Is is wrong to want to hurt him the way he hurt me?
Is it wrong to want to take it all from him so he is left with nothing?
All the years, all my time, all my efforts.
All the pain, all the fears,
he took away, only to bring worse ones near.
My heart says i still love him.
My heart won’t let me hurt him.
But my mind, it’s going crazy.
How can I hurt him anyway?
I’m so confused and angry.
But not at him.
I’m angry at me.
I let this all happen.
I can’t hurt him..
And my heart, it breaks every day..
I guess it’s wrong to think this way.
It’s wrong to feel this way.
Loving him is wrong.
Staying is wrong.
But hurting him would be worse.
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I like how you asked a question then answered it correctly at the end 🙂 nice post
thanks for your comment. makes me feel a bit better
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You dont want to hurt the other person. It solves nothing. Hate is evil. Do not hate.
In the end, if you are a good person, you will hurt yourself more if you hate.
My ex is as bad as they come, she went out of her way to be as mean as can be.
However, I do not hate her.
I suggest you do not hate, but forgive.
I know what you mean. I have done nothing but forgive him. The hurt is what makes me want to be like him, but I can’t ever hate him or dislike him enough to be that way.
forgive others because YOU deserve to be in peace, not necessarily do the forgiven ones deserve it, but in the end it hurts ourselves more than anyone
Yes, I agree. even tho I am hurting regardless, I know I hurt more when I find myself trying to hold it against him. It might be a long time before I am ever at peace, but forgiving him makes it a little bit more attainable
yet sometimes the pain is the only thing real left to feel…
Yes, Purplepain. When everything else has failed you in life, it’s like at least you can still feel pain. Pain is always constant and keeps us aware of reality. Not sure what kind of music you listen to, but your comment reminds me of “Pain” by three days grace.
Pain without love, pain can’t get enough.. Pain I like it rough cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all.. (they rock)
I get really tired of feeling numb sometimes, feeling like a stranger to myself because I can’t even understand my own thoughts, that’s when I start feeling hopeless.. You know?
I want the pain to end sometimes, but sometimes it’s the only thing I/we have.
Yes i know all too well what you mean. I think the numbness is worse than any physical/emotional pain. For me, once you are numb it’s like thats the bottom…no more hope since really why would you care… At least with pain we have something to grasp. On another note, I actually got to see three days grace back in august, but it just wasn’t the same without adam. still awesome tho.