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Before when i joined this site a little while ago (cant remember when) people would hardly if never comment on people thingy ma giggers… But now people r really nice… People r giving out E-Mails so if zed/a person needs somethin they  can E-Mail to talk its nice to know their r some nice people on this site!!!!

I haven’t been up here for a couple of months, well actually just one month. I Graduated last month. Im so much happier now that im done with school, I hated myself, for so many reason. Because i thought i was ugly, I talked down on myself everyday, I was sooo depressed. But ever since i graduated, i’ve been so much happier. Have I ever had my first kiss? No. My First boyfriend? No. I think that was the main problems for my depression. I hated going to school. But now, im happier than ever. I feel so much confidence in myself, I start college […]

I love my brother to pieces I’m not close to my mom I don’t know my father very well. I broke up with my boyfriend of two years. He’s moved on. I want to kill myself but am too much of a coward to do it. I feel so alone.

I just don’t know what to do anymore. Sometimes, I feel absolutely broken and don’t even want to live anymore. But other times, I actually feel happy. But even when I’m happy I feel tired of being here.
Today, I thought about taking my life because I’m so sick of living and couldn’t see the point.

I’m living for my girlfriend, just 5 more years and we can move in together and maybe 1 more year until we get promise rings<3 That's the only reason I'm still here. I'm so convinced no one really loves me and they're all lying to me. They probably are. In […]

If anyone needs me, I am 100% here.
You can always depend on me to be there for you.
Email me at GiaBrownrocks@gmail.com or Itsokayimherenow@gmail.com whichever you prefer<3

i have a friend who lives in canada and im in england, i dont know why but when im talking to him or reading his emails my mind feels a little less helish, i wish he was here to give me a hug and to hang out with, but its not going to happen anytime soon, i dont know wheather its worse to never have met him or for it to be i met him but hes not a shoulder to cry on.

panic attacks and rage moments caused by my brother today. It’s killing me not to cut. It’s not even for my mom anymore, I’m scared to be sent to a hospital. I’m so fuckin lonely. God I just want a shoulder to cry on.. A real one. I don’t even care if it’s a stranger… I need a hug… from anyone, just a caring hug… I have no one

From personal experience I’ve realized that finding that one thing to hold onto can make a huge impact in your life. That one thing can change your whole world and suddenly the urge to kill yourself slowly decreases. Now I’m not saying that it will go away completely, but it will no longer cloud your mind with negative thoughts. Sometimes all it takes is for the one person to walk into your life and make it worth living or sometimes it just takes realization to see that the world isn’t so bad and there are so many opportunities just waiting for you. It’s amazing to think that […]

I can really say i hurt myself more than before. For letting go of such an amzing person. He was everything. I was trully stupid for not appreciating him completely,he tried so hard, and i still let him fall…i can’t seem to find reasons in my head to understand why i’d let him go. Its hard just thinking a life without his touch..his words..his everything. It seems so imposible. But there’s not much i can do if we both decided its time. Time to let go of eachother. He got tired of waiting..we had the week to think but i guess it was too much […]

There are people who care.

We won’t judge or stare.

There are people who understand.

So stand tall, and take their hand.

We’ll help you through this.

There’s Me & Orangish

We’ll be a friend.

So will AtTheEnd.

Just look around you…

Suicide is something you don’t have to do…

So Stay Strong

And Carry On <3

I hope you made it through last night. We all love you here.

Stay Strong

I tried so hard for the past few weeks. And what? Nothing my life is as bad as it was. It’s been a year since my brother died and I still haven’t moved on. Also, I think my boyfriend is only with me because he thinks if he leaves me I will kill myself, which is sad. To be honest, I think he secretly got a crush on his female friend from childhood. So yeah, my life is just fucking great. Added to that, I feel like killing myself right here, right now.

Yet, I see all the posts where someone needs help! COME ON GUYS! Text Me if you need any help I don’t care what time it is… Just Do It. If I don’t reply I’m asleep but as soon as I wake up, I’m gonna reply. I will NEVER ignore a friend in need… that’s what we are on SP! We’re more than friends we’re a family! So if you need a shoulder, I’m always here for you.

You Can Reach Me At

850-632-0697

jacobj234@gmail.com

Today was one of those days that every day has been like. Where I wake up and immediately fight with everyone because of course they don’t understand. Just this week I made the effort (and trust me it was an EFFORT) to get my life together. Why? I don’t know. I’m only always trying to end it. I thought though, silly me, that if I try to go get a job and a house that maybe people in my life will see that I’m not sitting here complaining. That I really do need some fucking help.
Who am I kidding? I’ve been begging for […]

ok so this is my first time ever doing anything like this i just need to get it out soo here i go .

ok so it all started when i was around 3 my dads so called best friend started tuching me and maken me kiss things that were bad . he did that till i was around 7 then he started putting his fingers in me an lickin me .i told my grandmoher and father tha this was happening and they didnt believe me they still made m go over to his house no matter how hard i cried .he started rapping me he started to […]

Ive been super down latley and this summer depression is getting to me..

So a lot of people have been telling me to become a Make Up Guru.
My dream is to be a hair and make up person 🙂
I’m always getting compliments and I might as well tell the whole world

Kinda of nervous though /:

The word was used by another poster……

Think about it.   Is the majority of “our” problem simple insecurity?   If we werent so damn worried about:

   our looks

  IF people love us

  what did they mean by ____

Do you think simple insecurity is our biggest hurdle?    Just wondering.

Have any of you just felt like a sex toy? Like whenever someone touches you (even if it’s innocently), they just want to use you to pleasure themselves until something new and possibly better comes along. It’s as if they don’t see you as their friend, but instead a prostitute to suit their needs without the commitment. This is how I feel all the time. It just makes me feel so guilty because I know 95% of the people I know do not see me like that, especially my boyfriend, but it’s just how I feel. I mean I have been sexually abused and even […]