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One day you will see it

by butto_love14 7/30/2022

written by butto_love14

I am incredibly sorry if somebody made you feel as though it was difficult to love you . I am so incredibly sorry if you have ever felt this way. But i promise you…… the universe will send you someone so unexpectedly. Someone who will every day and forever remind you of how great you are. Someone who will reinforce your belief in love as well as in yourself. Someone who will see your flaws but will forever remind you that your imperfections ,are what make you so perfect. Just tightly hold onto this belief . In the meantime fall in love with yourself – […]

7/30/2022 5 comments

A broken heart

by butto_love14 7/30/2022

written by butto_love14

I think once the heart is broken , nothing will be the same again. Yes , one can heal but it’s never the same . You do become stronger -in fact , you become a lot stronger . You learn to find yourself and who you are . You grow up , you mature and you become bolder. It’s all learning process . Yes, it is all an experience . But, you’ll never be the person you were before. As much as […]

7/30/2022 9 comments

SHE

by butto_love14 7/30/2022

written by butto_love14

She had nothing but good intentions

She wanted to look after you

She desired to build you both spiritually and mentally

She may have been a handful at times but

Remember

She’s different from everyone else you know

She has the spark

She is ambitious

You know you knew it yourself

Nothing but good intentions and a pure heart to love you with

Never forget

7/30/2022 1 comment

Mr.Gentlemen

by butto_love14 7/29/2022

written by butto_love14

He chooses present over perfect

Trusts over journey of change

Had a strong belief that things go with flow

He belives in simplicity and does best at his abilities

Loves deeply and think deeply about life

His purity makes him who he is!!!

For now he is an unseen world

Soon he is going to be rockstar with all love and success!!!

He knows to wait and believes that there is aways time for everything

7/29/2022 0 comment

MY WAY

by butto_love14 7/29/2022

written by butto_love14

I am who I am

I’ve been where I’ve been

I’ve done what I’ve done

And that’s what makes me

I’ve made my mistakes

I’ve got my regrets

But now I’m moving on

I’ve broken many hearts

I’ve had some break mine

It hurts like hell

But it just takes time to heal

I know I’ve done right

I know I’ve done wrong

Sometimes I’ve done nothing

And that’s just part of life

It’s my life and

It’s my time and

It’s my place and

I’m doing it my own way

7/29/2022 1 comment

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Wombo Dream Dump – Nothingness

by Thanatos.Nykthos 7/26/2022

written by Thanatos.Nykthos

7/26/2022 3 comments

Never found – ai art

by Thanatos.Nykthos 7/25/2022

written by Thanatos.Nykthos

The playlists abounded, the only things left besides the journals upon journals, notepads chock-full

7/25/2022 0 comment

tomorrow doesn’t exist until another day

by peachedplease 7/5/2022

written by peachedplease

Maybe this life was never meant to be mine.

7/5/2022 1 comment

Hear me. See me. Anyone.

by ASpeckInTime 6/20/2022

written by ASpeckInTime 1 min read

I just really need someone to hug, at the very least. There is nobody there though, I’m all alone, isn’t that funny?

Isn’t it funny when you’re alone yet surrounded by people? Isn’t it funny when everyone’s looking at you yet they can’t see you? Isn’t it funny when you’re drowning in a croud?

When everyone can save you but nobody does?

Nodoby knows?

Nobody even notices?

Please, notice. Someone, please. See me. Please… I don’t want to die just yet. Anyone? But they don’t hear me.

Is it me or is it them?

Do I exist? Do I matter in this world or am I just another object in your […]

6/20/2022 8 comments

i am cursed

by dyingbird 5/23/2022

written by dyingbird

i feel like my autism is a curse, heres some more writing about birds, short but eh im tired its like 8 pm here so whatever

5/23/2022 2 comments

awful bit of writing done by the most horrid pile of garbage you will ever know of

by dyingbird 5/22/2022

written by dyingbird

this story sucks but if you want to read it go ahead

5/22/2022 2 comments

ASLEEP

by breaking_the_cycle 5/11/2022

written by breaking_the_cycle

My necrotic carotid

Fills this head with exotic

Dreams of when I bought it

Suicidal tendencies methodic-ly

Naughty

Not haughty

I’m not breathless

I just breathe less

No delusions of grandeur

But illusions of a grand doer

Fighting force majeure

5/11/2022 2 comments

Wadded Up Paper

by Melon_Lord 4/25/2022

written by Melon_Lord

why am I like this,
like a ball of wadded up paper, can’t I just focus and be normal and SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
they wont stop yelling “HEY”
Everything is so pointless, but I need to at least try- WHY “AREN’T YOU TRYING!!”
i’m sorry sorry sorry i’m trying I swear I just need more time, and maybe more effort, but my bed feels so nice..and maybe I can take a nap..
Maybe I won’t wake up and- “PAY ATTENTION”

“Yeah my bad”
“sorry I forgot”
“I’m just really tired”
So so so tired
tired of the cycle that […]

4/25/2022 1 comment

I’m 40 years old this year, and I still don’t know what to do, and whether I should continue to live, or just die?

by niki 4/25/2022

written by niki

Long story short, my life is a complete failure. It’s full of wrong decisions, (in)actions, regrets, mistakes after mistakes, that I honestly think maybe it’s already too late to “fix everything” (eg: I’m losing all the good chances/opportunities, as I’m getting old now). It’s really ironic & tragic, because a lot of people always say that I’m very talented especially in music (I used to be quite an active musician & composer/songwriter, but sadly I’m still not famous & successful), smart, a deep thinker, a highly sensitive person, etc etc.

I am also an idealist, meaning that I actually have a BIG vision & idea for […]

4/25/2022 7 comments

The voices

by Lovelybones 4/25/2022

written by Lovelybones

oh no, they’re back

the voices.

the vague voice

the deep and low whisper,

it lets out

the cold shivers down my spine.

oh no,

maybe.

maybe it’s made up,

all in my head?

can’t be.

could it be?

oh no,

i feel it fogging up my head like a cold forest morning after the rain

oh no

am i going crazy?

maybe it’s normal.

maybe it’s just my mind trying to create someone here so i’m not […]

4/25/2022 0 comment

The story of the Barren Fig Tree

by Total3gal 3/21/2022

written by Total3gal

Then he told this parable:

“A man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard; and he came looking for fruit on it and found none. So he said to the gardener,
‘See here! For three years I have come looking for fruit on this fig tree, and still I find none.

Cut it down! Why should it be wasting the soil?’

He replied, ‘Sir, let it alone for one more year, until I dig around it and put manure on it. If it bears fruit next year, well and good; but if not, you can cut it […]

3/21/2022 5 comments

oops I am delusional

by nightjar 3/15/2022

written by nightjar

heyy, it’s been a while since I posted. time for an update!

I have received a diagnosis. Unfortunately, I don’t think it’s correct. My psychiatrist tells me I have adjustment disorder and major depressive disorder. Which is not completely off the mark, I guess. I have some of the symptoms of depression, but so does half the DSM. I don’t really care anymore. None of my symptoms match up completely with any illness, so this is the closest anyone is going to get. Besides, people are always giving their own opinions on my experience, and I’m tired of listening to them.

In other news, I recently discovered that […]

3/15/2022 5 comments

Poem cause why not (+ explanation)

by ASpeckInTime 2/17/2022

written by ASpeckInTime

(Sorry for not correcting misspelled words, this site is a pain to navigate through)

Shadowy figures everywhere
I can see an feel their glare
On the same plane as me
Though I might have the key

Deep in here, trapped inside
Never can be justified
I may try I may not
After all I’m gonna rot

Somewhere high up in the sky
May become a mindless fly
Thinking? No, that won’t do
Let me see when it’s brand new

I believe in it all
Doubting as it’s getting small
I can’t feel, I can’t hear
Still, it does make me cheer

What they won’t comprehend
May have met them in […]

2/17/2022 2 comments

Courage 2 (quit/proceed)

by mortalcode 2/15/2022

written by mortalcode 2-3 min read

Ever let the anxiety sink ,the rage boil up
Ferment the pain, and bottle it up
Reflecting on the past like it ain’t slow enough
Mom’s always sad that I ain’t growing up
Pills help me cope but I’m still fucking up
Fuck going outside, the moon aint show enough
I laugh about death like I ain’t dark enough?
Friends ran away? I guess they stalked enough?
Fam patient with my death like who’s taking what?
keep a sharp angle, latitudes of my cuts
Force you to be strong like you ain’t had enough
have the nerve to ask what’s wrong…
God ain’t fucking […]

2/15/2022 1 comment

Paint

by planetsaturn64 2/12/2022

written by planetsaturn64

I traced my self harm scars to make this first piece; for the second piece I smeared paper over my paint pallet.

Represents the longing I have to see physical scars but how the aftermath is always messy.

2/12/2022 2 comments

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