Poetry & Art

Nothing. Do you ever see it? I see it everyday. How empty this world and its pleasures. How fleeting its riches, how barren its comforts; how vanished its securities.
Nothing. Do you ever pursue it? I follow after it everyday. How disappointing when caught, when you remember it’s vapor. How sad it’s reward – more aptly named lost.
Nothing. Do you ever feel it? I feel it everyday. How hardened my heart, how gone my emotions. How the voice of my Beloved has lost its beloved place in my soul.
Nothing. Do you ever become it? I am nothing everyday. How less I am than […]

Days pass all the same, it’s like I’m in a maze, things don’t ever change.
With every pill and every conversation, it always leads me to my imagination.
Discerning reality from fiction, should I obey orders without resistance?
Days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months. Is there really a difference…

Hiding from everyone, fearing their actions, leaving me petrified.
Covering it with a laugh, living in an endless mansion, making me stupefied.
Walking down the pathway, with meaningful portraits, memories of a life long forgotten.
It’s there, an abyss of nothingness. “Go on, venture into the unknown.” It will console.
Many others have walked this […]

penetrated

the seeping carcass uncoagulated leaks a guilty mother’s tears

she supervised the wound and dressed it with alchemists dreams

non believing a golden retrieving

in the light of death it looks like lead.

tearing the wound, a universe of indignity,

a sharp phallus years in the reckoning

intestines twisting in the father’s fist

the loving hand shakes with indignant  malignance,

kisses on the crown for the slave to his denial and love

in the light of death it looks like hate.

ravished by rage, smashed against a wall, place your delicate baby back into its […]

I can’t tell if my life is falling apart, or if it’s falling into place.