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people ask me what depression is like. i answer: its like drowning but you can see everyone around you breathing
For general topics related to the site.
people ask me what depression is like. i answer: its like drowning but you can see everyone around you breathing
My foster mother keep bribing me to tell her what’s wrong. But for some reason, I keep refusing. She kicked my leg and said, “Come on dear, please tell me!” I just got up and walked into my room, having a good hard cry. I never hurt so bad since I’ve been in foster care for a month and a half. Just fuck it all. Fuck life. I’m fucking over it. Kill me now. I’m done.
And to make matters worse, I found out my boyfriend was cheating on me, so I broke up with him. Now I’m alone because I had nobody else to talk […]
Why.. Everything changed March 28, 2010. You died and took a large piece of my heart. Now I wonder why it wasn’t me. You were too good to everyone. Always cheerful and happy. Had a beautiful baby daughter. All she wanted to have was her daddy home. It wasn’t your fault, but its killed us all since. You were the one for me to talk to. The one that kept my head up through even the littlest of problems. You knew how to keep a smile on my face. I’m so proud to call you my brother. I don’t care how long it […]
i feel like im drowning in my own thoughts. they suck me down further and further and i cant avoid it. i lost a close friend today and dont know if i can get him back. even though i pushed him away. he told the guy i was talking to the stuff i told him about the guy i like. he came to one of my classes today and i told him to leave. he tweeted that he was crying and i physically feel like my heart is breaking. i drown in more thoughts and i dont know what to do. i ruin everything i […]
Can anything be posted on here ? Im new on here.
 Hello 🙂 I was trying to write a letter to “InternalHelper” but it seems this email doesn´t work so I will send it here. It´s adressed to this email BUT I want the other people to see it as well. BECAUSE you are my motivation to fight with dificulties in my life so that I can be hope for others.
Hello,
I´m Katy I´m 20, I´m from the Czech Republic and I´m just reading
something on the internet about your depression. First I´d like to
tell you that I´m […]
If you have a long life line on on your hand, don’t try to commit suicide. For there can’t be a way to do it. This is how I prove it.
Like my other post this evolves me cutting my wrist.
I was listening to the Lavender Town theme. (pokemon) I was only 11. I was so scared I cut my wrist were my veins are, it didn’t work. I saw my line was rather long. I knew what that meant.
If you prove in any way it’s wrong, I’ll believe you.
Don’t get mental problems it could lead to this.
I have mental problems. I go to therapy alot. But still I cut myself. I make attempts to kill myself. Everyone thinks I’m crazy. I can’t sleep. I don’t talk to anyone at school. (I’m in high school). My mom talks to me and I feel uncomfortable when she does that.
The way I try to kill myself is like this: I take a razor and cut my wrist. It dosen’t work though. Maybe I should use a knife. Once I get the chance I’ll do it.
You might think I’m crazy, or I need to […]
I tried to kill myself about a month and a half ago. As a result, I was forced on a medical leave from my school, had to go back home where my parents make my condition a lot worse, and forced to speak to what feels like an endless amount of therapists and psychiatrists that neither know what they’re doing or care about me. I was promised a second chance after it happened, that I would get help, in my mind I thought maybe if I finally talked to my friends and family about it, things would get better. Instead, I’ve spiraled, I feel more […]
Hai Guys,
It’s day 2 for this thing. I guess I’m just down right now. I feel trapped. I feel caged. I want to fly. I want to be free, but it’s not that easy. My sister now knows that I talk to a guy… And I know yeah its not that bad, but he’s three years older than me and right now he’s one, out of two, people that know some of the truth. And I feel trapped because how do you tell your parents you’ve been talking to a guy for almost half of a year? I’m not good with confrontation and I feel […]
Everyday I feel worse, but there are days that I feel really really bad. Like today. I constantly think about suicide, which is driving me crazy, because somewhere I know I’m not able to die, no matter how badly I’ll try. But still I’m searching all over the web to find ‘the perfect suicide method’, but I know somewhere that ‘the perfect suicide method’ doesn’t exist. But still I’m searching for it (man, i feel like an idiot now). No, my suicideplan isn’t completed yet, but in days like these, my suicideplan gets completer and completer, which actually gives me rest.
I haven’t found ‘the […]
It must not be a good thing necessarily that I’m cured and yet I’m wanting the thoughts. The dark ones back. I love talking about depression and suicide it was my life only months ago. Somehow I was cured. A sense of pride in myself alien to me fills me with self-confidence. Where the confidence came from would be completing basic training for the military.
I came in hoping that during the shooting range i could pull the trigger on myself and if not then then j would be able to shoot myself during my military career. The thought of having a rifle by my side […]
I wake up every morning, I go to school, talk to a few people, go home, play games,sleep. I attend some clubs every week, but no matter what I do I find myself bored. Every once in a while I will find something new to do, but I quickly become bored again and because of that I don’t know what to do with my life, all I want to do is live an enjoyable life, but no matter what I do I always become bored. I am sick of it and I don’t know what to do.
My fucking butt hole bled all over the place
im new to this website, actually i dont have any suicidal intention ,yet im really in need to leave this world to somewhere better ,somewhere i wont see any humans .things are really getting bad evry year no progress in any side in my life .its been like 6 years now ,evryday i wake up i just wonder why do i have to go through all of this pain ,every day pass without me not crying and feeling helpless ,im not thinking of suicide at all because i beleive in my relegion .i cant see anything good on this earth everything depress me ,im so […]
I’m that guy that lost his girl in a car accident. I’m that guy that promised to write a book.
I had already given up on life and writing that book was my last little hope that clung me onto life. And you know what… I have failed. My 200 days are nearly over and haven’t been able to finish that damn stupid thing.
It was my last goal. That’s what life is all about! Having a goal. I’m a real thinker. I keep overthinking, rethinking and placing myself in differed perspectives. And having a goal is what keeps us here, no matter how crazy it is. Want […]
I dont know if your ever going to read this, or even see this. but here are somethings i never got the chance to tell you, or didn’t tell you enough.
I adore you. thats as simple as i can put it. i adore you.
You inspire me. to be a better person, and do more with my life. if it wasnt for you i wouldn’t keep reaching for more. i wanted to give you a good life, and i wanted you to be proud of me. i wanted to make you happy.
I respect you. You’re the first person I think of when I want a serious […]
2 phone calls
2 messages on Facebook
0 smiles
0 happy thoughts
1000 tears
1 “present”
10 hours thinking about suicide methods
15 minutes faking happiness
1 new mental scar
Can anyone imagine a nicer birthday? I wonder why they don’t have a category “I Won’t Survive” for posts on SP.
people should have right to end their lives and those who help them should be free from prosecution
–Stephen hawking
Most happiest thing that can happen to my life is suicide but it should be like a sleep or a zero pain pill…
We humans do any thing make our lives easier, we have roads, vehicles, restaurants, pubs and sp why not a legal assistance for suicide ?
Each one of you is precious.
You cannot be replaced. Â No one else is like you, nor can anyone take your place.
You were knit together in your mother’s womb with love.
YOU ARE LOVED!
Yes, I mean YOU.
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