I tried to kill myself by taking sleeping pills on a hill where i would roll into a creek with an exit baag on my head i awoke on my back 30 feet from where i passed out to see the bag was caught on a stick no one is yet to respond to my banding together comment after many people said was good idea

Hi,  I saw something on here earlier but I did not get the authors name, I’m sorry. I am now trying to find that post but now I can’t find it, I don’t know what section I stumbled upon. The post was long but there was a reference to something that I wanted to respond to about alien life. I wanted to say to the author that even if you may be skeptical as to what to believe [I noticed you said that you just want to remain ‘open minded to possibilities’] So I would just like to draw your attention to one other thing, […]

I just posted, published it, saw it and then saw someone commented on it then it vanished??? Why???

hey, i am not one for self pitying and sit around wondering why life deals such a shit hand at times…
i have really had enough and need to get out of this world,
my life has been hell from the age of 5 with parents that were abusive, i have partners that end up being the same, I have no family apart from one daughter that wont speak to me, not for the want of trying. I am lucky to have a daughter and although i am writing this i cant get away from my past that haunts me. I have a job again […]

I found this website a couple of weeks ago, but didn’t know what to say.  Still don’t, just basically have a couple of comments for anyone thinking about commiting suicide.  My Mother commited suicide in April. The people you leave behind will never get over losing you. They will always feel guilty, even if they treated you like gold when you where alive.  If someone loves you, and you die, thats bad enough. But if you kill yourself, they will always think what could they have done, why didn’t they see it coming, what a terrible daughter or mother or brother or friend I was. […]

I stumbled upon this site one night, and I have been lurking for months. I feel it’s time to share my story – to try and talk and relate to someone. I’m sixteen years old, and these feelings ARE real. I’m not your ‘average’ teenager. I have been feeling depressed and suicidal for many months now and it’s getting to the point where I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve had a good upbringing – I go to school, have a job, money, a car etc. Everything a teenager could want right? But at the end of the day it is all meaningless, it […]

in an earlyier post i talked about us banding together i would love to talk to any1 talking more directly i was planning on ending it tommorow but if i dont feel inner peace which i did but i would lolve to save us good souls and rebels if you will against how modern society is today would love to make a diffrence rather than be a forgotten statistic to most ppl typing on phone my sis on on computer sry bout abbrv and errors open to talk more directly to anyone i feel a feeling of blisss i have not felt in years cell […]

Learn from the animals :
We are to die in due time, but not killing ourself.
We kill only when needed, to survive.

To a young, the parent licks to encourage them to go ahead, to explore, to learn the tricks of survival.
When dangerous snake is encountered, the parent nudges the young to avoid, or shows them the techniques to tackle.

In human, the parent often scares their young to fear without teaching.
Some parent even took care of everything, and just adopted the fear technique and leaving problems unsolved.
When the time due for one to be alone to deal with society, problems arised.
The basic survival […]

f you do not help the machine that is modern day society you get drugs that make you feel happy so you can be a mindless robot i really like an idea posted by lissypepper about a site people who arent blinded and brainwashed who dont want to give up. We should call the site the alternative or something along those lines if we commit suicide society frowns upon us because we just didnt have the strength, No its because we are not blinded and yet great souls fall every day such as Splinter may he r.i.p. Everybody is a great soul yet some authority […]

Relating in particular (to give this post something ‘real’ to relate to), to Mary Croft and her book. As for anyone to relate to this book, she needs to be speaking your ‘language’ and she is certainly speaking mine. However, where her language takes her seems somewhat of a dead end to me – either my spirit is soaring beyond even her limitations, or ‘my reality’ has a different conclusion. I’ll tell you what it is . . . . 

Like Mary, even as a child I saw the absurdities of life, but put it down to my being too thoughtful, or was too young to […]

and why are they ‘moderating’ them

and why are some comments moderated and others are not?

Thanks

why i want to and why i cant get over the hump

To everybody in this website,

I don’t know if this is a serious coincidence,
or it’s perhaps really true that my ‘energy’ has just drawn upon *something* very important to read!
I don’t know….I mean, I used to NOT believe completely about the ‘Law of Attraction’ (LOA) and ‘The Secret’ stuff, that basically talks about how everything we see in this world physically is really just a result of our MIND, the Energy.

But lo and behold,
I know that thorought my life I’ve actually experienced quite many ‘strange’ things/events that seems ‘too good’ to just be a ‘mere coincidences’ (and I would bet that all these […]

In particular I would like to say that I love the posts of both Lilah and Jakevaughn that were posted today. I feel exactly the same as both of you and saddened that I am unable to express it as well as you. I also read in another post, but I can’t find it now or remember the persons name, but they said that no-one can ever understand really what someone else’s life is like, even if they at some stage have had the same problem, the two people perceive those problems differently; as in each and every life is individual so you can never […]

If I make a comment to a post it goes into a holding bay until someone / something releases it, why is that?

I can understand why in some cases but it just made me laugh on here as what if someone posted that they need urgent help as they are about to blow their head off and I am reaching out to help them, wouldn’t that person assume no-one cares if there is no response? I posted a response to a post nearly an hour ago and it is still not showing (not that in this case it was urgent, but it could have been […]

I don’t really want to die, I just want to be able to live my own way. I don’t want to be forced to live this life that I have no choice whatsoever over. 

What I love about life: I love nature, I love the seasons, the river, laughing, talking with my friends, sleeping soundly, dreaming, and thinking deeply. To me, that’s all really  life should be about. There’s nothing wrong with me, except that I am literally forced to see all those things that I love about life as some kind of privilege that you have to deserve. You have to work hard in a job […]

In times past, I’ve talked to my friends and family about suicide, but it’s pretty rare now that I bring up the subject. I used to feel it was healthier than not talking about it, but it became apparent that generally people don’t believe someone will kill himself until after it happens. At which point people will exclaim, “Oh my God, I can’t believe he killed himself! I wonder why he did it.” So although prior to the suicide it was talked about and reasons were given, people are dumbfounded and confused.

Sometimes honesty can’t be appreciated at the time. I was a bit disappointed several […]

More often than not the most obvious answers are right under your nose, but mankind being what it is; prefer to complicate everything. It’s mostly to do with the ego why we do that. 

Human life on earth: This is a material world. The reason people either suffer here and see it as a life of hell, or those who prosper and flourish here, and see it as ‘God’s work’ is solely down to that one fact: It’s a material world. 

The ones who can prosper and flourish here can only do so by finding their enjoyment in the material things; this doesn’t necessarily mean money and […]

I know the word SUICIDE all too well now, for years I have looked back on my life and wonder why I still live. I used to try to end what some called life, but never did it work.

I was only 10 years old when I first had the thoughts and then tried. I was in my own demented hell, and could not see away out. Years would go on as I lived in a self induced coma. All emotions shut off!

At 13 years I was living on the streets, and that was way better then going home. If I went home I would not […]

Dear everybody,
my friends, a.k.a my fellow worthy and beloved human beings…

I want all of you here to please bare with me again for just about 5-10 minutes reading what I’ve found to be a sudden ‘eureka/revelation’ moment, thanks to actually vbenja’s thread that asks and ponder about “life” here http://suicideproject.org/2010/08/life-9/   (it’s amazing of how ‘connected’ we can be, if we *choose* to, isn’t it?…)

And without getting too long, I will start right-away of what I’ve found,
hopefully what I’m going to share here will also ‘connect’ with all your hearts, your innermost souls…..that truly makes us what “humans“.

Here it goes :

Have you (we […]