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God? Bullshit

  October 2nd, 2009 by Ryuu

I’ve felt this way for a while now. I’m an atheist. I considered myself christian for a while but decided it wasnt for me. I’ve never really had anything against people who believe in god but I never understood why they did really. Now though, now I just cant take it anymore. I’m so sick and tired of hearing about people giving god credit for their acheivements and blaming the devil for their misfortunes. That shit is absolute tripe. Where do all the good things come from? luck. Where do all the bad things come from? luck. Luck is the reason for everything. People like …

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kitten_666_@hotmail.com

  September 30th, 2009 by Calamity Jane

because I have tried to move on from what I have previously written on this site, but I can’t delete my comments.

If anyone figures out how to delete comments can you please tell me?

kitten_666_@hotmail.com

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Diana

  September 27th, 2009 by erased_orion

You asked me once if my wounds healed.

They do, but only on the outside. I wonder if you’ve realized that on your own. I can’t find it in me to tell you that, and i don’t know why.

I would like them to, really. I want to stop…but i can’t do it on my own. I guess it’s because i’m such a weakling, huh?

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change

  September 21st, 2009 by helper

it appears that no matter how far any of get away from this we all regress at some point or another, but i guess thats when we got to think about how we healed in the first place.

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i’d really love to help

  September 21st, 2009 by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God.  so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and yourself better, you need Him, and you need Him more than just an hour a week.

if you’d like to talk about Him or …

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July 2, 2007

  September 18th, 2009 by aspersion

This is a story that I have written about “My Perfect Suicide.” I posted it about 2 months back and had a few comments about it but I wanted to clarify that this is a true story that happened 07/02/07 (4 days before my 18th bday) and I survived.

“Tears slowly rolling down my discolored face comes from pondering my short fate. I listen to my left blinker click in the distant background of my thoughts while I wait for my turn to enter the freeway heading east toward the dusky sky. Getting the green arrow, I squealed the tires on my red Mustang GT. The car rocketed …

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a new blog type thing

  September 17th, 2009 by trying to recover

http://suicidesavior.webs.com/ this is my new website. please come and look. yeah.

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It just gets worse.

  September 17th, 2009 by Coyote

I posted here once, back in July I think.  At the time I had just graduated college with a degree in music.  I had a part-time minimum wage job, and was living illegally in a friend’s dorm room because I had nowhere else to go.  A few people responded to my post, and one even offered friendship, but I was too afraid of getting caught on this site by my “roommates”, so I didn’t come back and see that.

Since then I’ve had to give up my job because I couldn’t afford to get an apartment or support myself.  I had to move back to my …

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Purpose?

  September 14th, 2009 by steveagain2

Do you believe that some people aren’t put on this earth to get what they want/need? Because, lately, I believe that. I believe that certain people are put onto this earth as a warning to others, to never really get what they want and force themselves to accept what they’re given or die trying.

Example: I’m sure a lot of you know about me and my ex. I rant about it nearly everyday. What I’m sure you didn’t know what that she was depressed, too, before she met me (I’m not being egotistical, it’s the truth). She cut herself, was very closed off to everyone, etc. …

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On the edge of giving up.

  September 13th, 2009 by Peace

Well, i’ve done it, i have dumped my girlfriend, i wont repost it but you can search for the thread: Feeling weak and pathetic

I decided to give life a 2nd try, life doesnt circle around love yet it hurts alot when you are broken but now it feels like my past is catching up with me again and i am really tierd of being alone..

Im not talking about getting a new girlfriend, i’ve lost a friend due to “love”. I just wanted someone to talk to, someone who i could talk about bunch of things with, someone to speak to when i feel awful and …

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It Doesn’t Make Sense

  September 11th, 2009 by steveagain2

How is it that couples can be so freaking happy while I’m all alone?

I see everyone with someone else. And they’re so happy. And they don’t even care that I’m not.

I sound like I’m 13 going through teen angst, I know, but this is ridiculous. I’ll never find love, I know that. I’ve known that for a while now. But why can’t they stop and see how much that fact is killing me?

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It’s been 5 months now…

  September 10th, 2009 by steveagain

Since she left me for an older man.

I should be able to get over her a lot faster than I am, but I’m not. And really I just need someone to talk to.

So I’m begging anyone out there around my age (19) to email me and just talk/listen. I need someone who knows what I’m going through to help me through this. And hey I wouldn’t mind meeting a friend.

 

variousartists_ftw@yahoo.com

 

Thank you.

-Steve

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PANIC PANIC PANIC

  September 8th, 2009 by nebdy

I suffer from pain attcaks, although i have not had one for quite a long time, i quite often feel shakey and un easy. i really feel very very vunrable and scared.

 

I just want this to end.

 

I feel like i have lost everything, like i have nothing. I feel like everyone hates me. I hate everyone, i want them to know how i feel , but they scare me.

I’m scared of everyone.

someone help please

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What’s the best way to put away with myself?

  September 7th, 2009 by nofeelings

I really don’t know why I should live and suffer? My life is hoepless. People say we shouldn’t kill ourselves cause the ones who love us would be sad, but I don’t need to worry about that, I’ve got no family, I don’t have any friends, and I’ve never been in love. I’m sure nobody will be sad if I die. I’m poor educated, and too old and too poor to go back to school. And of course, my job is not the good reason to live, it doesn’t give me satisfaction. and I’m middle aged and very sick, I’ve got no chance to

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i’d really love to help

  September 7th, 2009 by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God.  so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and yourself better, you need Him, and you need Him more than just an hour a week.

if you’d like to talk about Him or …

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How to end something that never began?

  September 3rd, 2009 by maromi

Why does it feel like my life is a horrible joke? One big fat joke. That is all I will ever be. I hate this alot. I have little to no friends. School life was a big mess from start to finish. It seems like when ever I am noticed in this world its only to be laughed at. I have not much to say since I have never done this but maybe someone will understand me? I have bad social problems, fat, ugly and no friends and I have an even personal problem that few understand. I feel no matter what I do its …

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Please help.

  September 3rd, 2009 by forgotten119

I’ve been thinking of just ending my life. Most of you that are reading this probaly wonder why..Well I’ll tell you. You’ve probaly have heard of “Love”, well have you ever felt it? It’s a painful feeling, yet its a wonderful feeling. Love can strike many emotions: depressed, anger, but love is different for different people. Now me? I felt love, i felt it with someone else, and i still do..The only thing is its only me who feels love now. I am 15 and for the last couple of weeks I’ve been feeling very depressed, and having suicidal thoughts. I don’t know how I …

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Someone help me

  September 3rd, 2009 by TJ

Okay, so I’m starting a new thread because I was hijacking someone elses with my problems and that’s not fair at all, I feel really bad about doing that. I’m sorry.

I basically wrote my story in a comment so I’ll just paste it here and explain a little more.

Such a long story.. I was so desperate last night. I still am and I don’t know what to do. I’m 20 years old, still living at home and I don’t have a job. My biological dad killed himself as did my uncle, we were very close. My mom, who has been married to another man for …

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killing myself

  September 2nd, 2009 by dreamer

i have had three attempts.

!. od on vicodin, got sick, pain for over a week following, think i did permanent liver damage

2. od on ativan/ambien, friend called 911, transport to hospital, don’t remember much, forced to drink charcoal, hospitalized in mental ward

3. strangulation, friend found me, cut tube off my neck, damaged throat & had difficulty swallowing

if i try again i am going to drink a lot of alcohol, take a bottle of of ativan & hang myself from a bridge near my house. i have the rope and i have been practicing tying noose knots. i’m pretty good at it now.

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i’d really love to help

  September 2nd, 2009 by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God.  so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and yourself better, you need Him, and you need Him more than just an hour a week.

if you’d like to talk about Him or …

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