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Love is a ************.

by Black_Scorpio
written by Black_Scorpio

Ah, it’s not going better.. 7 days. 7 days without my best-friend and lover… 7 days..

I’m just 7 days without him and i can’t imagine more 80 years like that… Why we couldn’t just be happy?

You guys are speaking here about wish to die and so on, but i am sorry… i am hurted as hell and when i type here i feel like i talked with someone…

Now, when i don’t feel any anger, black minds and  so on – all i do is remembering our perfect moments..

And it’s not good, because im going back to suffer again. But the good thing i’m not blaming […]

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Almost Gone..

by tahnee_wisch27
written by tahnee_wisch27

I never understood why I would one minute be unbelievably happy and the next minute be crying for no apparent reason..
It all started on a Monday after school, which is another reason life had been unbearable. No matter where I went I was the school whore..or at least the freshman whore. But back to that Monday night, my cousin who’s also my best friend was over spending the night. We were picking out clothes to wear for the next day at school. Then my mom came home, she was obviously stressed and started yelling at me. Next thing I know we’re screaming bloody murder […]

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Almost Gone…

by tahnee_wisch27
written by tahnee_wisch27

I never understood why I would one minute be unbelievably happy and the next minute be crying for no apparent reason..
It all started on a Monday after school, which is another reason life had been unbearable. No matter where I went I was the school whore..or at least the freshman whore. But back to that Monday night, my cousin who’s also my best friend was over spending the night. We were picking out clothes to wear for the next day at school. Then my mom came home, she was obviously stressed and started yelling at me. Next thing I know we’re screaming bloody murder […]

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she is the only one to make me happy.

by eatmyheartout
written by eatmyheartout

just to get it out here,hey,i’m ricardo and i’m 15 years old(i know it’s pretty young)
i have been diagnosed with major depression about a month ago..
i had been heartbroken about 7 times by now and for the first time in my life i have found a girl who actually likes me for who i am,
at home i’m getting bullied for my appearance,i have a rather emo look..and my brothers can’t seem to handle me like a nomal person,
anyways,when i’m at home i don’t feel all too great,i have cut myself several times which i am not proud of,
my best friend […]

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Why I’m Depressed…

by Deepthoughts666
written by Deepthoughts666

Okay, So I’m 15 years old and my depression all started near the end of summer. It all started a few days after my girlfriend decided to take a break. Just for a week. I lasted about 2 days, Then I gave her a choice. Get back together or never be together again….She told me her friend said that she shouldn’t have to choose if I really loved her. Well She couldn’t have been anymore wrong. I went on with my normal day after that, Got high, ate, then chilled with some friends. After the high wore off I started feeling lonely. I then turned […]

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What a GOOD friend…

by diam0nd264
written by diam0nd264


Hey guyss! ive got something to tell you guys !!! 😀 you knoww true friends?? well i had one! she was called  Maude! one day she went to the princaple to tell on someone which was great because that dude was annoying everyone.. ANnyways!! when she told off him, some people started to hate maude and wanted to beat her up like hardcore! but i stood up for her! cause she was MY BEST FRIEND the girl that knew all my secrets and that was there or me to listen to me! i thought she wass a good friend.. i stood up for her while […]

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Cutting ties.

by Jakeke
written by Jakeke

I don’t know whats been going on lately. I’ve been feeling worse and worse. And it just feels like I’ve been cutting off everyone from my life even more, which I didn’t think was possible Not that I was a social butterfly to begin with, I have never invited someone over to the house and I detest parties so I don’t go to them. But lately its just been worse. I haven’t texted anyone in the last two weeks, haven’t seen or talked to anyone I call a friend in three weeks. I probably wouldn’t have said a single word if I didn’t speak to […]

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The Black Hole Beneath My Left Rib

by QuixoticNomad
written by QuixoticNomad

I lost the control that I’d maintained for so long…trauma…attempted suicide one day and the next…”saved” by my best friend…the loss of my best friend…I am collapsing into myself as I have destroyed my life and continue to destroy this moment and the next.

 

I look to people to talk with but all I see are names…all I can tell them is a story of self-pity.

 

I wish I didn’t tell me best friend I took 60 pills…

I wish I hadn’t told her anything…

I wish I had used a blade…

 

I wish I had the courage I did a year ago when I brought the handful of pills […]

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This is what they call “life”

by amandarl333
written by amandarl333

“To remain silent and indifferent is the greatest sin of all”- Elie Wiesel. This quote alone has been one of the most inspirational things to get me through my days, recently. Elie was a concentration camp survivor, and if he can get passed all of that, then I can get past a few horrible days, and don’t you know, I’ve had plenty of those.

When I was in seventh grade, I had a few friends who had been dealing with really abusive parents, for their whole life. I didn’t really know exactly what they were going through, because I never had experienced that before. I grew […]

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i dont know what to do with myself anymore

by itsmytimetogo
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i feel so depressed. especially because im at home. i dont have the one person i wish was with me. i saw her today(my best friend that is). my parents wanted me to go to the store with them, but this morning i told my mom i dont wanna go anywhere. and when they left i went right to her house. but i feel sooo bad for what did. i enable her. soo much. and i hate it. she is an addict. even though its hard for me to say that and it breaks my heart to know that. its true though. and i am […]

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LONELINESS

by indifferent
written by indifferent

im alone. i want to be alone all the time now for reasons i do not know. i want a new life, one where i can start over. i want to end it all, more than anything. i dont think there is help for me out there. the fact is i dont want help. all the help theyre going to give me is pills. im tired of taking pills to make me happy. i should be able to be happy without taking any kind of pills. im uncommonly depressed. my friend and family stay away from me. they act as if i have some contagious […]

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when bad things happen…

by itsmytimetogo
written by itsmytimetogo

so today was a long and bad day. started off a good day though. but i was arrested and charged with possession of drug paraphernalia, possession of weapon in school, possession of another students property (theft), and possession of lighters. this all happend in school. it sucked. i was in the deans office for like 4 hours. im gonna need to go to court, and i was suspended from school for ten days. might even get expelled. but i dont think i will. then i might need to go to rehab. so my life sucks even more now. i got a mugshot and finger printed too. […]

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I thought i was getting better.. but i still fall tonight.

by Shay
written by Shay

I thought i was doing so great. Love is my poison. Confusion is like a knife. The fact i only have guy friends and every girl i know hates me when i’ve done nothing to them.. it hurts. you feel alone. my first love has become a monster. I just recovered from self harm and suicide a month ago and now im falling again. i want to be strong but i feel like i want to take something burning hot to my arm. possibly attempt to bleed again. i feel like everyone just thinks im completely annoying. i let the simplest things get to me […]

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by Noodle12
written by Noodle12

Woah, hey guys, long time no see. What the fuck is going on champs.

So, this week is finals for the first semester. And god damn it it’s so annoying. I don’t mean just because of finals. I mean because of the people I have to deal with.

Of course I still like that girl in my drama class. I still don’t know what to do about her, and the semester is over and she’s in grade 12, so I’m more or less fucked in that situation. Believe me, I want to ask her out, but I have 24 hours to do it and no confidence. So […]

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I don’t know what to do…

by bryan1989
written by bryan1989

So, my problem may seem stupid to everyone, but its something that has been bothering me for a long time. My best friend… I guess former best friend and I have always fought since about a year after I met him (which was 4 years ago). We had a ton in common back then, and have changed since then and are pretty different now. However, we have always remained great friends minus the fighting all the time. Which, I may say, a lot of the fighting has been my fault as much as his. But, a few weeks ago, it got really bad. He started […]

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I think I need to talk to someone.. please..?

by thatdeadlesbian
written by thatdeadlesbian

I’m scared I’m going to lose the only thing that I love. The only thing I live for..
It’s like she’s slipping away and I can’t stop her from leaving me. I had a major freak out last night and cried till my lungs hurt. I can’t live like this knowing that my best friend/girlfriend  can just leave me alone and hurt at any time. I know she’s going to hurt me in the end. It’s sick. I’m sick.
All I want to do is die before she or anyone else can hurt me.

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my mermaid

by saddest-panda
written by saddest-panda

a dark hole .. falling down ..

i miss the days ..she  was around..

shes still here but the feelings are gone..

a kind of love that didnt last long..

before had no reson no life to hold on..

i has torn apart at the very bottom..

scars that would never be forrgotton..

i hope you know you where my only reson..

my only hope .. only smile to beleve in

and even though.. its true you where taken ..

i hope you know you gave me heven…

your by best friend.. i know you care..

you numbed the pain i could not bare..

only you coud give me laughter..

and .. i know that where not right together..

but […]

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Don’t Give Up

by ttelge
written by ttelge

I’ll get to the point. A last year, in the same week, both my girlfriend dumped me and my best friend since 3rd grade died. I had nothing. I attemped suicide twice. I’m still in severe depression. But that’s not what I’m here to say. It gets better. I’m slowly starting to come out of it after about a year and a half. GIVE IT TIME. GIVE IT TO GOD.

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suicidal rants aside,

by tphg
written by tphg

the plan: or how I put the coal in my xmas stocking to good use

I don’t feel much better today. I think my issue is more chemical than I realized. I went out with some friends last night for dinner and it was simply amazing. We had a great time, laughing and talking (i was high though; couldn’t face a human face without raising my mood from my suicide note mood).

I really want to quit smoking but, I remember too well what life was like before. It’s the same as it is now, only I’m ignorant of more things. I smoke and I notice […]

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my god/nothing satisfies – living the midas life

by tphg
written by tphg

I feel like breaking down into hysterical sobs but I can’t because I have some semblance of a life to lead.

I’m so shocked that I’m here again, depressed and feeling antsy. I’ve been recording a lot of material the last few days and it’s been wonderful; I feel so proud that I was able to complete so much in such a short period of time, especially since I was raised to procrastinate. I’ve been satisfying my “artists spirit” and the hours just float by. I get really bad hunger cramps because I’m so focused on my shit that I skip dinner. Things have been going […]

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