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33 Black

by johnwhogivesashit 6/2/2014

written by johnwhogivesashit

2 Tuesdays ago I accidently bet 33 black and won. I was playing bitcoin roulette. I thought I was betting odd. It won a near max bet and I won 1500 worth. I proceeded to gamble that into 10,000 dollars over the last weeks. I have won about 17,000 dollars profit worth of bitcoin this year. I was able to pay many debts. My girlfriend told me I’m a part of her. It means the world to me. I wish I was dead. I wish I was dead. I’m basically broke. I was in all kinds of debt. Now I’m just broke. I wish I […]

6/2/2014 0 comment

by Bisban 6/1/2014

written by Bisban

Jesus f***. Seraphim. Skull and the bullet.
Uzi’s and machine guns. Let me join the native tribes.
Get ready for Armageddon. F***, America. The world.
ThereÂ are no rules. F*** it in oblivion. Where do I go.
Get a pad off, somewhere. I have personal monthly income.
Somewhere beautiful, to go before we die. But where.
The skeleton does not walk. West minister, I need to get the f*** out of here.
Who the f*** is gonna give me a spot. The chance to feel oblivion.
Somewhere beautiful, but where. Anyone?

6/1/2014 1 comment

2 kinds of people…

by Stain 6/1/2014

written by Stain

There are those who die before they’re ready. And there are those who are ready before they die.

Timing is the only problem. I’ve been ready to die for at least 20 years but it hasn’t happened. On the other hand somewhere in the world, someone got hit by a bus and killed 20 years before she would’ve accomplished her life’s work. Oopsie. Life’s a ***** like that.

The best you can do is decide when it’s time to die and immediately make it happen. Those are the only true winners in this world.

6/1/2014 1 comment

Growing up…

by justme- 6/1/2014

written by justme-

Is exactly how I envisioned it would be as a child. Fun things suddenly become boring.. days go by slower with less to do, people get angrier and stop caring about you.Â More and more of my day is devoted to being sad.Â I’m forced to do things I don’t want to with people I don’t like.Â Life chooses winners and losers. I’ve spend so much time trying to find a sense of meaning in anything, anywhere. Hope isÂ aÂ crutch for childrenÂ Â – bowing and bending until it shatters under the weight of your grief and pity fucking sadness. I don’t know how any of you find your way out […]

6/1/2014 0 comment

It just gets worse

by sadiemaeglutz 6/1/2014

written by sadiemaeglutz

I’ve never imagined I could be as devastated as I am now. I don’t believe in god but as my life progresses it is hard to believe that this amount of bad luck is random.Â

I’m not going to talk about the years of abuse I endured in my childhood or the fact that my mom died when I was four. I won’t go on about my dad’s alcoholism, and after this sentence I won’t mention the blister acne that adorned my face from 12-21. I won’t dwell on the murder of my best friend in high school or my family’s lack of funds. No, those […]

6/1/2014 2 comments

I Feel Evil.

by chloebow 6/1/2014

written by chloebow

I am obsessed with death and suicide. In my mind, it looks like a beautiful way to go.

I picture myself in the final hours, preparing my own wake and the steps I take to my final sleep.

The only problem is, I feel that there are two minds inside my brain, both want to die, but one is still sad and urges me to seek help first. The other is evil and wants me to scare and push people away by becoming this dark and morbid girl, it wants me to die.

My belief is that they were whole once, feeling the same emotions of hurt and […]

6/1/2014 3 comments

I’m So Angry

by NoRealClue84 6/1/2014

written by NoRealClue84

…People think I’m sad. They always do. And I don’t blame them – I used to be sad a lot. I suffer from bipolar disorder, and I’ve had a few rough times in life, such as sexual abuse as a child, and my sister’s death a few years back. I’m currently 16, and with gcses added to the stress of, well, living…I hate it.

If I’m honest, I’m only still alive because I can’t bear the thought of leaving my girlfriend behind. Of never seeing her again. She’s also the only reason I keep it together – I have to. You know that line from Frozen, […]

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I dont know what to do

by ifeelsoalone 6/1/2014

written by ifeelsoalone

I feel like i love this person, and its impossible, because they will never love me back. this is eating me away and i dont know how to deal with any of it. i just really want to talk to someone about all of this. the bad thing is, im afraid if i admit it to someone, itll be so much worse. i know i need to talk to someone, if not, ill just explode. either way, this is slowly killing me.

6/1/2014 3 comments

What happens at school

by The_red_fairytale 6/1/2014

written by The_red_fairytale

Sad, lonely and depressed. This is how I feel as I look at myself in the mirror, The names they called me still burned my memories, and filled my eyes with tears. The snickering behind my back, the laughing at me, the pushing in the halls and the notes filled with what they think is wrong with me. They tortured me for no other reason other then they felt like it, and they could. It didn’t just stop at school. Nope, thanks to computer, they can follow me everywhere. And when i pretended that it all was okay, i made it much much worse then […]

6/1/2014 5 comments

I just really need someone to talk to

by ifeelsoalone 6/1/2014

written by ifeelsoalone

I feel so alone all the time, its killing me. Its Â like i look around and see all these things going on and i just feel so distant from them. Im turning 18 and graduating next week, yet i feel no excitement whatsoever. Ive been going through so much lately, mentally and physically its really wearing me down. I dont know how to cope with any of this because i have no one to talk to. if i tell my best friend, she will just worry, if i tell my mom, she will worry. i cant worry about someone else worrying for me. it sounds […]

6/1/2014 5 comments

What’s the Point?

by Kristin 6/1/2014

written by Kristin

I drift on day to day constantly battling with my meth-addicted mother, who hasn’t let me see my little brothers in almost 10 years. I’m stuck in a relationship where I’m not loved back (or at least he really doesn’t act like it), and I have only one friend, who is gone all the time. I am lonely, I’m hurting, and I am mentally messed up with endless anxiety and I also am bipolar and have fibromayalgia. And because I used to be a Jehovah’s Witness and left, I’m pretty sure God is pissed as hell at me so I’m probably doomed to destruction whenever […]

6/1/2014 4 comments

This quote is great

by Remnant The Unbroken 6/1/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

â€œPeople pontificate, “Suicide is selfishness.” Career churchmen like Pater go a step further and call in a cowardly assault on the living. Oafs argue this specious line for varying reason: to evade fingers of blame, to impress one’s audience with one’s mental fiber, to vent anger, or just because one lacks the necessary suffering to sympathize. Cowardice is nothing to do with it – suicide takes considerable courage. Japanese have the right idea. No, what’s selfish is to demand another to endure an intolerable existence, just to spare families, friends, and enemies a bit of soul-searching.â€

6/1/2014 0 comment

gosbo da trip hop

by Bisban 6/1/2014

written by Bisban

where may I go to go transform. into the golden metallical.
what nebulous smite can our hell bring.
how do we escape at the level zero. but then it’s just me.
karma here does not exist in my land. battalion of true hell.
or go fuck yourselves.

there is only one path. I understand.
I am, that I am. i have no heart. cut.
see with your eye, my hell.
the dragon. the boar. the dog. the monkey.
all dead.

i must escape ground zero.
take me. direct me. then leave me.
guiding star. that could be a plan.
then hopefully maybe if, in our other saging […]

6/1/2014 0 comment

You should have passion to suicide

by addicted 6/1/2014

written by addicted

Why i feel pity on people who cry before they die?

suicidal people are the only kind of humans who laughs before die.

6/1/2014 5 comments

I still be suicidal for no reason

by addicted 6/1/2014

written by addicted

Even if I am

1. The richest person in the world
2. Most intelligent being
3. Great leader
4. Influential human being
5. God
6. Go to mars along with best of breed human beings

I still be suicidal for no reason.

6/1/2014 2 comments

Anyone From SanFrancisco?

by Sheisme 6/1/2014

written by Sheisme

Is there anyone from San Francisco on here?

We should hang out…Misery loves company.

NO PERVERTS THOUGH I won’t fall for that.

6/1/2014 1 comment

by broken818 6/1/2014

written by broken818

i need to die …

6/1/2014 8 comments

by Remnant The Unbroken 6/1/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

Cant let it win. Get it together…come on you fuck, I can do this

oh God this is so draining

6/1/2014 2 comments

In Need of Help

by Hopeless_Guy 6/1/2014

written by Hopeless_Guy

Hi all,

this is a guy who is alive only because he’s not got the courage to commit suicide so far.

You may say I’m a weak person only to have such a thought in my head, but I’m sure even if I tell you the story you’ll not understand it, but know it.

I’m 19 now, freshman in college. I have let go of my studies for months now though I used to be one of the bests back in school.

I have always been lonely in my life, even during the short periods that others thought I was not anymore, I felt that loneliness inside me. I […]

6/1/2014 11 comments

The day I survived

by rainbow123 6/1/2014

written by rainbow123

Most of us are here because we feel so shit we want to kill ourselves. Â So I want to tell my story..

I had been crying non stop every day for about 4 months. I would go to college, cry, go gome, cry, cry myself to sleep.. it was a never ending cycle of me crying. Till one day during my lunch break at college I decided I had, had enough. I got lots of differdnt friends to go to shops and buy me tablets Â (I couldn’t because I was too young) Anyway, I , anahed to get a fair amount of tablets, since more than […]

6/1/2014 5 comments

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