Thank You For Thus Far

I haven’t been an avid writer on this cite, I haven’t been able to make any relationships with any of you, and I know this cite is to relieve oneself from the frustration of that constant feeling of undying depression, but I just wanted you all to know how thankful I am for all the help you have given me. Because even though you don’t know me, talked to me or even commented on anything I’ve posted, I have read your stories and I don’t feel alone. It’s been 7 months of suicide-free euphoria! Nothing has changed in my life, and if anything going through my final year of high school, stress has been at its peak, but one day I woke up and everything was bearable. I was happy. I am happy. I know that this may not last, but I’m trying to commit this feeling to my memory, so in the awful chance that I fall into that pit of depression I can find a pocket of light and remember now. All I know for sure is that I couldn’t have gotten through the pain without this cite and everyone who contributes to it. I’ve been thinking about all of you out there who hate their situation right now, and are questioning why you’re on Earth, and wanted you to know that you saved my sanity and my life, and for that I am forever grateful. I hope that, even though its only been a few months, I am an example that its possible to feel good, to just wake up and randomly forget about all the shit that life has doled out to us, because I truly believe that all of you deserve happiness. So I just wanted to thank you all for thus far, and hope it lasts for a long time. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.