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I hate life at this moment and I’m not sure if I wanna wake up tomorrow …..who would care well no one so goodbye to all good luck with our screwed up fucked up lives
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I would never do it… But i just dont get why we are here. Whats the point of this when theres so many things going on in the universe.whats the point of us being here?.we are insignificant in the big picture…just little specs…its just weird
I really don’t want to commit suicide, but in my case, I think it may be my only way to avoid a life of complete suffering for many more years.
I’m a single, middle aged woman, no children or spouse. Â I have siblings whom I no longer can have a relationship with, for valid and good reasons. Â While I have friends, and I appreciate them, they have their own families and their own lives, I cannot count on them to alleviate the loneliness. Â I’m incredibly, incredibly lonely.
But, I’ve always been a “fighter” … until now. Â I’ve gone through trial after trial through my years on this […]
Is it apathetic?
Indifferent?
Or is the universe dreaming about us?
I really want to believe that it’s dreaming. If it’s all a dream, then the horrific things that happen on a daily basis are the result of the universe eating some really bad sushi before it went to sleep.
Ya well i broke up with her about 3 months ago didnt wana hurt her honestly but It because I am Bi and I like more guys I have boyfriend and well I am Gay.Came out the closest 2 months ago and ya since then people are still talking shit and it doesnt stop. I honestly dont know what i did wrong but I hurt my ex it’s weird I would still do anything for her anything anything still feelings there for her cus we went out for 2 years and they just wont go away..However, meet my boyfriend on Facebook and he my […]
Omfg i screwed… Stupid me just made a promise i know i wont b able to keep… I promise my friend whom i call my sister Ember that i wouldn’t cut till my birthday not even on my birthday and i mean its not that far but to me it feels like a eternity my bday is on the 16th this month.. And every year since i was 6 years old i would cut my hip (where the bone is) and i would cut deep enough i would almost need stitches but not deep enough that it would leave a scar.. But i would dip […]
I can never be myself around people. Whenever I’m with my best friends I think I’m myself but as soon as I get home from being with them I start to hate myself. They seem to think of me as clown with no life. Throughout my life people have always looked at me like I was pathetic and enable to do anything. I wanna change but whenever I try I can’t, I feel like its to late to do anything in my life. It feels like I have no purpose of being here. I guess I wanna know if I’m a mistake.
i cried last night. i don’t know why. i just did. i cried silently into my pillow, made a new contact on my phone, put in a random number and named him God.  I texted God, but that stupid exclamation mark came up when it hasn’t been delivered  so it made me even more sad. the message was not delivered so i cut myself.
I just got into high school and it has over 2,000 kids and all i feel is alone. I’m a middle child and my younger sister has autism and my brother is a huge sports star. my parents never have time for me and the only time we ever talk is when they are yelling about my grades even though they know I’m dyslexic and try as hard as i can. all through middle school I struggled with getting beat up and failing classes because i couldn’t keep up. Every day i struggle with suicide to this day i cut my self on a regular […]
Mabe its satan but i need to die like now, i am possessed, and honestly this world is ending, im not dealing with this any longer, i lost everything in 2011 and suicide is my only way out.. i try every week
I have 2 options:
Figure out how to die in the next month
OR
Tell everyone I screwed up my dream career because I posted a unprofessional comment on a facebook page while stressed and resentful, in which case I will lose all respect from everyone, never truely enjoy life and somehow pay back school loans. We all make mistakes, I just dont know how to fix mine.
Any suggestions?
There are 1,600 people in my school and I feel so alone. I have a lot of friends, but I can never truly be myself around them. No one understands me and they all think I’m weird if I say the “wrong” thing, so I have built a wall between me and them. The only person who I can truly be myself around has moved thousands of miles away /: It just makes me so frustrated that out of all my friends at school, none of them truly know me.
1,2,3 8,9,10….why have 4,5,6 and 7? well idk lets see where this goes, 1: the beginning. 2: starting life 3: getting the concept see? simple shit right? well 4: understanding drama. 5: dealing with it. 6: starting to fall. 7: fell over. yeah um kinda hard huh? now 8: picking urself up. 9: finding U again. 10: live in peace. then die. DUH. sooo my point. idk…i come up with some weird stuff..all depends on my mood. anyways…idk but im sure we can agree we all want 1 and 10 and at least 1,2,3, 8,9,10 but really??? who wants to go through 4,5,6, […]
so much has happened since my last post.
boyfriend, new school year, counselling, self harm +Â movement.
School stresses me out as its the last year of my GCSE’s 🙁
and my self harm hasnt cut down, or increased… maybe a little bit.
Everyone tries and helps me, like the ones who are most close. WHY CANT THEY STOP ME? i make promises and i just break them, making me feel even more shit about everything, i bring it all on myself so i dont know why i am like this
I started counselling start of July ever since my parents found out about my self harm, […]
It’s become so much more apparent , what life has become
it not  exactly what you want, but there is still ways to be happy, with some help
it was about a year ago that i would come to this site and leave my last word and most painfullest memoires
and when i’d see new members, it saddes’n me and who ever i ask had suicidal thoughts
now i come and there more members, this site it reup dated
not that i dont apperate this site ,but it just a sadden though
when the key to happieness is so simple, but were to complex to find it right away
happinesss take time […]
i am really shaking and breathing heavily…….my whole body is moving back and forth for no reason…..i feel tired…..i think its time to go to the other side…..
So… after picking up my martial arts class, I got involved with Quidditch. Don’t call me a nerd because if I were actually a hardcore nerd, I would be dead right now. Quidditch is intense. It’s like rugby with three hoops and three balls and a running snitch. It is tough! I was already sore from martial arts, my shoulders were dead. I couldn’t even do a pushup they were so dead. Well, we started off practice with running, karaokes, and ‘superman’s. I failed the superman part. I couldn’t fucking do it right. It sucked. I’m not a fast runner, but it was awesome, and […]
I want to die right now. Now. My boyfriend is so mean to me it drives me to suicide.