For your poems.
(A mini drawing I drew to help calm my nasty thoughts :/ )
All my friends and family are unsupportive and them not being here for me is causing me to suffer. Day after day after day all I think about is suicide but.. I’m to much of a chicken to fucking do it. I want to live but then again I want to die.. In the least painful way.. I’ve been waiting for so long to find those friends who finally care.. […]
So, I took SeeSmith’s suggestion (to a point) and made a mobile including razor blades, made out of paper from a book of course, since that was part of the assignment, then painted it up, added some gauze and medical tape, then some more paint…. I kind of like it. I sort of gave it kind of a style of something that I could see hanging above a crib (the crossed sort of top thing, I associate that with children’s mobiles) and I think I gave it that feel…. Maybe it can make a good gift for my 1 year old niece? welp anyway pictures
Para Tristeza:
Você deve permitirnos para comentar seus posts.
Seu post intitulado “Um Grande Final” foi ótimo. Parabéns por seu livro!
Mas, principalmente, parabéns para a superação tanto em sua vida!
Eu sei. Nós sabemos. Há muito mais para a esquerda para caminhar, mas a estrada é interessante, se olharmos para ver além dos nossos egos.
Obrigado por compartilhar suas histórias aqui.
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Im currently sitting at the edge of my bed, shaking and holding back tears of grief, anger and sorrow that i dont want anyone to see me shedding.
This is my own little secret hell and no one can save me from it… not even myself. 23 years of constant hell that i cant take a break from because this is what life is supposed to be… right?…
“All i know is that we have to try. Thats what life is. We try. we push back against the darkness just a little…” – Superman
All ive ever done is push, hold back and fight against everything i […]
Hi guys… My 2nd post over here since I first registered. Which was today, about 12 hours ago.
id like to hear from you what songs help you go through the day, stay alive and do the best you can to feel better.
ive read the forum’s rules and I’m not really sure if it’s okay to post this thread, but I hope so…
anyways, you can post here any song you’d ever like to share with everyone here. Music is most people’s sanctum and I’m sure there’s a song or 2 you’d like to share with us.
heres mine: as a big rap & hip hop fan I […]
I decided that I wanted to draw something that was more or less in my style…. is a bit weird for me to use color, but I wanted to use those pens that I had for a long time…. didn’t worry about the color scheme or anything…. I think it looks okay…. This took me only like an hour and a half, which is actually fairly fast for a thing….
I threw another rock into the pit
It fell endlessly
It was swallowed
by the darkness in me
Empty tears fell from my eyes
Why bother feeling?
I cut the people from my life;
it has no meaning
Sketched this last night when I couldn’t sleep and had too many things on my mind.
We live in a messed up world with messed up people, a world where wolves, angelfish, swans, termites, and others mate for life, but humans either have no one to love them, or they end up stuck with someone who doesn’t love them so much after all.
This is a world I would like to exit.
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welp I have finished it…. painted it up, didn’t quite get the textures I wanted, but I guess I can’t expect that with my second time painting on paper (it’s kind of like paper (Bristol board)) I removed some objects as it made it feel cluttered…. But on the same hand I moved the objects a bit closer to each other, and freed up space on the left, to just be there…. I really don’t like it, but then again I hate everything […]
And as far as I can see,
This will be the death of me
The blinded violence of both our fathers,
Will drown me in a drying ocean
The scars and cuts across our wrists
Will swallow me
Me
Me
Me
Whole.
Hey everyone, just me- Im 19 right now and I really hate my life . I see people complaining back and forth about trivial things and the truth is I always believed they didn’t know what true pain was. But I know it isn’t right or fair because I’m just comparing their pain to mine andy oroblems aren’t anyone elses. I was molested by my cousin when I was about 8 in 4th grade. the earliest time I can honestly remember this, I was experimented on and I was penetrated my older cousin. Both my cousins fondled me though. That may not […]
so this is what I sketched, I will be painting this…. Yes the sky in this (yes it is in open air) isn’t doing anything, mostly because I plan to paint that in a fairly abstract manner representing the sun to be somewhere in that circled area in the cornour (not the entire thing probably, and probably not even circular, that I mostly put there to sort of have an idea of where light is roughly coming from (not all objects follow that […]
posted this a few months ago, made a few edits. Feeling alone and misunderstood.
Where is the sunshine?
The end of the pain?
Because I am damaged,
I can’t stand in the rain.
The skies have been dark.
The wind is still whipping.
How am I standing?
What keeps me from tipping?
Because i am damaged,
My limbs tatered and broken,
The life that lived in me
Is now slowly chokin (g).
The storm pushes on with violence and fury.
My leaves are all falling,
Like the […]
release the pressure of the soul
find a path for the hearth
just to drown in another…
Hi HDS!
Are these better for painting than the one from last night? 🙂
Anime fans? More specifically, any Attack on Titan / Shigeki no Kyojin fans..? 😉
This is Kay Pike (www.facebook.com/KayPikefashion/)
So why this video?
It reminds us of the beautiful, amazing, or cartoonesque masks we have to wear to function through our struggles. Don’t wear a mask. Seek help…
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US
1 (800) 273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
En Español:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/spanish.aspx
UK
0800 068 41 41
PAPYRUS
www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Suicide/Pages/Getting-help.aspx
MEX
01800- 290- 00- 24
Línea de Intervención en crisis
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13 11 14
Lifeline Australia
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Reality is boring
real-life is boring
real-world is boring
not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !
also,
I hate Humans , Humans suck
I hate Human , Human suck
I hate Humanity, Humanity suck
I hate people , people suck
Most humans / people only think about Money ,
and this reality is boring !
reallife is boring !
realworld is boring !
people / humans are so shallow, superficial, stupid, ignorant
Humanity is hopeless
if there is God , then God is boring !
even Science is boring too !
Science fiction (Sci-fi) is much more interesting than real Science facts !
why […]
So I am a senior male in high school. I’m 17 going on 18 at the end of June. There’s this one kid Zack who is a freshman at my school and I fucking hate him. I haven’t really talked to him but knowing what he does makes me sick. He dates a girl and makes out with her and everything, he is all sweet and charming and everything (little does anybody know he’s really a ***** and extremely aggressive and violent with guys) but the catch about the girls he dates is that they all self-harm (usually cutting). Sounds like a sweet boy right? […]
It’s late enough that probably everyone has gone to sleep or is out partying in that fuzzy world where beer helps us forget everything else.
But I’ll just post this anyway, to help myself think.
About 3 months ago, I posted THIS about a guy in our symphony who died. (Possibly/probably suicide).
His memorial service was last Thursday (they kept him on ice an extra long time because they had to wait for his brother to get home from overseas).
Since he was an excellent trumpet player, I’ve been trying to think of a way to pay tribute to that by composing a piece we can […]
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