For your poems.
Get your knife
Cut your skin
Stab your lung
Hard breathing
Now you can smile and feel relieved
Did you really love me?
You just walked right out the door.
Behold, the sea.
The sea of my tears, Mon Amour.
We argued for days on end.
We were slowly drifting apart.
We did nothing but bend.
You stomped on my heart.
Clearly, you didn’t love me.
You left the place where we
shared many memories.
Every fiber of my being
hoped you’d come back and hold me.
I was dead wrong.
You didn’t just not love me.
You…
you hated me.
So much so,
you ran away.
Even all those years later,
I still loved you.
Even through the loneliness,
I still loved you.
Even the day I left,
I still loved you.
The day I left,
I left for good.
I knew you’d be joyous.
Turns out,
I was wrong about […]
Don’t tell me it was fate
Don’t say the bird eats the flies
Don’t say the flies will eat the bird when it’s dead
It’s not karma
Giving and receiving in a voluntary manner
Isn’t karma
You won’t find the dead
With a hole in their head
And have them do the same to you
An innocent passerby
So don’t say it was fate
The snake won’t leave
Screaming
Suffocating
You can’t remove what you placed
Muffling your screams
In this ocean
Nothing but bubbles escape your mouth as you suffocate
Don’t forget how all this happened
Don’t ever forget how that snake got there
Coiling around your insides
Your heart
Like a disease
A manmade disease
That you placed yourself
And yet
Like a fool, you keep smoking
And screaming
And suffocating
You keep pushing me;
You’ve pushed me too far.
You claim you love me;
You’ve done nothing but hurt me.
Whilst you’re in your nirvana,
pretending nothing is wrong,
I’m suffering.
It’s all because of you,
but…
you put the blame
all onto me.
You’re not playing
your part.
You don’t care if
I fall apart.
You’re trying to kill
my heart.
But that’s fine;
I’ll still
love you
I’ll still
hold you.
I’ll still
cherish you.
“…It’s your own fault.”
“I know that…
Mom.”
how does it feel to be on the other side?
I wonder
I can ponder
I can ask
But there’ll never be an answer
I wish I knew how this scale works
How this cycle is never ending
How you’d end up on the other end when you weren’t before
How I can find a solution
I wish I knew
How it feels to be on the other side
I wasn’t there before
Yet here I am
And yet, I am both there and not
I was receiving, you were giving
Another one bites the dust
And here I am giving and you’re receiving
I wonder
I ponder
When did it begin?
How does the cycle start anew?
There is no such thing
As fate
I, too, can be like you.
Words… My paint.
Pictures… My canvas.
Emotions… My colors.
Unspoken… My brush.
I, too, can be like you.
Where my bluest of blues may crash upon you like the saddest of songs you know through and through
Or my most crimson’s of red that may dance in your head like love or love lost if your minds set on dread.
But, I am not like you.
My writings are just writings.
My pallet; shades of grey.
Without you… I am nothing
But with you… I am everything
In short:
You each hold more power than you realize.
And, more often than not, simply […]
Seal the wound
Seal the wound
Seal the wound
The wound isn’t for salt
The wound isn’t for spit
The wound isn’t for pepper
The wound is to heal
The wound is to learn
The wound is to conquer
The wound is the epitome of beauty
Shut your sparks
Clean those knives
Toss the bandages
Take a walk in the park
Let the wound heal
Don’t throw knives at the wrong assassin
Don’t throw knives at the wrong assassin
At the wrong
Assassin
At your own assassin
Don’t throw knives
At the wrong
Assassin
Now shut your sparks
we live in a world someone else imagined
and I’m burning to dust in this twisted world
More than the fires below us
within us
Don’t come looking for me when I go missing
After you’ve sought to retire my flames
I’ve turned but I don’t want to hurt you
Close your eyes, look away
This fire’s all but vanished
Yet it’s burning, freezing, engulfing, neglecting
Close your eyes, look away
Today, on this website, someone said that everyone is sad.
I fell on that person that was convinced that, after reading the rants of all the people here, that every person on this platform was sad, and that was why they were here.
I do not agree (but I understand their point of view and I respect it), simply because I am the proof that their theory is not true. I am here today, and even if I have my own problems, I am not sad, I am happy even.
And I am not here to rub that fact in everyone’s face. Each of us is different and […]
Why did you have to break the doll I loved so much?
The doll I made that moonlit night in ecstasy
Silly girl. I never meant to call you out.
It was plain to see the malice underneath.
I believed they saw as I did, a precious pearl
I believed they’d trade their bones for sapphire stones
Just for you
They said they love you
But they only want to cage your soul
Let me break their chains and set you free.
Don’t! Silly girl. Stop desiring the forbidden
And remove all that has been bound
Free yourself
See the other you
Those of you you’ve encased in those wretched dolls
It doesn’t matter what I do!
You have no say! […]
tell me, tell me
in these new lands
we’ve just settled
our little civilization, flourishing
We’ll become something big someday
We’ll become something big someday
They all say
A few decades pass
We’ve learned
In these new lands
Disease goes untamed
Weather unpredictable
Death left and right
Crops fail
Monsters lurk in the shadows
And war
War breaks out
War breaks out
Between the settlers
Between the noblemen
Between man and monster
Between settler and land
Between animals
War breaks out
War breaks out
It just makes us wish we weren’t here
Wish we didn’t have to suffer
Wish there were no monsters
Wish there were crops
Wish we didn’t have to antagonize about death
Wish the weather could be tamed
Wish there were no diseases
Wish, there was no war
Our little civilization is no longer flourishing
We […]
This pearl of mine
This pearl of mine
I dove for I’ve cultivated thus far
However, I’ve clearly done it foolishly
This pearl of mine
This pearl of mine
How you’ve cracked and dirtied
Yet you shine so bright
Yet you sparkle like the stars
This pearl of mine
This pearl of mine
How could I have been so blind?
How could I have been so blind?
You’ve cracked, yet you sparkle
You’ve dirtied, yet you shine
How foolish
Was your cultivator’s mind
How blind
Was your cultivator’s eyes
burn my skin
burn my mind
burn my heart
make me blind
Red and yellow
Red and yellow
Red and yellow
Red and yellow
The colors so warm
The colors of our bodies
Red and yellow
Red and yellow
Red and yellow
The colors so warm
The colors so mellow
My dear fellow
Why so fearful?
If only my heart wasn’t my own
If only my heart wasn’t so soft
If only my heart was a sapphire stone
I can walk everyday
Without fear of losing my way
I won’t be afraid of anything going away
I won’t ever scream
I won’t ever suffer
I won’t ever suffocate
From the cigarettes
From the coiling tendrils of the snake
If only my heart was made of stone
i never mess with my hair or try anything new
because whenever i do
…
…
…
so its better not to
but then i see you so carefree
i want to be, too
for the time-being, i try a little something new
and when times up, i hide
but sometimes, im too late
and they find out
…
…
Wearing your heart on your sleeve
For all to see
You’re a fool
Making a fool of me
I’m standing here in the shadows
Watching you crumble And scramble
To put yourself back together
Standing here, watching you
Bleed from the inside
A fool with her blue heart on her sleeve
Only a fool
Would go out of her way
To clear her day
For someone else
Only a fool
A stupid kuudere
Would go out of her way
To get others to stay
By throwing herself away
And at the end of the day
You still wonder
Where they’ve all gone
And if they cared even the slightest
A girl walks by the pond. she looks up at the trees and sees the different colors of the leaves. the wind making the tree wave. she waved back. everything was finally peaceful.