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by One Million Masks 7/1/2015

written by One Million Masks

Caught
In a rut, in a strut
In always having rotten luck
In parading around, no end to be found
To always letting myself get cut
And burned
By the same old things

Caught
In a lie, by and by–
In the absence of cut and dry
It’s easier to smile and avoid their eyes
Than to let loose the truth I have no name for,
No cage for

Caught
In a lack if words
Between maybe wanting to be heard
And a need to never be seen again,
A wish to hide away from the world

Caught
With a snap, in a trap,
Falling into the ancient […]

7/1/2015 2 comments

Sing me to sleep

by Sammi6xoxo 6/30/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

Just to feel someone next to me
To hear a soft and steady breathing
Someone who knows what I’m feeling
And refuses to leave me hurting
Through the doctors visits and meds
Through countless hospital beds
Through things I should have never said
And the times I wish I was dead

Please sing me to sleep
My heart will be yours to keep
Just sing to me a lullaby
And kiss away the tears I cry

To feel your hands on me
And know you never planned to leave
Through the illnesses that plague me
And all I really wanted to be
Through all of my broken […]

6/30/2015 10 comments

Love…

by Rotted_Flesh 6/30/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

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“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.””

6/30/2015 3 comments

Can’t stand to live, but afraid to die. Nothing gets better.

by AnonymousRabbit 6/25/2015

written by AnonymousRabbit

I feel so empty, broken, sad, lonely, etc. The list goes on with negativity upon myself. I have always been a sad, negative and lonely person deep down. But I find as I get older the worse it becomes, the worst I become. I find myself tumbling into a deep depression. Each time its harder to snap out of. I hate to wake up everyday. I have no motivation towards anything anymore. I just want the day to be over, sleep it away because I feel jailed by my own misery.

I often think of the reasons I should live and there are little to […]

6/25/2015 2 comments

Fix Me

by Katki 6/22/2015

written by Katki

I am broken

And there is nobody

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JI-o25K6B-E

6/22/2015 3 comments

Cutting

by Mundane 6/22/2015

written by Mundane

“Why do you cut?”

Because I can’t take the pain inside me. Physical torment is better than emotional suffering or mental burdens.

“Why do you cut?”
Because I can focus on something other than my broken spirit.

“Why do you cut?”
Because when I see myself bleed, and feel the warm blood, I know that the cold I feel is not real.

“Why do you cut?”
Because it hurts so much but I don’t want to hurt them back.

“Why do you cut?”
Because it makes me feel better.

Why do I cut, you ask.
Because this is the only way to continue this farce of living.

6/22/2015 1 comment

I love her I need her

by onesadman1101 6/12/2015

written by onesadman1101

I love her I need her so much she’s my everything and she left. I can’t get her back and I now I have no purpose. She stitched this broken man back together and then tore out the staples leaving me more broken than before but I need her so badly

6/12/2015 5 comments

10 poem

by alonelybird 6/8/2015

written by alonelybird

Above the lofty heights
You see me and my broken wings
Am I going to jump again?
Will today be the day I finally fly?
Nay, never again will I
Today is the day that I die
Soaring free
I cannot sleep
I close my eyes
But I can still see the stars
In front of me In waves
Colours so pretty
Just like the memories
Of your face
Feathers float away
Down into the deep
The unforgiving grey
Shall I follow down?
Down into these depths
I can’t see
All I have are these
These painful memories

6/8/2015 0 comment

my old self

by worthless_loser 73 5/24/2015

written by worthless_loser 73

Haven’t posted in a long time. Been busy making preparations for my next (hopefully last) attempt at ending it all. Lately have had time to only read a few posts and leave a comment or two.

I was thinking earlier how long it has been since the last time I can remember being myself. Not this broken down version I have become. The old me. The real me. The human me. Not the zombie I have been the last year.

Those of you that have followed my posts, know my story well. My ex-fiancée and her kids abandoned me and erased me from their lives. She went […]

5/24/2015 12 comments

everyone leaves eventually

by lost_hopeless27 5/24/2015

written by lost_hopeless27

Everyone I know left…those who don’t will eventually do…everyone does…everyone leaves eventually it’s just a matter of time before they get tired of telling you that you’re going to be better or even things will be alright…they can’t stand being with someone who lost too much in their life…they can’t stand knowing that words are just not enough to help someone like mesk…so one who is broke into a million piepieces and having the broken pieces shattered by those who I thought wouldn’t leave…in the end all you can think of is that all of them are better without you…because just face the fact…in that […]

5/24/2015 3 comments

I’m …

by _SuicidalSilence 5/19/2015

written by _SuicidalSilence

… too Scared of life, to carry on,

… too Useless for everyone, they all want me gone,

…too Impossible to love, too impossible to care,

… too Confused in this broken land, for me there’s no one there,

… too Invisible for everyone, they think I’m bore,

… too Damaged at heart which they tore,

… too Emotional, I can’t live anymore…

5/19/2015 1 comment

somethings broken

by kenreglife 5/17/2015

written by kenreglife

Every since i was little i have had this feeling of something being missing or broken inside. Elementary school was okay because i wasn’t self aware enough to understand what i felt. I cried every day of middle school because i was weird poor and ugly and everybody i liked hated me. Writing that sounds so over dramatic but i think thats one of my problems too. I feel things so deeply. I dont know if its deeper than others but love and hate and sadness consume me when i feel them. I start operating off feelings and logic goes out the window. High school […]

5/17/2015 2 comments

What is Life? Part 1

by QuietlyBleeding 5/16/2015

written by QuietlyBleeding

What is life? Is it what we believe it to be? Is there a god? Is there evil? Why do i hate myself? Why do i hate life?……well i will answer every question that everyone has without knowing the specific questions. In order to understand what I’m about to write, you need your thinking caps turned on and tuned up all the way, and you must keep an open mind. I’ve eaten from the forbidden fruit of knowledge and I’m sharing the truth. God doesn’t exist and hell is life. I will use common sense, logic, and science and actual facts to prove everything…..in order […]

5/16/2015 3 comments

Why is it so hard for ppl to love you the same way you love them?

by alliwantislovenhappiness 5/16/2015

written by alliwantislovenhappiness

I’m 33 and I have felt unloved my entire life. My family doesn’t think Im good enough. My dad called me a screw up a loser n that I’ll never amount to anything. And no man will ever love me. I have been in love with a man (my sons father) for 10 yrs. yes he cheats. Yes he’s living with his daughters mother but still is wanting to be with me. I am naive. I have never felt love like I have felt from him. I trust him I adore him I stood by him thru think n thin. He helped me become better. […]

5/16/2015 10 comments

I’ve reached my breaking point, I’m broken.

by DVjay 5/16/2015

written by DVjay

The demon in my head just keeps getting louder every day. It’s to the point where everything around me is tuned out and he is all I can hear. I cant silence him. I’m at the point where im ready to listen, I just want peace. Ive chosen antifreeze and gatorade combo. Ive done thorough research and believe this is the best method for me. I only want peace.

5/16/2015 6 comments

I hope you’re happier now L.

by alonelybird 5/14/2015

written by alonelybird

I wanna make you
Feel less blue
Because maybe then I wouldn’t feel that way too
I wanna hold you tight
Tell you it’ll be alright
Coz we’re together
Now and forever

That’s a poem I writ for my girlfriend when we were still going out(we’re broken up now though). I was too negative for her so she left.

5/14/2015 3 comments

by dsmith 5/9/2015

written by dsmith

Just watching the sand trickle down the glass. Feels like time is short. I’m not afraid anymore. There’s not even any anticipation. Just a feeling of inevitable fact. Like punching in on a time clock, knowing you’ll be punching out on that same time clock shortly. Just a perpetual circle that is fated to be broken. Maybe I will be back, maybe I won’t. Either way, will it even matter. Going to try to ride out the next few days and attempt to ignore the eternal fishing pole that is calling my name. It’s getting harder and harder to drown out and I know I’ll […]

5/9/2015 2 comments

too weird to live

by Hunter s 5/7/2015

written by Hunter s

Obviously my name isn’t hunter s, but he is a man i admire and whose writing has helped me immensely through the years. i should start by saying that i’m not here to write my suicide note. not yet at least. i’m here because i’m broken. i have almost nothing left to lose (i say almost because i’m still alive, sort of..) and no reason to live but no reason to die. I’m here because my heart is broken the venom from all the shit people i call friends and family has been building up and burning my insides for so long that its finally […]

5/7/2015 1 comment

Feigning emotion

by ceaseless_echo 5/2/2015

written by ceaseless_echo

In conversation, I constantly have to guess what emotion I’m supposed to feel, then try to act it out as best I can. I’m very afraid of being discovered in my callousness and indifference. When something bad happens, it’s scary to think that someone might find out how little I feel for others in their misfortune. Joy, of course, is completely absent.

When others are feeling emotion it seems like a curious and alien thing to me now. It’s like watching someone perform a physical feat of strength that I’ll never be able to do. I used to feel emotion in a normal way, but I […]

5/2/2015 6 comments

I feel broken and flawed

by buttqeef 5/1/2015

written by buttqeef

Everything that can be wrong with a person, is wrong with me. I’m a negative, bitter, asshole, shit-talking, coward piece of shit. I fucking hate myself. I dream of the day I die. I’d kill myself now but I’m the only child, I can’t do that to my parents. I’m a pathetic, lazy ***** that never learned to develop work ethic. I’m useless as fuck. People look at me like I’m an outcast. That awkward weirdo. I have no friends left, I’m lonely as fuck. I want to die so bad.

5/1/2015 3 comments

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