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by hopefuldreamer 6/17/2013

written by hopefuldreamer

I’ve Â been living a hermit lifestyle for a while now(a few years), after being bullied in the 6th grade it was my way of protecting myself because I thought “nobody likes me” Â so why not save myself the trouble and from then on I was the only person I could go to but after a while that started to hurt myself emotionally and I really began to hate myself and I couldn’t trust anyone and felt like I was less than everyone that nobody could understand me, sometimes I wished that I could make duplicate of me just to talk to. I don’t trust anyone […]

6/17/2013 4 comments

Sumer Kolkak is a troll. I wish he’d leave this site, and I hope he does so. He is writing useless shit that means nothing to most people.

by MichelleJ 6/17/2013

written by MichelleJ

6/17/2013 0 comment

How it has Affected Me

by lifeisajoy 6/17/2013

written by lifeisajoy

Suicide to me 4 months ago seemed like only something I would hear in long hours of health class or something that would never affect me. Living in a small town of about 7,000 people you would only hear things along the line of sporting events or town meetings. Never anything about death. Until March 13th, 2012, I was sitting in the recliner debating whether or not i should go to church that night. I decided not to because I wanted to relax for the night. My step dad and I were watching TV when all of sudden we look outside to see 2 cars […]

6/17/2013 1 comment

The Life I Live

by Blake SinBad 6/17/2013

written by Blake SinBad

*My mom is mentally and partially physically abusive

*my dad didn’t want anymore kids, aka, me

*my sisters raised me, then left me with my mother

*my dad is never home

*my dad never talks to me

*I was molested and taught to masturbate at age six by my sisters friend

*my mother openly talks about my idiocy and stupidity to strangers

*I have been suicidal since 6th grade

*my mom left me in 4th grade

*I’ve been convinced that its okay to give my body away

*I’ve been raped

*I have commitment issues

*I’ve tried to commit suicide twice

*I have an addiction to cutting

*I’ve been bullied because I’m different, emo, a kandi kid, scene, bisexual, on […]

6/17/2013 4 comments

ideas

by Erisa 6/17/2013

written by Erisa

need something to write about. anythin to distract me from what im thinking

6/17/2013 2 comments

Somewhere in my mind…

by Scratcher.Ana.DieAlone 6/17/2013

written by Scratcher.Ana.DieAlone

A few months since Â I haven’t write anything. But right now everything is so fucked up, I’m fucked up. I’ve been cutting again, besides I haven’t been eating and if I do. I just puke. So I’m back in this horrible shit, that’s called life. Somewhere in my mind I believe there’s hope, but is it there really hope? I just want to finish everything. Nothing makes me feel alive, nothing makes me smile. I’m dying inside, and nobody around me notices.

6/17/2013 0 comment

Ah, No.

by Bminor 6/16/2013

written by Bminor

Imagine this if you will. You’re transgender. You grew up in a poor, abusive household where you lived in constant terror and stress. Your parent-captors told you if you didn’t tell CPS they would pay for you to go to school, but they meant the terrible community college in the neighborhood. You are disabled mentally and physically. You have chronic pain from fibromyalgia and a back injury, and migraines constantly. You’re completely broke because no one wants to hire a young transsexual much less one that’s disabled and doesn’t even have a degree yet because you were homeschooled by incompetent idiots and completely fail at […]

6/16/2013 8 comments

Don’t you think it’s true that people who’re suicidal are really stopped from doing it because most people want them alive for their entertainment with no consideration of the suicidal person’s suffering?

by MichelleJ 6/16/2013

written by MichelleJ

6/16/2013 4 comments

Here’s how I feel

by MichelleJ 6/16/2013

written by MichelleJ

1. It’ss ok to die whenever you want to.
2. It’s ok to try to find other ways of living if you think you’re not at the end of your tether yet.
3. Nobody ha the right to tell anybody what to do.
4. It’s not shameful to talk about suicide.
5. As much as it’s ok to die whenever, just don’t die over trivial little matters please!
6. People who don’t want their significant others/family/friends to die, need to consider why they’re suicidal in the first place, and help them.
7. You’re allowed to vent and rant! Express yourself however you want, just don’t […]

6/16/2013 3 comments

My final post

by forsaken1 6/16/2013

written by forsaken1

Well I’m here at the lake, just me my gun and what’s left of this case of rocky tops. For once I’m finally at peace, I watched the sunrise an set an besides that I’ve done absolutely nothing today and loved it. I’m ready this time no panic, no fear everything is just dare I say peaceful. My heart is pounding as I write these last words but not racing just steady hard pumps, I’m a bit anxious with anticipation about what’s going to happen after I pull the trigger so I’ve sat aside any preconceived notions about the after life and just take it […]

6/16/2013 16 comments

Memories…

by Bloodi 6/16/2013

written by Bloodi

They bring up memories. They bring up pain. They bring up the past. There is no gain. Only loss. I want to cry so badly right now. And I feel– Know– nobody cares. You may say you do, but I know the truth. I look at my screensaver, I read them. Obesity. I’ll always be it. Ugly. I’ll always feel it. Depression. I’ll never outgrow it. Stupid person saying he can make everything better. But guess what happened last time someone said that?? “I… Kinda met…. Someone.” Then he left. He never talks to me anymore. I didn’t want to be in a relationship. That’s […]

6/16/2013 2 comments

by MichelleJ 6/16/2013

written by MichelleJ

I’m gonna have coffee and cake now to put a smile on my face. Then a good walk will keep me happy for today. Another day to stay heere. Then will start process again tomorrow, with different activities to keep me happy. I’ll stay alive for longer that way. And when I get old it’ll be the same, till I find myself too frail to go on. Then I’m gonna end it. I’ve decided that’ss how I’ll know that suicide is my only and last option left, so I won’t kill myself before I get the chance to live for some experiences I might miss […]

6/16/2013 0 comment

Rude people

by disturbedinlife 6/16/2013

written by disturbedinlife

Im back again, to let out all my emotions.

Today is monday the 17th of june about 10:01am

It all started on sunday. I was working, like i would normally do at Macca. i was doing drive thur so giving to food to the cars and then ths guy was like to me ” Oh i swear i brought this face stuff” im like what? and he says ” your face! i have this brand of face wash and you should try it, ill bring it for you next time ” when he left i ran into the bath room at work and stared at my face.. […]

6/16/2013 83 comments

I’m here!

by MichelleJ 6/16/2013

written by MichelleJ

Hello people it’s about ten after nine in the morning here, I ended up crashing last night so now I’m on here. I’ve put this blog up here to give space for people to rave and rant about anoy problems they have on their chest. I believe in one’s right to die at your own hands whenever you want. I’m just giving people another option just in case some of you want to live for a bit longer. If you still think it’s your tiime to go, then good luck to you.

6/16/2013 0 comment

Hate Mail!(:

by PierceTheVeilAddict 6/16/2013

written by PierceTheVeilAddict

So how many of you have gotten hate mail before? I bet a lot of you have and, let me tell you now, it isn’t fun right?

Honestly, I like getting hate mail because it shows how many judgmental sons of bitches are in this goddamn world. I’ve been told that my scars from self-harm/cutting were FAKE.

Seriously?! Do my fucking scars really look fake? What do I do, spend hours in front of the mirror drawing every single scar on my wrist, stomach, chest, shoulders, arms, thighs, legs, and ankles? I spend ten hours making sure each scar is there and then I cover it up […]

6/16/2013 3 comments

Dump your girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband before you kill yourself?

by cyanidesofmarch 6/16/2013

written by cyanidesofmarch

If you have a significant other, what is the right thing to do?

As far as relationships go, committing suicide is probably the worst thing you can do. Dumping the other person, whether in an ugly argument or just by packing up and disappearing, is a lot nicer than letting them find your messy corpse and having to deal with the cleanup, funeral, explanations and shame of it all.

I know when my time comes, I’ll end my life mercilessly without much thought. So I should probably prepare. I’ve come to the conclusion that, for me, encouraging someone to love me when I have no interest in […]

6/16/2013 6 comments

wubwub

by seekinghelp 6/16/2013

written by seekinghelp

Well hello there! One of the many depressed among this site.(: I’m in depression, thinking about suicide, so I’m seeking help because God knows what the fuck I’m supposed to do. I wonder why i’m told “Don’t kill yourself!” because I don’t really see the point of living. The only thing keeping me in this fucked up world is because I’m afraid of Hell. Yes, I’m a Christian. (:

Why do people try so hard to live? Even if i were to live, and live a better life, have nice house, nice cars,a nice someone that loves me, I really wouldn’t care. People work so hard […]

6/16/2013 3 comments

3rd Time lucky

by londonbloke 6/16/2013

written by londonbloke

Well the evening is finally here..

spent the lastÂ weekÂ getting readyÂ for tonight

Got a bit of a journey to make but i’m ready..

Feel a lot more positive and prepared this time around have also got a couple of things to

help keep me calm.

I feel “this” is my time

Peace andÂ best wishesÂ to you all whatever you choose

6/16/2013 4 comments

I’m losing “my” first girl I really love. Am I ?

by immense 6/16/2013

written by immense

Hello,

First of, all. i’m not sure if this is a part of the project, but it made me laugh indeed.
” ERROR: Banned by WangGuard Is a mistake?.”
Anyway…
I’ll keep it short 🙂 10 months ago, I have met a very interesting person, over the Internet. Actually, SHE met me (chatted me up on some forum, where I trolled, never wanted to see anyone, but I made one exeption this time). So we chatted. I liked fer. Later, a lot.. Then she said something like “I do not believe you are real, come and meet me” So I did, we did. This went for 4 […]

6/16/2013 2 comments

Bridge jumping: Update

by Aleda 6/16/2013

written by Aleda

Just went on my last holidays, it’s pretty neat here. Two days ago I visited the bridge. The water is almost 4 meters deep and there are strong currents. The currents are something I’d like to have. The stronger, the better. They are so strong they are visible on the surface. The bridge is in the close proximity of something I don’t know how to call in English, but the idea is that this is kind of thing which people use to make water deep or shallow. It’s a barrier for water. The currents are so strong here. I think it will help me drown […]

6/16/2013 4 comments

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