Hi .(I mind stuttered typing this. I’m kind of nervous.)
I’m 15 years old almost 16 . I’ve been dealing with this for a few years . I’m scared to talk about it to anyone . I mean I have a loving parents , I mean the world to them ! They do so mch for them , and I love them sooo much . I’ve never been hit by them . I used to get bullied alot in joinor high he’ll I still do ! But I don’t give a crap what they say . Well now . I’m just comin to terms with […]

So yall can stop qettinq confused or just beinq assholes.I can spell!No one played a trick on me.I mean to put q Instead of g,oh wait did I make another mistake by puttinq a capitalized i.Oh that makes me sssssoooo stupid!If you have nothinq to say about what I put down then don’t be an ass and say “hey don’t you mean to say good”Uqh that qets on my nerves!I know how to spell so hop off my dick about that and qet a life!

If i were a super hero

would you love me then or leave me?

think of me as a freak

or, a justice peace fighter?

would you love me for who i was,

and take me as i am?

or, would i be to complicated still

to much for you to comprehend?

Your supposed to be a loving person

someone i’m supposed to look up to.

instead your someone who i just cant stand.

if i were a super hero

could i finally be your friend?

maybe you then you […]

You know you’d think your problems would end when you grow up, more time goes by everyday and i realize i had it so much more easier when i was sixteen then i do now.

everything started when i was fourteen i lost my grandmother and my dad in one year. my grandmother was just the start of my fathers depression. On my fathers side most of my family are bipolar and have anxiety. So with it i have also developed these unwanted traits. after my father passed my whole world dropped. I started contemplating suicide at sixteen and i was always a failure at it. […]

Hello my name is bradley and i am 28 yrs old—heres a little back story—i had a rough upbringing my mother is a lieing evil womam—who put me 30000 dollers in debt before i was 18 not saying it was all her fault i just trusted her to do whats right. well when i was 25 i was diagnosed with m.s and in a very short period of time —i lost my well paying job as a millwright my fiance of 4 yrs went straight into another mans arms 4 mnths preg with our son who she will not let me see—-my entire familly turned […]

I’m 15 and in I’m in a bad situation. I think the only way out is suicide. I cut myself and have attempted suicide in the past. I just want to know is suicide the way out or should I stay? I already wrote my note and everything.I’m just waiting on an answer…

I think It’s pretty amazinq.Like just the thouqht of a celeberty qoinq threw what we qo threw Is just like wow,you have countless people that supported you before as a role model and now that she came out as beinq anorxic and beinq a cutter everybodys like If she can qo threw with that,then anyone can.I don’t aqree with that but I qotta admit she does qive me hope.Who’s qonna watch the special about her on Tuesday?lol.And like I’m qlad It’s not Miley or Selena or uuuuuhhhhhh?……???????Miranda! but yeah I hope to qet some qood copinq skills and just alot of thinqs that can help me […]

I wouldn’t say I want to die, or commit suicide. I just feel like I don’t want or belong to this world. I’m seventeen and I’m halfway through my a-levels, the only place out of this dump and I’m not getting through it very easily. This place is horrible. It’s so unambitious and it eats at me. My dad’s messed up from the result of his past drug issues and is on medication. He has serious mood swings, and when I get home from school I fear seeing his car on the drive or the kind of mood he’ll be in when I get through […]

So last night I watch this movie called lifted. It made me think about how precious life is and how fast it can slip through your grip. I think someone should watch it . It made me think about hpw life might not be perfect but as long as you try you can make it work

I hate everything.  I can’t help it, obviously I had some kind of hope or I wouldn’t be researching this shit and be on here right now.  But I’ve looked over some of the posts and I F*cking hate this shit too.  Bunch a F*cking whiners and complainers just like I’m doing. Then joke around either because life really isn’t that bad and your just looking for attention from your mommy or daddy or that’s about all there is left to life, one big joke.  Some kid complaining how his iphone isn’t working right and he just has no motivation.  Lay of the weed and […]

I’m seriously running out of time…My friends wont believe me but I’m probably going to kill myself tonight.

Their “It’ll get better” speeches don’t work anymore. I just cant live anymore

I cant make heads or tails of whats real and whats not. Everyday i wake up and see my sister in her bed warm and so peaceful. All at ease and realize she is wat i an here for nothing else them i pick up my mask and i finish getting ready for school then I go over and gently wake her. I keep thinking this is what i an here for this is whats real. This is worth living for. <3

I am tired of feeling unwanted.

Have you ever fallen for someone you’ve never met? By this, I mean someone you constantly talk to over skype or the internet of some sort?
If you haven’t, then you don’t know the kind of pain i’m going through.
It’s pure emotional attachment, which is the worst when it feels like you’re getting pushed away, like you’re not good enough.
My feelings exactly. And I can’t sleep now because of it, instead, I sit here doing the worst.

I’d like to read their last few posts !!!!

I got several months free, fk’d credit, now looking for a studio if they allow me or a crappy van conversion and live in a camper van what should i move the family into?

A great way to run your life 1. Fight to make life better or 2. Call it quits, absolutely nothing wrong with suicide, its you right use it as you see fit

The one thing that keeps me going is my baby sister. That is the truth and once she is gone as will I.

Not to be an asshole to OB1, but I’m getting annoyed by the constant religious crap he writes. Reminds me of my dad, maybe he’s a hypocrite as well, but whatever. I don’t like him though. No offence, but stfu bro. I’m annoyed by his comments. Religion is a waste of time.

This iPhone is too laggy so i won’t write more. Need some weed though, can’t function properly because I’m too depressed to care about anything. What costs more, weed or antidepressants (for the same purpose of depression)

Forget what i said to OB1 i just hate religion. Just don’t try that crap o. Me […]

I feel low, I feel sad
backs against the wall now
Noone to call, Im so mad
I’ve been stabbed, I grab the knife from my back
I stab it in you harder, than when you stabbed me
Im so lonely, lost in my mind
Not knowing when it’ll be my time
Not too soon, not too late
I wait patiently in my room
The sounds of booms trigger voices
they eat at me Im hearing noises, what choices do I have?
Are they good or are they bad?
I feel so low, so I slowly run this blade across my wrists
wanting to take this […]