it’s getting harder….
I keep thinking about Italy. And today in product design whilst on computers I looked up suicide websites…. Luckily I don’t think that my teacher noticed…. I want this all to stop. I know it’s selfish but it’s what I kinda want….
OCD.
Depression.
Self harm.
Self hate.
Anxiety.
Horrible family history…. :/ .
Home life….:/
School and their words….
I’m so confused. These feelings have just gotten worse, before and during Christmas and now their back….
I don’t think I can do this…..
🙁
<3