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Dying inside

by IntoTheLight 12/15/2012

written by IntoTheLight

Guys I really need some help. I am not doing good at all. Each day just gets worse and worse. I feel like im suffocating, drowning in my own fears of having to live another day. How can I survive when every part of me is telling me to end it? How much it would be easier without me here? I can’t tell my friends anything because they tell me I am being overdramatic, my family would just throw me back into a mental institution and the only true friend I had died. The two year anniversary of him killing himself is coming up and […]

12/15/2012 13 comments

Please let it end soon

by tempusfugit 12/15/2012

written by tempusfugit

I have literally lost everything – job, friends, house, boyfriend – and it’s all my fault. Living with my dad in the country now with no hope if getting a job. He has terminal cancer and I’m not even strong enough to help him. And I can’t feel anything at all. I can see no point in continuing living. I wish I could just dissolve into the air, but a bad death is coming for me soon, I just don’t know when.

12/15/2012 1 comment

DRUGS

by chance1314 12/15/2012

written by chance1314

Okay so lately i have been a real dumbass getting myself a lot of stupid things & i might do ecstasy pills this week &; i might also do weed brownies:/ i have never ever done drugs but i feel my old depressed &; suicidal self is coming back & i dont want to cut anymore but it seems like im turning myself to drugs :c i dont know what the hell to do cause i truly dont have no one who truly understands what im going through. I feel like if i done drugs i will be happy again & i wont have to […]

12/15/2012 2 comments

My Thoughts

by hopefuldreamer 12/15/2012

written by hopefuldreamer

I find it really hard to let go and say what I want on this site I guess because I don’t do it at all and if I do it’s once in a blue moon but right now my thoughts are racing and I want to speak freely.

This week hasn’t been to great for me and I’m feeling indifferent about it, I haven’t been able to focus on my work and have been getting very little sleep I guess it’s because last year around Christmas is when my depression was worse than normal. I was reflecting Â to last year when I got depression, I remember […]

12/15/2012 3 comments

We’re all strangers at one point.

by ohhfunk 12/15/2012

written by ohhfunk

But I never knew such strangers could make an impact on my life. You all are incredible. Strong. Indescribable people. You need to know that because of you guys, the ones that have commented on my posts, have helped me through so much more than you think, even with saying the littlest thing. You have helped me so much more than someone who is close to me ever has and ever could.

You guys have saved me. You guys have helped me believe in myself. And I’m here for you, as of those of you who are here for me. So thank you, even if we […]

12/15/2012 1 comment

by TheFacelessPoet47 12/15/2012

written by TheFacelessPoet47

i dont even know what to say anymore. the slightest word to describe how i feel escapes my brain. ive now failed at killing myself 10 times. Im like the helen keller of suicide. if we’re all born to die and we all die to live than whats the point of living since they both contradict. so ya some would call me a suicide survivor i just call myself a failure and suicide just happens to be one of the things i fail at

12/15/2012 6 comments

This will kill me..

by BrooklynBoxx 12/15/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

The shooting today.. 20 kids dead… 6 adults it brought up so many memories, that may have even no relation.

First the shock that someone can hurt kids so innocent.. then i remember my past 2 people hurt me.. when i was so young.. to innocent to protect myself. At their entire control, my life was basically in there hands…

Then i thought of how these kids would suffer 5-10 years from now. Like i do today, the symptoms of my PTSD have cause severe depression, anxiety, insomnia, psudo siezures, multiple persanality disorder, and bipolar. I agree some of these may not have been a direct result, […]

12/15/2012 15 comments

I don’t know what to do with my future.

by hogpotter 12/14/2012

written by hogpotter

Right now I don’t even know how to put my feelings in writing.

Everything seems so far away. So unreachable. I have registered, and am going to write the entrance examination on January for university admission. But I can’t hold on any longer.

Recently all I want is just to die. I’m fed up of my life. I have lost everything. I have no family. I have cut myself off entirely from facebook etc. I have turned off my phone. I want to die alone.

Yesterday I took a razor and tried slithing my wrist… but I couldn’t. I wasn’t brave enough. When I tried cutting… it hurt. […]

12/14/2012 3 comments

What A Stupid Satirical Rant

by orangish 12/14/2012

written by orangish

Sex. Sex, sex with sex and sex. I like sex. Sex is sexy. If you don’t like sex, then have some sex. Sex is good with sex, but only if you have fries and a burger made while having sex.

Sex is super. Sex is god. Sex is the foundation of western society. Sex is absolutely relevant in all possible cases where sex might occur or otherwise be sexy.

If you don’t care about sex, you’re not having enough sex. Or you’re having too much sex with people who aren’t sexy.

Relationships largely fail today because sexual compatibility is overlooked while personal compatibility is taken into consideration by […]

12/14/2012 22 comments

I’m done.

by melirochka 12/14/2012

written by melirochka

Well let me begin from theÂ beginning…I was born in Ukraine and moved here when i was four with my parents and my brother, i learnedÂ EnglishÂ and life was great even though we were poor. Then we moved to a little town with a little school and life gradually started getting worse by the day, we had financial problems and my mom went to school when I was in the 9th grade, so she was always stressed and she would put all her anger on my brother and I, but especially on me. I’ve always been on the heavy side, and always have been made fun of […]

12/14/2012 2 comments

if you really try things get better

by br00klyn16 12/14/2012

written by br00klyn16

im only 16 i am no one to tell a 30 year old man how to live his life. i feel really bad for the things that have happen to u and u say u dont want to die butÂ u dont wanna live. i dont want to sound rude and i guess i have never been in real life but i have felt the pain i am a really big bible girl now i believe that when u truly want to get better and pray god will meet ur hard work half way. if u goÂ to a church and start getting a better […]

12/14/2012 1 comment

What is the Suicide Project: Reloaded

by cus 12/14/2012

written by cus

just my 2Â¢

12/14/2012 1 comment

one last time

by sothisisit 12/14/2012

written by sothisisit

is this site real, its my first time here. today 20 children were murdered in ct, usa. it is very sad to hear this happening. christmas is almost here and i have no money, i have 3 beautiful daughters that i cant afford to feed let alone buy gifts for christmas. i lost my job in november i have terrible credit and im behind on my rent. i have tried so hard to make things good and i always lose everything. im not suicidal but im very ready to go. i have nothing to live for, i look forward to sleep so i can dream. […]

12/14/2012 2 comments

Please help, suggestions

by MusicMatters 12/14/2012

written by MusicMatters

My dad is depressed andÂ I’mÂ a little worried about him. IÂ don’tÂ know why I feel the fear I do of losing him to this depression but I am scared. The last two nights he has come home late and been drinking,, not hardÂ liquorÂ just beer, but if you knew my father,Â you’dÂ know, before the depression he might of drank one beer every 7 to 8 months ( notÂ exaggerating) Â his depression has struck a cord in me and In worrying about him I kind of worry about myself. IÂ don’tÂ mean to sound selfish, because I am not but if suicide were on his mind and he went through with it (though […]

12/14/2012 3 comments

It’s fucking ironic isn’t it?

by sono_libero 12/14/2012

written by sono_libero

You hurt me. Again and again you hurt me. But still I turn to you for help. I need you, but you don’t fucking care. It’s gotten to the point that I could be dead and you would laugh. “Good riddance,” you would say while shrieking with that hysterical laugh you get sometimes.

12/14/2012 3 comments

It’s Okay

by cac 12/14/2012

written by cac

Its okay you got a bad grade. It’s okay you’re not skinny and have bright eyes and don’t fit into size four jeans. It’s okay boys don’t whistle at you (I mean, you’re not a dog, are you?) It’s okay that you’re friends are leaving, because if they were such good friends, they’d be sitting with you trying to not make you feel like shit.
It’s okay you’re parents shout at you, their trying their best and I don’t think they remember how it feels to be a teenager anyway. It’s okay you feel as though you’ve lost yourself, everybody does from time to time. […]

12/14/2012 2 comments

What makes life worth living?

by ghostshell 12/14/2012

written by ghostshell

12/14/2012 3 comments

This Past Week..

by Abselom 12/14/2012

written by Abselom

Bestfriend almost overdosed on Tylenol PM Cold Medicine.

Her apendix failed. She had an emergency appendextimy** (cant spell)

She is okay now.

Cut again this week.. which isnt good.. but you cant see it..

Dance show tomorrow.. not prepared and dont feel like performing..

Dont feel beautiful, or stage worthy..

but whatever..

Goodnight! hopefully you all sleep better than i will!

12/14/2012 2 comments

Reason for staying.. My Mother..

by Abselom 12/14/2012

written by Abselom

Where do i start? My mom is my everything. we are exactly alike, well i guess im exactly like her! But she tells me all the time, that im just like her, only more open about it, and at a younger age. its hard to explain. people that know my mom and i understand, they can just tell how we are together. Example? I had an issue with my Chemistry teacher last year, and my mom called him. He said at the end of the call “I can tell youre her mom, you two have the exact same inflections”Â This man was on the phone […]

12/14/2012 4 comments

xx

by sofragile 12/14/2012

written by sofragile

12/14/2012 4 comments

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