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Not sure what to do.

by JustABrat
written by JustABrat

Um, hi. I suppose I should just go ahead since this is what this site is for. I feel like my depression is constantly worsening. Life keeps looking less and less appealing and I’m not sure what to feel. I’d like very much to die. I’ve actually resolved to end it when I’m 35 or so.  That way my family won’t have completely wasted their money and maybe I can find something to interest me. I have no interest in starting a family, but as stupid as it sounds I adore the idea of finding a woman that I love. Unfortunately, that conflicts with my […]

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3 days trapped

by raesayshello
written by raesayshello

I locked myself in my room for tree days now without food and water. I’ve been crying and thinking for these past 3 days. I locked myself because I got into a fight and mostly because I’m done. I’m done with everyone. Nobody understands me, I ask for help nobody gives me help. Everybody tells me the same thing everyday. My parents thinks i’m going through that teenage stage but actually its more then that. I’m sick of everyone.

I wish i wasn’t caught from those 3 times a tried to kill myself. I wish I was the one who died instead of my best friend […]

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The box of broken dreams

by Harley Quinnlette
written by Harley Quinnlette

As I put you in a little box of lost dreams and lost loves. I do it with a heavy heart. I don’t want to put you in the box. You are the only one that does not deserve to be in there. But I must so I will not love again. You take all the love I had and pull it in with you. I wish that you were in my heart instead. But I must put you in the box of broken dreams.

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I’ve hit my lowest point

by shadow
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Ugh, God. The past few months have been hell, even with all of the nice comments people’ve put on my posts. I’m stressed out beyond belief, I haven’t slept in 3 days, literally. I haven’t eaten in… fuck, I can’t remember the last time I ate. My dad’s threatened to punch me in the face multiple times, he’s yelled and screamed at me, telling me I’m not good enough. My grades, as hard as I’ve tried, have plummeted. From A’s and B’s last year, to C’s, D’s, and a few F’s. My girlfriend is possibly going to prison, and I could go too. My best […]

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Eloquent Statements on Suicide

by Jonathan72
written by Jonathan72

If you have the time I’d appreciate your thoughts on the following extracts by writer Matthew Parris:

“When I die, and if I have to arrange it myself, I will consult nobody, and do it unassisted if I can. I entertain not a flicker of moral or practical doubt on the subject, and never have. Speaking only for myself — in such matters one should never judge for others — if Nature does not do the job in a timely manner I shall consider it a duty to take matters into my own hands.

I can’t tell you how simple I find these arguments: so simple […]

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someone please tell me……

by fakingit
written by fakingit

i may be abused. but all i wanna do know is hurt myself more and more. for the past week my best friend and i have been fighting constantly. over stupid issues really..thing is now were kinda sorta talking nicer but i cant trust him now. im fucked over now thinking were ganna get in another argument..weve been best friends for 7 months now and this is the first time ever we have argued (or at least this much) now when were having fun and laughing i feel guilty. cuz we shouldnt fight. hes been there since day one and has never left me..hes the […]

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Continuing On or Continuing to Die?

by Fallingtoremember
written by Fallingtoremember

People on tumblr and in life around me keep telling me to “Continue On” or “Stay Strong”. What’s the point in either of these expressions if one has already made the decision to just stop being here?

I’ve given it a lot of thought; am I actually continuing on with living or continuing on dying daily? Lately, I haven’t had the motivation to get out of bed. Two nights ago, I almost attempted suicide. Yet, instead of trying to listen to me and understand my situation, people tell me to be strong and to be happy. You can’t tell me to stop throwing up everything I […]

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Falling apart

by falling_soup
written by falling_soup

Recently I have been eating just like everyone else but making myself vomit after I have been doing this for the past week. I am developing bulimia… I can’t eat  now with out wanting or needing too throw up. I noticed tonight at dinner that I was starting off lightly on the food and towards the end I was stuffing my face and then going to the bathroom right after. This afternoon before lunch I stuffed my face with food and then throwing up shortly after. I haven’t been cutting but instead throwing up. I do not like how every time I eat all I […]

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Suicide Poem

by Jayjingle
written by Jayjingle

Suicide Poem

I don’t want to live, I’m ready to die, I reach for the blade and  let out a sigh. I’m sick of this world, I’m sick of it all, what would happen if I had a ‘Fall’ from a building or off a train track, would anyone actually want me back? If i Swallow these pills or fall down the stairs, I wonder if anyone actually cares. Don’t blame my family, it wasn’t their fault, my life was just ready to come to a hault. I know that I’m young, but I really don’t care, I sit on my bed with a lifeless stare. […]

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Broken home

by complicatedmee
written by complicatedmee

It feels like I don’t even have a family. My parents argue and then end up ignoring each other for months. I’m so tired of it.. its been going on since I was about 11 and now I’m 19! If I had the money to move out, I would. But I have school to pay for and by living with them, I don’t have to worry about rent,food, and other stuff like that. My life sucks!!!! I hate it. I feel bad saying that because others have it way worse than me but that’s how I truly feel. This house is not even a home.. […]

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This is my pain.

by loveisdifficult
written by loveisdifficult

I thought it would all be better by now. But it’s not.
I thought things would change. But now I’m afraid they never will.
I’m alone and I think its ment to be this way. So I can disappear and no one will miss me.
I dont wan’t anyone anymore. I used to be afraid of being alone and feeling numb.
But it’s ment to be.
Just a little deeper and I’m finally gone.

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by sf22612
written by sf22612

well my life sucks .. ive drinken ALOT of pills but it never seems to kill me not even do anything to me .. i have to much problems & surpisingly i am only 14 .. i have pressure at school at home everywere i ust want to die & get it over with .. how can i kill my self ?

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Imagine the peace

by sb123
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Hello, I am a 16 heats old boy from norway. I have during the past year been wondering on wether or not my life is worth living. I have all my life been interested and engaged in looks and beauty stuff (I am 100% straight). i just care how i look. lately, the last year i have been bothered with my looks. i wont go into specifics because that is not relevant. I simply cant imagine myself living a life as the person I am. when i look around i can hardly find anyone id rather not be. im not extremely ugly, many or some might find […]

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So tired

by still here
written by still here

I am so done with being here my life is in a constant state of a downward spiral. I’m alone and I can’t take it anymore. Love will never be in my reach I am unlovable and my heart seeks what it shall never have

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leaving now

by DiademS
written by DiademS

I’m not coming back to log in anymore… I’m done reading about pain and ridiculous ways to die that iv’e already ruled out… I this to be painless… and comforting… coming back here is making everything worse… bye.

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Death.

by Abselom
written by Abselom

Death right now, just seems to make things easier. If i just died tonight then NO MORE anything. (obviously) Just seriosuly wish i could die so that i didnt have to deal with anyyyyythinggggggggg.

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