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anything i want

by raincloudz 3/25/2014

written by raincloudz

yes the world may be depressing and cruel.

yes people suck and will let you down, disappoint you, anger you, sadden you, and hurt you.

yes your own brain can become addicted to harmful substances and becomes astonishingly susceptible toÂ psychological diseases that shorten your lifespan and ruin your body.

yesâ€¦â€¦.other stuff!

but thank God for the internet. where i can buy, look up, read, research, watch and communicate with just about anything at the click of a button.

thank you God for giving me the chance to live in the 21st century. also thank you for booze (thats been around for BILLIONS of years).

3/25/2014 17 comments

Allow me to vent and don’t mind me

by BurstingBilrost 9/26/2013

written by BurstingBilrost

Fuck it.

Fuck myself, fuck everything.

I’m in a perpetual emotional tilt. Dazed and confused. Head spinning.

Legs shaking. Feel like smashing stuff.

I would be a calm guy, I would. IÂ am thatÂ guy. But have no choice anymore. I’m losing it.

There’s no choice. It all bullshit. Its in me and from the past. Its fatum.

Hey, I believed in peace and justice and all that. But seriously, if I had power, before abolishing this type of financial system, etc, I would FUCKING WHIP everybody first!

Just fucking burn, Just fucking burn.

All nonsense. I have nothing, nothing. Worthy men have died younger than me, so what the fuck? Why do I fucking […]

9/26/2013 1 comment

life’s not a gift

by rach 8/31/2013

written by rach

Life is not a gift.

It is a curse.

It is an evil thing.

Many of us living beings will not live humane lives, let alone happy ones

BillionsÂ ofÂ animals and people have been tortured to death in the history of this miserable planet……http://www.spiegel.de/international/zeitgeist/the-worst-ways-to-die-torture-practices-of-the-ancient-world-a-625172.html

And maybe one day we will be tortured to death too.

If only people would think on these things before they have children

And save their unborn children from entering this world.

8/31/2013 6 comments

How do you live when you feel like nothing exists? Like everything is really pointless because were all going to die anyway. Feeling like life has to be a joke…that things cant possibly work like this. Nothing ever lasts, every moment has already passed and theres not a thing you can do to get it back. And it all hurts so bad…that the very short moments you have…your sickness wont even let you enjoy, so you feel your just living to suffer, living just to hurt. Feeling like life has to be a joke that theres no way that your so alone with billions of […]

6/2/2013 4 comments

Suicide seems so convenient.

by sono_libero 1/31/2013

written by sono_libero

I have nothing to look forward to.

I have it all planned out.

It would work this time.

I have no friends.

It was confirmed yesterday.

Do you remember several weeks ago when I said that I hadnâ€™t killed myself because I was afraid of disappointing two people?

My art teacher and my track coach.

But I have ruined that now.

And I have disappointed both of them.

Neither of them have any particular interest in me anyways.

I have no idea what to do with my life.

No one to help me.

No one who genuinely cares.

No one who has said that they love me in a long, long time.

It would be so easy.

Easy and […]

1/31/2013 3 comments

A philosophical question

by Engie 11/29/2012

written by Engie

OK, I have a question. Yesterday, im-worthless made a post called “The other side” asking what people thought about the afterlife. I responded saying no one knows, but there is no logical reason based on what we do know about consciousness to think it’s anything other than eternal oblivion.

Now, I’m sticking by what I said then. That said, this does raise a number of other philosophical questions that have really been troubling me for years.

I’m very evidence minded, and I find the believability of a claim is closely linked to the strength of the evidence supporting it. If there is no evidence for something, it […]

11/29/2012 9 comments

The Mirror

by Gumpy 10/30/2012

written by Gumpy

The mirror, the enemy of us all. I just stared. I looked at my ugly image and cried. Why am i so imperfect? i can’t bare it. Every inch of me theres some strange.. imperfection. If you asked what was wrong with me, i’d make a list of billions of things. “You’re not pretty, you are WORTHLESS!” i say to myself. I feel somewhat selfish writing this post, but i just want it to let me and everyone else know i hate myself, i bully myself. i’m not always in the mood, but i try to keep my mind off things. Watch something funny, eat […]

10/30/2012 12 comments

blue screen of death

by DannyWolf 7/23/2012

written by DannyWolf

somebody please talk me out of killing myself tonight. im sitting in front ofÂ my pills ready to o.d for the second time, only this time i know exactly how much i need to take to die. please nobody say “oh the world needs you, youre beautiful and unique and special”. because no im not. not at all. im caucassian. there are billions. i can sing. so can thousands. i have nothing to offer the world. everyone who knows me knows that. so without the cliches, PLEASE somebody talk me out of this…..

Have a good one,

Danny

7/23/2012 9 comments

I’m Going To Kill Myself Tonight….

by DannyWolf 7/23/2012

written by DannyWolf

im going to kill myself tonight. im just finished. i cant cope anymore. too muchÂ has gone wrong for too long and my body and mind are so tired. i cant deal with being sad and cutting all the time anymore. iÂ need relief. i need to feelÂ at peace again, and the only way to get that release is death.Â nobody can convince me otherwise. and i dont want people saying im selfish either, because guess what i dont have anyone that loves me anymore and i certainly wont be missed. i dont want that “youre special and unique” BULLSHIT either. cuuuuuz guess what, no im not! billions […]

7/23/2012 3 comments

sick and tired of being sick and tired

by k4s9b3 7/10/2012

written by k4s9b3

I’ve always wanted to die, ever since I was a child, I have no idea why. When I was a child and I believed in god, I prayed not to wake up the next day. And yet, I had a normal childhood. It seems that I have a tendency towards depression. Well, the years have passed and I imagined killing myself in so many ways that I can’t even remember them all. Now I’m all alone but I’m fine with loneliness, in fact, I think I want to be alone. I’m sick and tired of this crazy world and all the people, I want a […]

7/10/2012 1 comment

Old writing pt 2

by Wolfenstein666 5/31/2012

written by Wolfenstein666

According to experts you have a mental illness if: 1) You have “gross and persistent irresponsibility for social norms, rules and obligations(Antisocial Personality Disorder) 2) Actively refuses to comply with majorities – Requests or consensus supported rules -Argues often(Oppositional Defiance Disorder) It is sad how its not really your life, you are not free to live how you choose, society expects things even though it is your life. You are expected to : Get a job, get married, follow all laws,have kids,contribute to society. I just want to live for myself and do what I want to. Its sad how you are supposed […]

5/31/2012 3 comments

Two more days, Then I fade.

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax 4/26/2012

written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

Oh my it’s almost here. I can’t stand the intensity of this fear..It’s almost here, the end is so very near. I am scared, I am worried. I should have of never hurried. I just rushed my own death, right when life was at its best. Gosh,Â I messed up so bad..Now the world around me is ever so sad.. They know its the end, i had to tell them.. They are my family, my life..They have been here throughout all this pain and strife..They saved me many times, but they can’t save me now…Out of the billions of words they could have said when I […]

4/26/2012 1 comment

Why do I bother?

by Mrs.Negative 4/1/2012

written by Mrs.Negative

EDIT: Â My only thought was dying, I really didn’t consider the feelings of the person that would be driving the vehicle (obviously). I’m sorry. Â I’ll come up with something else then.

I haven’t eaten in a while, I mean, why bother to when I’m just going to die anyway. I thought long and hard about how to do it, I’m just not sure how much of an accident it will look like. No one is to know I’m doing it on purpose, that I want to die. That will only complicate things if I fail and end up in some hospital with a couple of broken […]

4/1/2012 4 comments

How Do I [Title] Depression?

by semicharmdlife8 6/22/2009

written by semicharmdlife8

I’m new here. But I’m not new to the concept. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of cutting. I’m tired of pulling my hair out in frustration. I’m tired of being hated. I’m tired of walking into a room and wanting to run out for fear of people thinking I’m crazy or annoying.

I hate me.

I’m a 19 year old girl in college persuing an astrophysics and math double major. Yeah, I know. Same reaction I get from everyone. “Do you have some sort of death wish!?” If they only knew the truth in that question.

I’m not going to list the reasons that I feel sorry […]

6/22/2009 4 comments