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break up suggestions?

by special 3/2/2012

written by special

Hi just broke up withÂ bf…we were toether for three years

i don’t know what to do now…i feel like back to him but he will treat me sh** again…

he was the only one who knew about my major depression..and also that i don’t take medications yet due to some personal reason…but he always blamed me..this time he said that he don’t feel the love no more..because i am moody all the time..and i said i am sorry but his reply was “i don’t care”

so did i do right by breaking up with him? its no doubt that i still love him like there is no […]

3/2/2012 5 comments

My Story

by 18Madi 3/2/2012

written by 18Madi

Last year at school i was on top of everyhing and i ad geat friends. This yeear my bsstfriends ditched me for a different bestfriend and i ty not to are but i cry everytime i listen to a song i think relates to me and her , i ant stop not caring. I have tryed talking to her but she is just shutting me out and she was my bestfriend and lots of hurtful words have come from her mouth towards me. And even my friends told me she hasnt liked me. And everyone at school is calling me a ginger, it […]

3/2/2012 2 comments

Sticks and Stones

by Sean Shadoes 3/2/2012

written by Sean Shadoes

Stick and Stones are hard on bones when thrown with an angry heart, words can sting like anything but silence breaks the heart…

3/2/2012 1 comment

Red Paint

by Sean Shadoes 3/2/2012

written by Sean Shadoes

Just Red Paint

Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â My Name is Sean Shadoes, then I was elevenÂ I was sent to a place called Wasatch canyon rehab after attempting suicide, I had cuts on my arms and legs and a gun shot wound through my chest

Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â When I was Ten my life became hard to control, I felt that I had no otherÂ optionsÂ but to get away, people (including my Parents) told me that I was worthless and unnecessary and I believed them and acted upon the thought thatÂ I didn’t matter and was worthless and unnecessary, I never talked unless […]

3/2/2012 4 comments

Bear Bile Calamity

by X-Boy 3/2/2012

written by X-Boy

Let my Heart forever cry
For the essence of I
Is the essence of Reality
The Sin of Humanity
A twisted, sickening, and psychopathic Malady
The unbalance is Eternity
A sickness that shall remain with I until the day I die
For until then, only God knows I will not rest easy.

3/2/2012 2 comments

I dont know what to do anymore

by Jozygirl 3/2/2012

written by Jozygirl

almost every week i get called ugly either once or twice. im a very nice person, i just dont know why people call me such mean names. today this boy really hurt my feelings, he said “your ugly if i called you cute id be lying…” but this same boy keeps asking me to have sex with him and asked me out twice! i know he doesn’t think im attractive but.. that broke my heart and it was in front of the entire class… middle school was hell, my “friend” posted my picture on facebook next to monkeys and ET and EVERYONE commented on it […]

3/2/2012 6 comments

I don’t recall breathing steady

by CheeseFace94 3/2/2012

written by CheeseFace94

Life is tough and life is always going to be difficult. No person is perfect and not everyone can see the real picture even though it’s right infront of them. Some people need a little push to see the obvious. and I’m sure that if they still don’t see it, it’s not that they don’t care. Maybe they aren’t sure how to handle that situation? Or maybe their life isn’t going the way that they don’t want it to? It’s actually pretty hard to help someone else when you yourself is suffering. Especially if you are suffering from the same thing. If you don’t know […]

3/2/2012 10 comments

Today I Feel Like Giving Up Quietly

by miketheloner 3/2/2012

written by miketheloner

Today I feel like giving up everything and just going quietly. I’ve been in and out of jobs that are not worth the pay and my business doesn’t seem like it wants to take off. I am in debt and feel totally worthless as an individual. Everyone I know blames me for their problems even if I have had nothing to do with the source of their problems. My friends have been drifting away and I keep losing more (and don’t know why outside of trying to be supportive of the things that are going on in their lives).Â The girls I try to date […]

3/2/2012 3 comments

Suicide By Stabbing, What’s Your Thoughts?

by Kuzgun 3/2/2012

written by Kuzgun

You see the heart symbolizes so much in both our society and various veins of creative writing. The human heart symbolizes; life, love, emotional anguish, and even endurance (e.g. the durability of the human heart is notoriously difficult to burn/destroy completely).

So an individual that has gone through a lot of emotional and or romantic pain would naturally choose to injure their chest/heart area of the body in order to send a message to the people they left behind, perhaps only one person in particular. […]

3/2/2012 9 comments

don’t even know why i’m posting this stupid long shit

by deadinside9 3/2/2012

written by deadinside9

been doing some journaling lately and got an urge.

SourceURL:file:///Users/Jesse/Documents/Writing/2-24-2012

2/4/12

Well, Iâ€™m trying something I figured Iâ€™d do on the way home.

Just got back from Dr. Markowitz and again was having discussions about doing things, how I donâ€™t wanna do things, all the negative thoughts, all the incentive not to, how I wanna die all the time, and shit like that. Since I always seem to have a little shred of positivity after I come home from him, I decided on the train home that maybe Iâ€™d try writing down my thoughts, something he has suggested and has been suggested many times before, so here I am.

Everything […]

3/2/2012 6 comments

Sharing my story

by Shirra 3/2/2012

written by Shirra

All my life I’ve always put up a front. Its become my defense mechanism. I can’t bare the real me. Everyone knows me as the happy, hyper girl who’s kind to everyone, and always has the right advice for any situation. I don’t know exactly when i started cutting, but it started as a ploy to catch my parents attention; show them how much i was really suffering. I was adopted, my birth mom was a drug addict and she drank and did drugs while pregnant with both me and my sister. My birth dad abused me. I have 2 siblings I’ve never met. My […]

3/2/2012 6 comments

I’m so scared

by chanel 3/2/2012

written by chanel

I’ve wanted to die since I was 17. That was the first time I tried but I was just sick all night.

I remember all the negative about the past and it is hard to concentrate on the positives.

I took speed a couple of weeks ago and felt like I had instant happiness. People said that I made them laugh. If only they knew how I want to be out of this eternal pain.

I have a friend who is always saying that she doesn’t eat properly. Well I don’t. I exist on nourishment drinks and bananas cos I have no appetite.

My psychiatrist is good. She is […]

3/2/2012 9 comments

How Could She

by hateeverything88 3/2/2012

written by hateeverything88

The girl love of my life dumped me after three years for another guy. I have struggled with depression before this but this really pushed me over the edge. I had done everything for this girl gave her the best two years of my highschool and she dumps me like trash. I don’t know what happiness is anymore. All day in school I think of ways I need to kill myself. She was the only thing that made me happy and now she’s sucking some guys cock. I tried to move on with other people but I find it impossible. I have sex but everything […]

3/2/2012 10 comments

It seems that suicide is my fate

by poopsymcd87 3/2/2012

written by poopsymcd87

I remember when I was a kid holding a knife to my throat to stop my folks fighting. Â Fast forward to life at 24 and not much internally has changed.

Listing my life’s unfortunate circumstances is pointless, everyone has suffering. Â However, the one constant has that the cumulative sum has all been ‘my fault’. After starting the process 4 years back to improve myself, it seems I’m the only one aware of my progress. Other folks just have shit to so.

Furthermore, when conflict arises and I stick to my reasonable intellect and try to better the energy, it seems like I hurt more than help. I […]

3/2/2012 2 comments

PLEASE HELP, in midst of dying.

by dreamer56 3/1/2012

written by dreamer56

i’m dying on the inside.

I know longer know what to do. I don’t know how i got the way that i am, but i feel as if i was born to die & now that feeling is grabbing me more than ever.

i’m in high school, but i haven’t gone to school in about a month. i just show up every once in a while, when i’m in there i feel like killing myself. but switching schools is no option for me.

my parents seem quite disappointed but they don’t understand that this is an ongoing battle i have dealt with for over 3 years. I almost […]

3/1/2012 5 comments

Magical Thinking

by QuixoticNomad 3/1/2012

written by QuixoticNomad

It seems to me that everything about a relationship is involved in some kind of “magical” thought process otherwise its like a business – a cold emotionless exchange of “product,”(e.g. time spent together is comparable to buying cotton balls).

If you love someone then that is yielding toÂ magicalÂ thinking. Love can be defined as an ineffable level of affection toward a person; if something is incapable of being expressed or if it is indescribable(i.e. there are no words to define it) then it is not natural(i.e. conforming to the ordinary); if something is not natural then it is supranatural orÂ magical(i.e. producing awe).
Love is not realistic; loveÂ is inappropriate.
With […]

3/1/2012 0 comment

Not Sure Why

by whalesarenice 3/1/2012

written by whalesarenice

Not sure why, but I just dont want to be alive anymore. I get depressed like this so much, and I just want it to stop. I have thought about suicide way too many times and its just ridiculous to me that I would let myself get this way…. I just dont see anything good in my future. I wish I had to power to give my life to someone else who really does want it, because I dont. Have you ever kinda hoped someone would mug you? nah? I have. I’ve been waiting for quite some time for something to happen to me, where […]

3/1/2012 3 comments

I was NOT lying…

by Jaeny Ll 3/1/2012

written by Jaeny Ll

Monday, February 27th, 2012. I had been Sexual Assaulted.
I walk through the hallways, watching people look at me, whispering, calling me names, wanting to beat me. They don’t know the real story about what really happened, so they had made-up stories. I cry every night because of what he told people. everyone is against me, everyone hates me. He doesn’t know the damage he had done; damage is still being processed. People harrassed me everyday, yet I know that if I end my OWN LIFE they’ll regret what they have said.
Many people took sides. Two of my best friends had my side, also […]

3/1/2012 2 comments

I hate this

by damn_oaa 3/1/2012

written by damn_oaa

Back in a slump again.. just like before.. tryin so hard to prop myself up again.. too damn hard.. fuck life.. I seriously dont know how much longer i can hold on.. writin this helps.. its good to vent…

3/1/2012 1 comment

Cancer

by Whateverbell 3/1/2012

written by Whateverbell

Today, my mom told me that she might have cancer, she doesn’t know yet until the 12th. but the doctor said she might, and im just so scared. i don’t know why, i cant stop crying, she seems so fine with it, but, i don’t. my sister seems OK with it too, so why am i the only one taking it so hard. I’m Â so weak. i cant handle this stuff.

3/1/2012 5 comments

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