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Love

March 22nd, 2011by KevinThorn

Do you have to love yourself to love another? If so, i may never love… and then whats the point?

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i need him…..i think… damn the agony

March 22nd, 2011by pshychotic_lette

he was the one guy i could talk to, the one guy i felt safe with. I can’t stand the t hought of him being with someone else. Things just seem to spin out of control when his name shows up on my caller i.d. or a text message. He held me when i was upset and now i have no one. i don’t feel safe not even in my own home let alone in my own mind. i have bruises everywhere andscars on my wrists. he doesn’t know about them  atleast i dont think he does. if he does he hasnt said so. i cant …

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First concrete attempt

March 22nd, 2011by lynette0

I always have thoughts and very amplified tendencies to take my own life.

On the 14th of March, I ODed in school during class at around 11.40am. (I left class mid-way and went to the study area, where there were students studying but nobody really noticed what I was doing.) When I first started with the pills, I was rather apprehensive. Nonetheless, each pill made me more daring and soon enough, I felt like the consequences didn’t matter or scare me anymore. I popped the pills down one-by-one on an empty stomach, until a friend (who was rushing to another class) walked by coincidentally and stopped …

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fed the fuck up

March 22nd, 2011by pshychotic_lette

so last night i busted up my hand with a hammer, by accident. i was trying to open a can of paint, because i couldnt find a screw driver.then i fell and twisted my damn ankle, and even more so im ready to put my uncle in the hospital, i have so many bruises from fighting wiht him, and last night he smacked my arm with a level, he said he didnt smack me that hard well ya he did, i have a welt. yes i am extremely pissed off. and to top it all off, i barely got any sleep last night and i …

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I’m getting to the end again

March 22nd, 2011by rebca

I just dont know whether to take too many pills or drown. I’ve had enough. I am disgusting I am vile I am so angry inside

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does US health insurance cover hospitalization costs resulting from suicide?

March 22nd, 2011by jennybenny

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We are all here sitting & staring at the blue scree, while somewhere out there in this world…

March 22nd, 2011by niki

http://www.darkroastedblend.com/2008/09/most-alien-looking-place-on-earth.html

Maybe we all should just drop everything, and go there,
to really truly experience LIFE again..
to feel and realize and be inspired,
knowing that perhaps, this earthly-life is worth to be lived with our every breath
only if we flee ourselves from our prison-wall, whatever that is..

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GRAH.

March 22nd, 2011by 3_bringitback

I wana do it again, even more than fucking before.

it’s actually stareing at me. I’m really fucking scared, I regret ever starting. fuck I really do. I’ve ruined myself.

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The Ultimate Denial

March 22nd, 2011by Violet Blake

Depression is being tired, when you’re never able to sleep.
Depression is pity, when you hate other’s sympathy.
Depression is longing for more, when you never acknowledge what’s already there.
Depression is the feeling of self-hatred, when the arrogance is concurrently overwhelming.
Depression is the repugnance of emotional discomfort, when a sanctuary for physical affliction exists.
Depression is loathing at your own success, when the ones around you prosper.
Depression is perfectionism, when you could care less about anything else.
Depression is the rock that you choose to constantly trip over, when all you have to do is move around it…
Depression is the ultimate cost of denial, when the truth is too …

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Suicide is out of reach

March 22nd, 2011by KevinThorn

Hey, I feel bad about posting on here, mostly because im not a druggy or have a particularly bad life. Im a 19 year old college student with a loving family. That being said i do hate myself and have tried to kill myself numerous times. I cut myself every other week or so, always in hidden areas like shoulders or thighs and always disinfected with rubbing alcohol at least 2 times a  day until they heal over. Ive taken every type of anti depressant possible, seen over 20 psychiatrists/councilors and I never seem to feel better. It feels like ive been given so much, but i can do …

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I Need You..

March 22nd, 2011by Skrattt315

Hey Guys..

It’s me again. I forgot to tell you my name last night. It’s Ashlie. I’m from California. And right now I really need some help. My mother and I got in a huge fight today at dinner, because I’ve been being harassed at school. Some kid threw a syringe at me in 1st period and told me that I was nothing better than a junkie. And over the past two weeks, the same kid and many more of his friends have been touching me and just being complete ass holes. I guess I’m writing to anyone who’s willing to listen because I’m really feeling like

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Scared and Hurt

March 21st, 2011by CH

In my mind i’m the last person that should be posting here. I guess that says alot about me, or at least who I think I am.I don’t know where to start. The beginning? makes sense… but, I fear i will just end up telling a “poor me” story, and searching for pity. A bit of empathy may not hurt, but i don’t want pity.

I guess I’ll start with an introduction, i’m sure you may have a different opinion of me than i have of myself, but this is how i see myself: I’m 36, white. male. 6’3″. About 200 lbs.

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I’m Sorry Sarah

March 21st, 2011by mark88

I am so sorry Sarah…Sorry for draging you into my pathetic world. I just wanted it so bad. Wanted so much for it to be true and for a brief moment i thought it actually could be. Then reality came crashing in. It woke me from my fanstasy. The fanstasy that i could actually love someone. God i so wanted to be able to love. It felt so close. You seemed to say all the right things. All the things i so desparately wanted to hear and i choose to believe them even when reality was screaming at me not to. Unfortunately it just couldn’t …

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commting suicide with pills

March 21st, 2011by dark knight

i was feeling really depressed i had spit at him and i never had done it before i though he was gona brake up with me because he seen reall y mad he told me i’ll talk to u wright now go to the room i went i sat in the floor i seen all those pills and i just grabb them went to kitchen got some water and took more ten to tell u the truth i didnt count them at first it didnt gave me no such effects after an hour i was feeling dizzy he didnt know i had taken the …

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I survived a bullet to the brain

March 21st, 2011by holenhead

In 1995, I attempted to take my own life by, of course, blowing my brains out! If I had known then, what I know now, would I have done it? The answer is yes and no. Yes, because it forced me to get help and to change my life. No, because I am partially paralyzed on my left side and never will know if my life really would have gotten better if I could have just hung on a little longer. 

16 years later, I am sufferig from some small amount of PTSD over the event and now am having to deal with it all over …

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Screwed up.

March 21st, 2011by Nicola

I really love the way you treat me. Making me feel 2 inches tall, making me believe you love me. Funny thing is, you don’t, but I do love you. “I don’t want a relationship yet” fuck off you’ve had 10 months to decide this. Yesterday, the way you made me feel so upset and hurt made me pick up that blade! Thank you very fucking much! Thank you for being the one to make me slice at my skin. Yes, it was your fault. You never used to be like this. Why all of a sudden have you changed? Funny how you say Jump …

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March 21st, 2011by underage_edd

today, it’s gonna be such a good day to say goodbye

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Just read this somewhere

March 21st, 2011by daniella

Has anyone heard of any success storys from liquid stuff to kill mosquitos, how nasty would it be? Will it work?

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fuck

March 21st, 2011by 3_bringitback

god, I feel so worthless right now. this is time I’ve felt this. this unbelievable guilt. what the hell am I supposed to do now? I feel so shocked, stunned, I don’t know what to do…

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I just lied. amazing lasted a milisecond. fuck sake.

March 21st, 2011by 3_bringitback

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