂 it’s @_brevity.

Also guys, if you ever just want to chat, go right ahead and message me or email or comment […]

8/8/2014 2 comments

Please, can somebody help me? I feel alone. I just need someone

by pesimist_realist 8/8/2014

written by pesimist_realist

Most of the time, I feel alone. Only 1 or maybe 2 friends understand me, or they are faking it. I just want to be happy. I’m 20 years old and I’m verry communicative person, I made others happy when they are sad, but when I’m sad and alone, most of them doesn’t care, few of them say “It would be alright” ,but that’s not what I need…I just need a person that will talk with me, help me to get trough this hard time that I’m in now…ahh, I just need a person that I can hugg,know that there is someone to help me […]

8/8/2014 6 comments

Just too common.

by onlyoption 8/8/2014

written by onlyoption

so after a rough time with a bunch of nasty guys I decided to just live on my own, not let anyone in. I met a few guys and turned them down, too many awkward silences and dumb conversations. but one night I went on a date with a guy and for once he was a gentleman, he booked a table and he wore jeans that didnt show his bum, we laughed and i nearly cried laughing and there were no moments of scilence and he is clever, so clever and we talked about politics and current affairs and horses( we both have horses)but then after i […]

8/8/2014 1 comment

morning thougts

by noir 8/8/2014

written by noir

Why does it hurts so much to wake up?

Its because we were having a good dream, or just becuese we return back to life.

Today i woke up and drank the first pill even before breakfast, i headed to the kitchen asking myself if that living full of pills its living at all? Well i took some breakfast and returned ti bed, yes thats where i am, i want to cry and i want to scream, but shhhh, there is more people in the house we are not alone, and as the time go by i still look to the backyard, seeking, hoping to se something […]

8/8/2014 0 comment

Yesterday…

by Solarion 8/8/2014

written by Solarion

Yesterday my mom, brother, aunt, and I had a barbeque. I was washing a pan that my mom was going to put food on and asked my brother to hold some of the dishes because there was no space on the counter. He then asked me if I could do anything right. I told him to finish washing the pan (my aunt watched this and got mad at ME) and stormed outside to sit next to the barbeque. I told my mom about it and she pretended like nothing happened. I told my mom that smoke got in my eyes to cover my tears. I’m […]

8/8/2014 5 comments

La Finale, I Can’t Cry

by Bisban 8/8/2014

written by Bisban

Armitage
Tonight I became
The eternal
Morlock

My tale
Fated
As if
Written

I went
Bitten
Never
Coming

My wings
One day
I will cry
Again

Archangel
Michael
Has come
For me

I hope
We shall fare
Our escape
Pray to well

The undead
The journey
Is to the
The afterlife

If you can cry
You are alive
Only crystal
Will farewell

Until the next
Thousand year
I will see you
Again

Ten is freedom

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=An9j2MPN24Q

8/8/2014 0 comment

I feel empty right now

by FeelingFunny 8/8/2014

written by FeelingFunny

I feel so empty

No, thats a lie

My thoughts fill me

spilling from my mind

Is everything a lie

Will I ever get the truth

Wasting away my time

Trying to help you

Im the one to blame

I saw it flash before my eyes

Visions of this happening

Before it came in time

Please just take my life!

I need to dissapear!

Im not comfortable in my own skin

I need to get out of here…

Watch as the bloods spills

Razorblades been stained

Take some more pills

Quiet the pain

8/8/2014 0 comment

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