I was scrolling through some comments tonight when i saw it………. it was posted by  jmvsic- “Anger is nothing more than fear turned inward”. And it hit me….. Let me start from the begining. Ok, so I have been thinking that I have anger issues for a while now. I get angry very easily… and when i do i dont lash out like most might think. No, instead i hurt myself by bitting on the inside of my lower lip as hard as i can that way no one can know I get so angry. My mom has noticed that i get a face when she […]

I hate how people have been acting about Amanda Todd. They act like suicide is something completely new to the world. It doesn’t matter how much they bullied the deceased, once a suicide hits the news, they act like they would have given a fuck if she had told them. On Facebook, people are making pages called RIP Amanda Todd, and posting about how horrible it is, and how they bet the bullies feel like crap now. On average, someone kills themselves every 15 minutes. What about all those people?

I’m so sick of people acting like they know me…. They don’t. They think they do but they don’t. And I really just need someone to know my story. Sometimes it’s comferting knowing someone has your story.

It started when I was 4…. my parents got divorced. When I was 5 my dog died… no big deal right? Wrong. I was 5, my dog was my best friend. When I was in 2nd grade me and my mom moved to Tennessee over the summer. I thought we were just staying for the summer. No. We were moving… To get away from my dad. Since […]

It is really too bad they’re fucking everywhere…

R.I.P
I feel so sorry for her.She made ONE mistake that ruined her life.
She was on webcam to new people to make more friends and to chat.And a group called her stunning pretty ect.Then asked her to flash she thought nothing of it and did it.The into the christmas break she got a msg saying “show me or i send your boobs” she ingored it then at 4am the police knocked on the door because that man sent the picture to everyone.She was hated so bad she had to move school.And again in one school she thought a boy liked her and they […]

life will suck the optimism, beat and exhaust the shit out of you

then you’re dead and finally free .. no longer obliged to play this shitty game

if there’s life after death, maybe you can finally experience serenity in its purest form

but to imagine oneself being dead is too scary for the average joe

you’re supposedly lucky to be alive .. even when you haven’t found anything to live for

lucky of being here to witness or experience things you may not want to

being alive is better than being dead .. say the people who are getting something out of their lives

FUCK them

I’m at a point where I […]

i read everyone’s posts and i know you think you are in pain or have it bad, but you don’t know what that is compared to me.

i am suffering from a strange kind of insomnia where i never feel tired. i can go days on end without sleep and this has been going on for three months. somehow i don’t have the ability to feel tiredness, so i have no desire to sleep. my brain however has been losing its ability to think or remember anything new. the old stuff is still there, and i look normal, but i can’t think when i need to. […]

I’m 19 years old and ever since I can remember, I felt rejected. My father did not show any love. Instead, he decided to have multiple affairs and leave me and my mother every night to satisfy his sick needs. How can he choose random females over his family?! I can remember one day trying to be involved in one of my fathers and older sisters conversations..he looked at me and told me to get away. Not having that love and affection from my father sent me out seeking it. At 11 years old I invited these 2 boys over which were friends but i […]

It’s fab and I keep trying to replay it to myself. With great thanks to Rocky Balboa (aka Sly Stallone):

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place, and I don’t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard you hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward; how much you can take and keep moving forward. […]