I have now reached the end of the line.  I have spent my entire life doing the right thing, caring for others, offering compassion, love and hope, but I have rarely got any of that back. I have tried for as long as I can to ignore that fact and keep my chin up. It’s painful for me to see so many awful people in the world. I’m interested in people and so I explore them, always have, but always with good intentions, but more often than not, I discover awfulness. Give me a person who claims to be kind hearted and I will prove […]

Hahahaha, I see someone opened the doors to trailer trash city on here today! Must be all the good people’s day off! Hahahhaha!

Just popped on to say my time has come, I’m all prepared and ready to go. I’m hanging up my physical body, I did everything I wanted to do and more – it didn’t touch deep enough. I paid my dues, way more than most people I know and I’m ready for eternal rest.

Oh it seems to be the safest option to close the comments to keep out the trash so that’s what I’ve done, plus I wont be around to read it […]

First of all, I gotta say, I came on this site about 2 weeks ago, just browsing, and I saw some superb discussions and comments. I saw real honest and deep suicide notes, followed by real and honest responses. Tonight I came here and the story is completely different, there’s still a good few posts going on but there’s plenty of absurdity too. Some people giving ‘advice’ on here in awful, dated and empty-headed phrases, that I thought a site like this would be free from. 

Anyway, in a way it’s good that I came here tonight because I have been in-between suicide and hope for […]

i thnk i got throat cancer. i shouldnt complain though your only as healthy sa you feel. your only as healthy as you feel. she wouldnt tell me. i didnt know anythng about the thing and i tried to say somrthing who int he right mind woudl rell me that but before it is too long as then you cant return to the begining coz its all out of hand. someone pls help me i said there was a line went stright across and the envelope was there unopened i will never open it!

my husband just went fishing and i wondered if i should be alone but i found this site. he’s an amazing person, funny, kind, smart, handsome. And last night I just destroyed him with my own bullshit that I can’t heal from. I don’t deserve him. It would be so easy right now to take my pills all at once and lay down on the couch with the pups. I would finally be pain free but you know the single thing stopping me, i would humiliate him by doing this to him. I could not embarass him by this. […]

When I came on here I was optimistic and hopeful. Many posts and discussions on here have been great, there’s some really great people on here. But after reading just too many comments from the likes of softcreation, brusty, outsidein and PlayDough, I have now sunk into the unrecoverable depths of depression.  To all of you four posters (unless it’s just one person, which there is talk of) you have my blood on your hands. I’m serious, this is not a joke.

Warriors are incapable of feeling compassion because they no longer feel sorry for themselves. Without the driving force of self-pity, compassion is meaningless.
For a warrior everything begins and ends with himself. However, his contact with the abstract causes him to overcome his feeling of self-importance. Then the self becomes abstract and impersonal.

When you have been afraid or upset, don’t lie down to sleep, sleep sitting up on a soft chair. To give your body healing rest take long naps, lying on your stomach with your face turned to the left and your feet over the foot of the bed. In order to avoid being […]

Used to go under the names of Time and about 5 other profiles, also now has at least 3 other profiles on the go – you’re a fraud! You have come on here because someone found you out a few weeks back and so you come here to seek your revenge by talking utter crap that you know will aggravate them. You are a sick individual that is preying on very vulnerable people.

Someone is collating information on this person. I can see no-one  is taking them seriously anyway, they are replying to posts that they put up themself in another name! How weird is that?

Today’s my day, it feels right.

Life, it’s been good, plenty of highs and lows, twists and turns. I have given 100% for as long as I can, but it’s time to call it quits. I love you but you don’t love me, this is a humiliating relationship, so I have to leave you and move on. Thanks for everything.

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These past few days something has happened to me, I will try to describe it. I want to put this out on this site because I have been visiting this site for 3 months and it just might be interesting to others on here.

I decided to commit suicide 6 months ago. I wont bother going into my back story, it’s pretty much all been covered in various other posts on here.

Six months ago I planned my suicide for sometime very soon. Each week that went by I went through various emotions; crying, angry, feeling very lonely, excited and more. But each day I would ask […]

As the 21st century began, human evolution was at a turning
point. Natural selection, the process by which the strongest, the
smartest, the fastest, reproduced in greater numbers than the rest,
a process which had once favored the noblest traits of man, now
began to favor different traits. Most science fiction of the day
predicted a future that was more civilized and more intelligent.
But as time went on, things seemed to be heading in the opposite
direction. A dumbing down. How did this happen? Evolution does not
necessarily reward intelligence. With no natural predators […]

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I made a promise to myself a long time ago, that on the day I get seventeen, I will kill myself. But sadly I can´t do it. I have nohting to live for. I have no friends I can trust, my family doesn´t care about me. And the persons that act sometimes like my friends don´t even talk to me anymore because were put in different classes. But why to I cling to this life?Why? I can´t even cut myself, i just make tiny scares that i can only see.
It is my birthday and nobody has wished me happy birthday. If only could […]

The ability to think for yourself.

Niki often refers to a post entitled something like “we are all evil if you think about it” (sorry if that’s not 100% accurate) I wasn’t sure how I stood on this topic, although I did find it quite compelling and I know you must possess a deep level of understanding to agree, so it’s not for everyone. 

Anyway Niki, and any others interested in exploring this topic, I was watching an old black and white movie last night with my friend and I was shocked by a character in the film that could almost be the author (splinter) of the original post. I thought this […]

For those who worry that death, especially suicide, is an insult, an ungrateful act, for the gift of life you were ‘given’, here are some things to ponder;

Hardly anyone is suicidal due to life itself. In fact, if you are able to go deep with many (if not all) of the listed troubles and concerns on this site, you will see that it is stemmed from a love of life, more than a lack of love. 

Society life couldn’t be any further from the truth about life, it couldn’t be any more removed from the intended purpose of a life. Society tortures life; sometimes delicately, sometimes […]

I fell asleep I don’t know why or maybe I just died but I don’t know when. How can I tell if something is fake? how can I know if something is real?

when does it begin or better yet when does it end?  am I crazy or am I still sane? I want to take everything to the limit but it seems there isn’t one.

yesterday I was sitting on the edge of what seemed to be my life but after I while I realized time never passed by and that boring sunset never seemed to end. I got up and went for a walk but it seems it took me years to get to […]

what is the point of life? you run around feeling emotions and sometimes it’s good. i loved life a little more than a month ago. it was fun and i felt loved. it was fun and easy and everything was going great and according to plan. then it all disappeared. i lost any sort of self worth and don’t tell me it will get better. i hate when people tell you someone will love you more and you’ll get over it. i keep waiting for him to come back to me but he’s happy. i’ve tried to move on but every guy i meet doesn’t […]

hello,im not suicidal,i am on this site ,to try and learn abt suicide as my bro took his life, to all you people here who will have a knife to stick in my back ,dont waste ur time,anyway back to my first line of thought ,i appreciated your post ,and i agree with you ,that i beleive is true ,but as u and i both knw us humans tend to shift in our thinking pretty easy ,thats the scary part .life is tender and we are all vunerable ,and everything is uncertain i guess thats what makes us all abit crazy at times ,life is […]

Well for starters Im new. I was looking up ways to help suicidal behavior and I found this site and thought I would post my story so here goes. One, I am extremely bipolar and I easily get mad and cry. Sometimes I go insane and cut my arms wildly until they are covered in blood. When I was 3 my dad left me and my mom, and he told my mom he didnt want me anymore. My mom didnt do a great job raising me either. She ignored me most of the time and yelled at me whenever we did see each other. I had […]