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My Suicide Note

I tried

by fractured 6/3/2016

written by fractured

I tried last night and I am so frustrated I failed. I’ve been failing since I was 8. I plan to try again today, sometime in the near future, because I’m just tired. I’ve managed to fully alienate myself from anyone I care about, and I’m incapable of forming new attachments or making friends. The world doesn’t need someone like me on it and already I’ve noticed any of my “friends” have already moved on or are tired of dealing with me. I can understand. I shouldn’t be bitter about it.

But I literally have no one so…I can’t keep doing this. I have PTSD for […]

6/3/2016 2 comments

probably going to kill myself soon

by walamoose 6/3/2016

written by walamoose

no real point in shouting this out here, but I’ve got no one to listen to my ramblings in real life so venting it out on the internet feels nice.

I’m planning to kill myself. I probably would have done so long ago if I weren’t afraid for the sake of my little sister, but she’ll get over it in time.

I can’t handle the near daily nightmares, I can’t handle waking up every other night in a panic and sweat and dreading the sight of my bed because it means nothing more than fear to me

I can’t handle living in a family that hates me for […]

6/3/2016 8 comments

Why do I feel like this?

by skysie 5/31/2016

written by skysie

So I went to my prom as a lot people recommend but no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t enjoy it my social anxiety kicked in and I became self conscious. All the songs reminded me of my bestfriend and person I loved that I lost. I missed him and really wished he could have been there. I saw everyone else was happy so what the fuck did I do to deserve so much pain, to lose everything. Why am I being punished since the day I was born.

I cant do this anymore

I just wanna go to sleep and never wake up

5/31/2016 1 comment

Its really time…

by Iwantpeace2 5/31/2016

written by Iwantpeace2

Im bout to jus do the deed , I jus need to hurry up nd get it done

For thoughs of who knew me, thanks but this world is yours now

And as for you…. this is your fault and karma is a *****

5/31/2016 0 comment

Conversations With Myself

by AKidWithAName 5/30/2016

written by AKidWithAName

I feel like I don’t really exist. I feel like an asshole everytime I do anything, whether it is right or wrong. I can’t do anything. I don’t want to do anything. I want to do something. I have to do something. Is living that something? No, it couldn’t be. I don’t deserve to live. I don’t deserve to die. I don’t deserve anything. Everyone always gives advice, but it’s shitty and never works. I can’t believe that I actually trusted them. I can’t believe that I trust myself. I can’t […]

5/30/2016 7 comments

I’m Sorry. I’m such a Bloody Nihilist.

by AKidWithAName 5/29/2016

written by AKidWithAName

I’ve realized something of late, something that fucks me over every time I even think about it. I never realized how much of a bloody nihilist I am. It’s disgusting. Some people have a real reason to become a nihilist (though it’s never a good thing), but there is no reason for me to be this much a a bloody misanthrope and cynic. I disgust myself by simply living, I disgust myself by thinking of suicide. I can’t win against myself, and I am not sure I want to.

Of late, I findmyself wanting to read, wanting to write, […]

5/29/2016 4 comments

Confessions of a Dead Angel

by Mexicanwhiteboy96 5/29/2016

written by Mexicanwhiteboy96

Hey everyone, just me- Im 19 right now and I really hate my life . I see people complaining back and forth about trivial things and the truth is I always believed they didn’t know what true pain was. But I know it isn’t right or fair because I’m just comparing their pain to mine andy oroblems aren’t anyone elses. I was molested by my cousin when I was about 8 in 4th grade. the earliest time I can honestly remember this, I was experimented on and I was penetrated my older cousin. Both my cousins fondled me though. That may not […]

5/29/2016 8 comments

Am I broken?

by StrayMutant101 5/26/2016

written by StrayMutant101

Perhaps I’ve been suicidal since I was seven years old, which was ten years ago. I guess the bullying of my friends and peers were the start of it. I saw everyone having at least four friends as I played by myself, I was never the one that anyone thought was fun or cool. I was the freak with the buck teeth.

I was also diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome at that time. I often was in my imagination, being friends with imaginary friends until I was fourteen.

There was only one friend that I knew, and she went to a different school, but each summer, we would […]

5/26/2016 5 comments

Sorry Friends

by OneSadLife 5/26/2016

written by OneSadLife

My wish is this one day I have it all ended. Where Do I began? Im 16, Just faking everything. I attempted Sucicde countless times from anything from Suffocation, Overdose, Cutting, Strangling and have tried hanging. All of them have failed and caused pain for me. I have a girlfriend I hate my life and my family. I wish I could run away and not be affected by anything. I got into trouble at school for Depression thoughts, Self-Harm. I was sent to the hospital twice for a week. Put me on meds and never really helped. The Hospitial is out and I will run […]

5/26/2016 1 comment

Suicide date

by skysie 5/26/2016

written by skysie

I cant do this anymore. I have decided that if things don’t improve by the 1st June, I am going to kill myself. I cant take the pain anymore.

And then finally I can be free of all the pain

5/26/2016 13 comments

I don’t want to live anymore

by skysie 5/25/2016

written by skysie

I guess I should start from the beginning. I am 17 almost 18 and have a brother who is 16 and a sister who is 20. My life sucks is complicated and somewhat confusing at times.

I was adopted when I was 4 by a family who we were all happy to be part of. I was adopted because my parents did drugs and were nearly always unconscious. We were malnourished and my sister was looking after us. So I guess the positive was we got a new family and well that’s where things were supposed to get better but in fact things somehow got worse.

My brother […]

5/25/2016 7 comments

a note for him

by drthunder 5/23/2016

written by drthunder

I give it all but when I fall,
I get up and give some more,
Until there’s nothing left of me,
Just some bones left on the floor

This is so difficult because the emotions I’m feeling right now are such a mess but holy hell I am so sorry for everything that you don’t deserve I don’t want to do this but I have to be selfish again, I need release and as much as I love you you’re not there when I need you but God I still love you. You are so strong and beautiful I can not stress the faith I have […]

5/23/2016 3 comments

Goodbye

by Raven575 5/23/2016

written by Raven575

I don’t even know how I ended up here. I was looking for painless ways to go. I guess since I’m here I will say goodbye to my sister. I know you tried, an I love you. Christina, My love what can I say other than I’m sorry. My kids will never understand this decision, so break it to them gently. The rest who know me, well “middle finger”.

5/23/2016 3 comments

Reality is boring , real life is boring , real world is boring , not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

by niki 5/22/2016

written by niki

Reality is boring
real-life is boring
real-world is boring
not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

also,
I hate Humans , Humans suck
I hate Human , Human suck
I hate Humanity, Humanity suck
I hate people , people suck

Most humans / people only think about Money ,
and this reality is boring !
reallife is boring !
realworld is boring !

people / humans are so shallow, superficial, stupid, ignorant
Humanity is hopeless

if there is God , then God is boring !
even Science is boring too !
Science fiction (Sci-fi) is much more interesting than real Science facts !

why […]

5/22/2016 3 comments

Pain and Pleasure (a quick true story of a kid who fucks with the minds of depressed girls…)

by emotional.monster 5/22/2016

written by emotional.monster

So I am a senior male in high school. I’m 17 going on 18 at the end of June. There’s this one kid Zack who is a freshman at my school and I fucking hate him. I haven’t really talked to him but knowing what he does makes me sick. He dates a girl and makes out with her and everything, he is all sweet and charming and everything (little does anybody know he’s really a ***** and extremely aggressive and violent with guys) but the catch about the girls he dates is that they all self-harm (usually cutting). Sounds like a sweet boy right? […]

5/22/2016 3 comments

Suicide Note

by LittleNobody 5/18/2016

written by LittleNobody

Don’t cry over my death, cry over my life.

5/18/2016 0 comment

im sorry

by butterfly1123 5/17/2016

written by butterfly1123

lately I’ve been completely hopeless, alone, and depressed. I feel sorry for everyone in my life, having to deal with me, I’m so pathetic. I cut myself this whole school year and recently my parents found out, they haven’t looked at me the same, i hate feeling pity from others based on the choices i made, I’m such a *****, i don’t deserve the kindness. I’ll never forgive myself on the choices i’ve made, i’m done, done with the self pity, the apologies, the secrets, and most of all I’m done with myself, i can’t even look at myself in he mirror anymore, I’m ugly […]

5/17/2016 2 comments

My Note

by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany 5/17/2016

written by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany

To my father:

I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough. I love you.

To my mother:

I’m sorry I couldn’t your get acceptance.

To my sisters:

You are absolutely strong. Great mothers to your children. One day you will all make the man who chooses you very happy.

To my brother:

My closest friend. My confidante. The bond between us is something that can’t be broken. I will miss you brother.

To my daughter:

I love you. I wish more than anything that has ever been or ever will be how much you mean to me. You are my miracle. A promise to you that I would never stop being here for you. One […]

5/17/2016 2 comments

My Suicide Date (hopefully)

by haileewantstobehappy 5/17/2016

written by haileewantstobehappy

So, I think I have a date set. June 25, 2016. 6-25-16. June 25 is my birthday and this year I’ll be turning 16. I’ve always wanted to die on my birthday and I still have a little over a month so I’m ready to finally end my pain.

5/17/2016 4 comments

F^cked up…

by nonexistingsoul 5/11/2016

written by nonexistingsoul

I destroyed my life. And I wish to end it…

5/11/2016 5 comments

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