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I did it :)

by mysmilecoversalot :) 9/7/2012

written by mysmilecoversalot :)

Sometimes, when I walk down the driveway to get the mail, I imagine walking away from everything. Away from my past, away from the pain. When Iâ€™m driving, I imagine driving until everything makes sense, driving until everything is fixed. But thatâ€™s no way to live, so then I walk back inside, I drive back home, and I realize that Iâ€™m okay and I have a million things to be grateful for. We all do, really.

Earlier this year the only thing that soothed me to sleep was the thought of suicide. Everything was out of control. I was sixteen years old, I didnâ€™t eat, I […]

9/7/2012 1 comment

Suicide is NOT quitting, it’s taking action.

by SuicideBoy 9/7/2012

written by SuicideBoy

I’m tired of people in my life telling me “suicide is quitting.” No, lying down and accepting the pain is quitting. Suicide is taking action. It’s not necessarily the right action, but it’s an action nonetheless.

People who say suicide is quitting are making the assumption that the goal in life is to live. That’s not my goal. My goal is to end this suffering. I haven’t had any luck so far, but I have one last trick up my sleeve.

I refuse to lie down and take this. I will accomplish my goal if it kills me. Why suicide? Because I refuse to quit.

9/7/2012 4 comments

I hate this world, and absolutely everything in it.

by RyanTozer 9/7/2012

written by RyanTozer

This world is just something I can’t even describe and it hurts me to know I can’t even form a sentence for how much hate I have for this place and everything in it. Everyone in this damned place are scum, everyone knows how to hurt one another. There is not a single human who understands my burning hatred for everything, nor is there even one that isn’t selfish. “People” or “humans”, whatever we claim to be cause NOTHING but pain and agony. I walk around with open wounds in my head, myÂ consciousÂ screaming and trying to get through will all of your bullshit. Know one […]

9/7/2012 2 comments

Lonely

by solace 9/7/2012

written by solace

I want some attention, I am just so lonely.. so lonely it hurts.

9/7/2012 3 comments

giving up

by falling_soup 9/7/2012

written by falling_soup

I’m done really I am I have had it with all the bull shit in my life I don’t care if its painful I want.to die any ideas?

9/7/2012 2 comments

I cant do this anymore

by xxriverofdenialxx 9/7/2012

written by xxriverofdenialxx

People always say that they give up…I hear it everyday. But I am done. Im tired of being pushed around etc. My parents hate me,my family hates me, I hate me. I already have it all planed out…..

9/7/2012 0 comment

At a loss…

by lifelessbeautyy 9/7/2012

written by lifelessbeautyy

I don’t know what to do anymore. There are so many things piling up. Things used to be just fine. I was happy. Since I started high school things have gotten worse, at home too. No matter how much I do, I’m always told that I do nothing. That I’m lazy, worthless, etc. I could resist before but now I’m weak. I can’t take it. Each thing they say is another thing dragging me down. My friend was found dead a week ago, he slit his wrists and recently I can’t get the thought out of my head. I feel like it was my fault. […]

9/7/2012 2 comments

My Fairy Tale

by Disheartened 9/7/2012

written by Disheartened

Ever since I was little I dreamed of my prince charming.

Now I’ve found him and he can’t love me due to the curse of broken trust.

This Cinderella story has become an unrequited version of Romeo and Juliet.

Unable to trust, he will die alone, and so shall the one that loves him.

So with this broken heart I’ll drink your poision to set you free.

9/7/2012 1 comment

Little Suzy

by Strawberry 9/7/2012

written by Strawberry

Little Suzy why are you so sad

Is it beacause your mom hit you

Or do you just miss your dad

Little Suzy Whens he coming back

He left when you were 4

And never looked back

Little Suzy dont cry

Little Suzy you dont want Â to die

No Little Suzy dont say that

You have a life worth living

Little Suzy come back..

9/7/2012 0 comment

Can’t life be

by The End 9/7/2012

written by The End

It feels like I’m always alone Â now that college has started. My friend is telling me all of his experiences and how he’s having a good time at his university. My friend has always gotten things his way from girls grades etc. I feel like I can never get things easily Â I get nervous around girls and people. Why is my life so different from his? Why am I like this

9/7/2012 3 comments

i love her no matter whatâ™¥

by jenny.styles2 9/7/2012

written by jenny.styles2

ExactlyÂ a week agoÂ i ran away from home. why? because my so called mother told me she hated me & that she was alredy tired of me. i love my mother very much but the way she treats me just gets this depression of mine worst. i know i’m supposed to respect her but how does she want me to respect her is she doesn’t respect me. when i was little she used to cheat on my dad & she would do it infront of my face. that really hurt meÂ growing up with the picture of my mom cheating on my dad with 4 guys. […]

9/7/2012 1 comment

by Flower 9/7/2012

written by Flower

I dnt understand why i feel this way..i know why bt dnt understand why.. I have moments of happiness.. just moments nothing more.. i cnt even remember the last time i smiled without faking it.. Im tired of pretending, im tired of hoping, im tired of believing, im jus tired now. I really dont want to be this way, i dnt want to feel this way but things dnt change.

9/7/2012 0 comment

I am a horrible person.

by fourshots22 9/7/2012

written by fourshots22

Ive always had this depression and I never really tried to get rid of it because it helps with my art.Ive never been good at anything but that especially writting I tend to over write….like right now.Its never been this bad but I guess its becuse ive never fucked up this bad and I know youre going to think of me as one of the most cruel horrible heartless dumbasses but I assure you, I do have a heart Im just stupid.Back in highschool my freshman year was just a blur I mean it started off bad I was hit by suburban the third […]

9/7/2012 6 comments

my storyy…

by anonymous friend :) 9/7/2012

written by anonymous friend :)

I have had 3 suicides in my life. My father , his father, and then my uncle. I was only 8 at the time. It has effected me in every single way. I was in depression.. I used to have a severe phobia of dying and i will admit i also used to have suicidal thoughts, but I found something that I hang on to and that is helping people. I try to show people the light when they are consumed in darkness. I am everyones friend no matter what anyone went through or whatever mistakes they’ve made. I dont shut people out because I […]

9/7/2012 4 comments

empty.

by dissappear 9/7/2012

written by dissappear

hey have you noticed, that most people hate this world, because of other people?

If I was the only person living in this world, it would be glorious yet boring.

Controversy brings us to life, and peoples shit and torture awakens us. if anything we grow stronger, yet then again, we can crash down, and not get back up again. I believe life is a gift, fuck all those who share Â it with you, and take advantage of it. be selfish, with life. do not let others ruin it for you.

9/7/2012 0 comment

insecure

by dissappear 9/7/2012

written by dissappear

i’m always self-conscious about my weight.

i’m convinced people don’t like me because i’m ugly inside and out. thats why i have no friends. i always say that ” if i was skinny and pretty, everyone would like me.” i think that i might try throwing up my food, after I eat it. Â I would do it more often, but i hate the feeling of vomit. Why can’t I just be skinny, and pretty?

9/7/2012 5 comments

Haters gonna hate… but this is going too far

by Crazypandachick 9/7/2012

written by Crazypandachick

It’s done. That final thing I had is about to be taken away from me. First my family made me their scapegoat, then I found out that 90% of my so called “friends” actually have been bitching behind my back for nearly as long as I’ve known them and now my boyfriend is going to leave me. Basically this girl (ex girlfriend) he slept with (with protection) is trying to say that it didn’t work and that she is pregnant. She has also given him an ultimatum, either he goes back to her and they be a “perfect” family, or he will never see the […]

9/7/2012 10 comments

The Reason

by Tempman 9/7/2012

written by Tempman

I know, I hate spamming, and I’m sorry for reposting but I feel that this will help alot of people.Â Now before I start, this isnâ€™t a story about how Iâ€™m depressed or anything, but, in fact, Iâ€™m not depressed anymore, well at least not as much, thanks to you guys. I want to return the favor. Right now Iâ€™m working on a project (movie) that will help others just like you and me, struggling to get by day by day, and I need YOUR help. I want a video of YOU telling your story, your story of struggle, but also, telling us what makes you […]

9/7/2012 0 comment

asthenia

by epohwena 9/7/2012

written by epohwena

today i took a bath. its funny how you forget how much you love something until your denied it for such a period of time. all day at work i wished to be home in my tub. alone with the warm bubbly water. relaxed. i could drown if i wanted to. itd be easy. i could make a slice in my arm because i remember how my situation in life would be put on hold,as i count out the things i hate about myself in my own skin.

i really dont want to do this anymore. but for now i will just enjoy the water. […]

9/7/2012 1 comment

I can feel her again..

by justy 9/7/2012

written by justy

Once again tonight I can feel her clawing her way through my chest to grasp my throat and strangle me again. #2. The one who beats me down until I can’t take anymore. I’m trying so hard right now to fight her back. No, this isn’t multiple personalities.. I don’t think. If you read my last post, then you know what I’m talking about.

I talked to my friend tonight and she told me all about her new boyfriend. I feel like such an asshole for telling her to slow herself down and be a little more cautious. But then, at the same time, she’s telling […]

9/7/2012 0 comment

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