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Thinking about Hanging myself Makes me cry or  jumping off my window or a bride. bleeding out in the bathtub. Im in a realationship but still alone. She tells me think Positive and everything gets better but its going over a year now. and i now how much longer i can go on. it hurts so much to see happy couples :,(

I am in high school. And ever since elem school i have been rejected from everything. I just dont fit in anywhere. Im not mean or too shy but people just dont like me because im smart. They think that im better than them. They make me ashamed of who i am. I can never stop crying every time i use the bathroom at school. when i come home. i go straight to my room and i cryy and cry. I look on facebook and twitter and the camp ground i used to go to seasonally. I see all these pictures of people that i […]

i have decieded to end my life, im ganna kill myself at 3:05 2day, if u think i shouldnt tell me before 3:05. GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

srry my little sister is crazy,im the real deathbug and im still alive, just hidin

the real deathbug was kilked by my mom but she took of HELP ME. the real deathbug died about 3 hours ago im taleyai her little sister.

I am basically a very anxious person.It’s like I am always expecting something terrrible to happen.My shrink says that I suffer from Obsessive compulsive disorder.Anxiety hurts me a lot and I sometimes feel that I really need to die in order to end this terrible miserable life.I really feel the end is near.

im deathbugs little sister,the real deathbugs was killed, by i think u can guess.

last night my boyfriend that i realized i was madly in love with dumped me becuz since it was long distance we could only talk through this app on our iPod touches.. his parents are forcing him to sell his so we can no longer talk so he broke up with me…. I’ve never hurt so much. please… i want the pain to go away!!!!!!!!

my eyes are swollen and red from crying. i don’t want to do anything. i don’t want to eat, shower, move…or sleep becuz i know i will dream of him whether its a nightmare or a good dream… i just can’t […]

slowly but surely digging myself out of the hole of depression that I’ve let my life slide into. I moved out of my moms apartment into a great and affordable apt of my own downtown, close to work, but life still feels so futile.

What’s the point in playing the game of life when my goals are unreachable? They say to get new goals but my aspirations are fundamental to my own happiness. I want a companion but it’s not working out.

I find women that stimulate me mentally and physically but they just keep me on the side, and I don’t blame them. I’m a […]

can someone tell me what to do i have to ideas 1.kill my self.or 2.live through being beat. if u have your own idea on wat i should do tell me but please hurry my mom has a butcher knife and is trying to get in the attic witch is my room and im hiding. also she just got in so HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the good thing is she might not find me. got to go shes gettin close write u later.