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off to the crazy doctor! weeeee!

by Remnant The Unbroken 5/14/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

No but really I’m having the worst anxiety attack right now. And to add to it my mother wants to come into the session with me so she can meet the doctor.Â Now, I don’t have a problem with that because that’s what we’ve normally done for the past 4 crazy doctors, I just hope she isn’t going to make me out to be a basket case that needs to be seen every day…since, well, I am getting worse.

Sorry, I just don’t know what to do anymore. It gets to the point where you’re fucked over one too many times and they say “keep your head […]

5/14/2014 5 comments

what a plummet

by Remnant The Unbroken 5/6/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

Don’t know what “set me off” but now I really don’t want to wake up tomorrow. Maybe God will answer me this time.

Until then I’m going to blast the fuck out of some angry music and hope night time rolls around quickly so everyone goes away and I can have my blade. Dammit what’s wrong with me

5/6/2014 8 comments

Why?

by Ifeelsoscared 4/25/2014

written by Ifeelsoscared

Why did you rape me? Why did you kill me? Why did I wake up again? Why did my heart start beating again? Why did you hurt me? When I was only 2 or 3 years old? I feel so sorry. I feel like it’s my fault. I feel like I should have been a better child and given you more. I am confused. I am scared. I suffered 18 years ofÂ a difficult timeÂ at home. And the problem was: My parents didn’t even know. They didn’t even realise what was going on. They didn’t even realise they were wrong. They thought they were good and […]

4/25/2014 2 comments

ranty rant

by Kalana 4/20/2014

written by Kalana

god I’m so fucking pissed off with my DHB; They expect us to pay through the nose in taxes and then won’t even give us the services we need!! WTF is this shit?!? and people ask me why I’m an anarchist… I don’t need the health of the majority dictating what sort of illnesses I get covered for!!! fucking idiots…. and then they act all suprised when we wan’t to kill ourselves! well DUHHH!!! USE YOUR BRAINS FUCKING DUMB PEICE OF SHIT POLITICIANS

4/20/2014 1 comment

Do it

by Terra 4/18/2014

written by Terra

It’s like I want to die but when I do something that puts my life in jeopardy I panic . its like in that moment when I have the chance to die I feel like I can’t do thi. And I think of every possible reason there is to live. Then something happens to me and I wish I did it and there is so much pain and I am angry. Why cant I do it?

4/18/2014 6 comments

Now or never

by deadflesh_has_noregrets 4/12/2014

written by deadflesh_has_noregrets

Cold blue steel
Pressed to my temple
I tremble some
this trigger has always been light

No tears will spill
for me, not for me
only anger for the mess
I will leave

A half-century of life
like trash in the wind
leaves me so angry

– that my old man didn’t jack off in the sink

4/12/2014 0 comment

escape or relief..i’d pick any

by pillarofsalt 4/6/2014

written by pillarofsalt

Lately, I’ve been becoming more and more angry about my situation at home(if I could, I would leave it but thats not an alternative due to factors like cops and getting a beatdown) It makes me so furious that I punch the walls in rage and just take out my blade and let it rip into my skin and after a few seconds, that blood flowing out, the release, the peace, the quiet within is an amazing feeling. It’s a temporary relief I know but which makes me think about running the blade down my jugular and taking the escape.

my BPD wont worsen, my temper […]

4/6/2014 0 comment

useless

by i dont even know 3/29/2014

written by i dont even know

I’m here, they’re here.
Where am I?

Invisible, alone.
Not heard, not seen, I don’t excist.

Quiet, all by myself.
Useless, can’t be heard.

Sad, angry, unimportant.
That’s what I am.

Lonely, can’t breathe.
Alone, without help.

Lost, never to be found.
In a place that never excisted.

3/29/2014 0 comment

just failing

by pillarofsalt 3/22/2014

written by pillarofsalt

over the past few months I’ve pretty much realized and accepted the failure that I am and that feeling inside me doesn’t go away. I’m sick and tired of it and each time all the expectations thatÂ are brought infront of me by my parents make me realize even more of the enormity of how badly I’m failing them. it kills me inside and each time I get these supposed wake up calls it makes me so angry inside and I cut myself and keep moving the blade over and over my first cut. I let the blood flow, see the trail and ponder over the […]

3/22/2014 4 comments

Angry beast

by Jombo 3/15/2014

written by Jombo

Does what I will describe ever happened or is happening to you?

At first of my depression, I was of course sad, hopeless, and in great pain. But as the years go, I keep those feel but it’s becoming more and more twisted. I feel this anger growing and I feel like in those moments I really am dangerous. I’m not a bad person but I can’t stand any more of the injustices, of people like us living one foot in the grave while other people have it all easy and painless. Laughing doesn’t feel sincere, it’s always with a part of bitterness. I can’t feel […]

3/15/2014 6 comments

Sober

by Andyrew83 3/12/2014

written by Andyrew83

A vast majority if my life as been spent sedate. Â This may seem like a bad thing. Perhaps it has stifled my coping mechanism. Either way the reality I the situation is this. when I was 16 I attempted Suicide. My parents foun me my stomach was pumped an I spent 9 weeks in the mental ward at the hospital, as long as another 5 months at a day treatment program. Truthfully at that time I wanted help. it seemed to me the more that I tried to use the services around me. The worse I really was, or the worse the people overseeing me […]

3/12/2014 0 comment

by Kallian 2/22/2014

written by Kallian

I felt fine almost all day. Somewhat normal, and able to handle things. Then I got home. Now I’m just extremely tired. I’m angry, at what I don’t know. I’m sad. I’m…me.

2/22/2014 2 comments

Anger

by sheddingtears 2/13/2014

written by sheddingtears

I don’t know why I’m gettin so mad. It’s not like something to get mad at, it’s the smallest things that make me go off into a loud yelling or scream. I have so much anger and I dont know why.

I get mad at my mom, dad, sister, and especially my friends. I love my friends but I’m starting to hate everything about them. It’s like I want to punch them in the face everyday.

I just feel angry and depressed. So ANGRY…

I feel like the devil is inside of me and taking over my body creating so much hate. Theres just so many things in […]

2/13/2014 2 comments

Monster

by gorette66 2/12/2014

written by gorette66

I’m angry and anxious 24/7. I think about killing people all the time. Usually the homeless; no one would miss them in their absence. Sometimes children–isn’t the world overpopulated enough? I hate what I’ve become. Even my cat isn’t safe. I feel like I’m losing my soul to madness.

2/12/2014 5 comments

I’m sorry about my earlier post.

by SurrealDeal 2/10/2014

written by SurrealDeal

I’m just bitter and angry. You guys didn’t leave me. I shouldn’t have taken it out on you. I’m sorry.

2/10/2014 10 comments

Semper Vigilans

by Soldier1861 2/9/2014

written by Soldier1861

I served in the Civil Air Patrol. And I was proud of it. Around December, my life dried up. I was around an Airman then. I was angry with myself. I was a total slacker, and was so lazy it infuriated me. I was a disgrace to my squadron, who was often considered the best in the state. The Â Disappointment in my own actions made me angry. I was alone. I have been since then. I. am. Dying on the inside. My stress limit has officially been destroyed. Help. Me.

2/9/2014 3 comments

More Skirt Wearing Girls Should Stand Over Vents

by fortunear 2/5/2014

written by fortunear

You. Yes, YOU! You need to blow off steam like an overworked, piston pounding engine about to explode. Do not bottle up your emotions, or they will shatter the container as if it was flung against the wall. You must air out your dirty laundry or it will make the house smell like the inner layer of an angry sumos diaper. Venting. It is a healthy necessary, natural process that everyone should exercise to prevent pent up anger, ulcers, tumors, stress, and a faithul re-enactment of call of duty in the park/office/or school. …Or is the idea of venting just a load of hot air?

It […]

2/5/2014 14 comments

Relief may come.

by mrpink 2/4/2014

written by mrpink

I am an Army veteran. I joined up to help people. I ended up getting hurt in the process. I am now out of the army and have a wife and child. I can’t stop thinking about the tour I done or the people I lost. I know I’m supposed to move on and care about my wife and child first and foremost, but, I don’t. I love them, but, I can’t feel for them like I guess i should. My thoughts are always focused on tour and I am often angry. I get so angry I scream. Sometimes I don’t even know why I’m […]

2/4/2014 11 comments

Is it wrong?

by dontknowanymore 1/22/2014

written by dontknowanymore

Is is wrong to want to hurt him the way he hurt me?
Is it wrong to want to take it all from him so he is left with nothing?
All the years, all my time, all my efforts.
All the pain, all the fears,
he took away, only to bring worse ones near.
My heart says i still love him.
My heart won’t let me hurt him.
But my mind, it’s going crazy.
How can I hurt him anyway?
I’m so confused and angry.
But not at him.
I’m angry at me.
I let this all happen.
I can’t hurt him..
And my heart, […]

1/22/2014 11 comments

It felt like nothing at first.

by .marie. 10/19/2013

written by .marie.

Anyone ever had something terrible done to them? I did. Police, doctors counsellors. Everyone was concerned. I wasn’t. Was I suppose to? I was upset sure, but everyone assumed I was suicidal, depressed, I was crazy, I needed help. Putting words in my mouth. Sure I was depressed I still am and was way before this, and sure I’m suicidal but I’ve been for a long time. This changed nothing. Or I though it didn’t. It was funny the first few months I acted like nothing happened. Everyone was concerned, and I was neutral to the whole thing. It never hit me. But as months […]

10/19/2013 0 comment

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