Everyday it’s sill is a scary road but i feel like i can see the light? maybe possibily im not gonna lie and say thats school,dance, and my friendships are easy this year, but im triying to pull through and look towards the future. I will get through this it’s just a bump in the road?? No i guesse i was ment to go through this i know how cheesy it sounds like ” oh yeah im strong blah blah blah” but im gonna say i am because i know im not im just saying im taking one step at a time and hey i haven’t […]
Well it’s official. Went to the GP again today, and after a long talk with a very nice doctor (making a point of saying he was very nice because i’ve had some crappy doctors in the past) i’ve now been given a prescription for anti-depressants. I’m both happy and sad about this. Happy because finally, maybe, i might get some control over how i feel and sad because it’s actually taken medication to get this sorted out. Medication was kind of the option i was saving for last. In the UK medication isn’t usually the first option they jump to, but he knows the councelling […]
After being depressed for a long time I think its finally time to say I’m out of the black hole. There’s many things I credit to this;
The NFL: What can I say no matter how shit your life is you can still watch Sunday night football! There is also Monday and Thursday nights games to help us survive the crawl to Sunday night. Its something that is always worth holding on for, only one of those losers wimps who make fun of sports people cause they make them feel insecure could hate the NFL its the greatest sport around and is number 1 in America […]
Quit Worrying About How You Look, it’s About Whats On The Inside!
i don’t care who you are. your beautiful and amazing in your own unique and special way, please don’t let what he/she says make you stop believing that. the people who hurt you most are the ones who usually are the closest to you…but don’t beat yourself up, and depress yourself with it, because they may have called you ugly. stupid. fat. etc..but only you can believe them..only you can take it to heart. only you can take it as far as it gets. You, are Your Biggest Enemy. free yourself from mental slavery, […]
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/03/29/ray-lewis-stanford-speech-nit-semifinals_n_1387639.html
We’ve all seen it. Ray Lewis has been doing this for 16 years. Lewis, widely known as one of the greatest NFL linebackers of all time, is also one of the most inspiring athletes to hear speak before any game whether it’s a big one or not.
The Stanford basketball team got a taste of what the Baltimore Ravens have experienced over the last decade and change before Tuesday’s NIT semifinal game against UMass. Before the Cardinal took the court, the former Super Bowl MVP spoke to the team in the locker room and delivered another incredibly inspiring speech.
“Wins and […]
I haven’t posted in a little while. That’s because Life has certainly got a little hectic for me this past month;
Three of my friends, whom knew I was suicidal, told my headteacher, who then pulled me out of lessons and decided
to get me another therapist, and she also gave me a card that will get me out of any lessons if I get upset/overwhelmed.
I’ve started exercising, push ups, lunges, jogging. Drinking more water and less junk, I’ve attempted to sleep more but
my insomnia is proving difficult to push at the moment. The friend that mocked me for being a depressed selfharmer
is not […]
Hey Everyone,
I know life is really hard at this time with many of you, therefore I need you guys to talk to me and let me know what hurting you … There is so much potential in each and everyone of you. LOOK at the sky at night and see how many  souls have died innocently, they never had the chance to live a full life and you have every opportunity to live and totally make something out of yourselves.. Remember I’m here so you can talk to me, and please do not think about taking your life. I’m there with you in spirit to make sure you don’t harm yourself 🙂 […]
everyday its getting worse. ic an’t even try to be that happy,laughable girl i was years ago,because i am not anymore im letting my self fall into this deep hole and im really scare. i keep on having ideas, dreams, thoughts about it it wont go away no matter what i try, i use to love to dance last year that go tme not deppressed but this year i feel like i have to prove my self, try harder all of my “friends” from last year moved up and left me:'(
the only reasons im not doing it
1. im hoping that it gets better but i […]
SO IM THE GIRL WHOÂ everyone sees laughing and smiling and looks lke she perfect. but im not at all i have a d+ in social and a c in choir my brother was on the honor roll all of his year of juinoir high and is still on it in highschool. my “bestfriend” said that we werent friend any more because she likes someone but they like me and she started a rumor saying that i had sex with him like serously people come on ima seventh grader here! ive been deppressed on adn off for a bout 2 years but last summer(2011) it […]
If I were to get diagnosed with all the things wrong with me at a psychologist person. Would I still qualify for the army?
I want to die, it seems like a viable option. You can tell me everything will get better but since i was 12 or so things did not get better. I am now 17 trying to hold out, but it gets harder and harder every day. You can tell me something witty now that will stick in my head for the night, but tomorrow I will go through the same phase, thats what life has gotten to. Try as I might, this […]
so i have a doctors appointment for my depression on December 3rd….. that date runs through my mind everyday like its my birthday or something.. i think th appointment is just so the doctor can refer me to another doctor which is gonna be really disappointing. i used to be able to get through some days but now everyday is hard to get through. i have trouble keeping myself from going over board and my nights are worse. i feel anxsious for some reason and restless..i cant sleep at night until it gets real late and then im exhausted for school in the morning. i […]
He walked, rather swiftly, quiet as a mouse, across dark alleyways, through long, narrow tunnles, and past as few people as possible. As he walked, he kept a disguise in case he was discovered by the ones he hid from. These people he hid from wielded hidden knives and loved to sneak behind you and… Surprise!
He opened the front door to his house to find friends and family springing out of their hiding places in a frenzy, as if a lions pride were lunging at their prey to quickly subdue them. He stood there, wide-eyed, until the realization that many people would watch him intently […]
This league emerges from a broken war torn nation to entertain, bring together and give hope to the people of Afghanistan.
http://www.afghanpremierleague.com/
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-asia-19668215
Just great to see something positive happening in a place that’s always reported on with such a negative light.
Hey Ya’ll, my name is Leah and I want to share with you my suicide story. I just want to go ahead and start off with the fact that I love you, and I am praying for you every single day.
So, where to begin…
Ever since I can remember I have been suicidal. I have had these thoughts for as long as I can remember. I knew it was not the right way to think, that children were supposed to be happy, and the fact that I was not made me feel as if I was doing something wrong. I had trouble coping with […]