Home Tags Posts tagged with "Death"
Tag:

Death

I’m sorry

by hooded_girl
written by hooded_girl

I’m sorry, mom

I’m sorry, dad

I’m sorry, friends

I’m sorry, Family

I’m sorry, body

I’m sorry, mind

I’m sorry, teachers

I’m sorry, voice

 

I have failed all of you at one point… or every day.

Mom: I’m sorry I am not like my brother, I’m not made of gold and jewels. I am not skinny, smart, good looking, or good at anything. I am sorry I am failing school, I am sorry you are embarrassed to call me your daughter. I am sorry that you are ashamed to be in public with me because I am not thin like all the other girls. I am sorry I don’t do make-up and my hair, […]

Continue Reading
2 comments
0 Email

Painful Reminders

by Shadowknite
written by Shadowknite

So, it’s the end of a terrible spring break. Last week, a kid in my class began making fun of Death, like it was something casual. He asked my closest friend if she “wanted to die”. She of course replied no, but he replied with “I think you’re lying”. I told him not to joke around about Death, cuz some people have bad memories with it. He flipped out on me, saying it was natural and nothing can stop it. Now, he had heard about my friend, and how she died in front of me, thanks to me, but he obviously didn’t care. It’s hard […]

Continue Reading
6 comments
0 Email

Closer Than Ever

by midnightsilences
written by midnightsilences

I think the root of the problem is that I haven’t got a reason to live.

Everybody else does, for everybody’s got that one special someone, special hobby, or special band. Sure, I listen to some bands and I have a few friends and hobbies, but it’s never enough.

Let me tell you something; being depressed, it’s obvious. There is a kid in my math class, and he often asked if I was depressed and suicidal and gave me hugs all of the time. Keep in mind that this kid is rather odd and dramatic. Most people just think him annoying, but I was fairly decent friends with […]

Continue Reading
2 comments
0 Email

dancing with death

by valerieandmargarita
written by valerieandmargarita

9510_611112785614433_229764164_n

I am new here. I have read about your feelings and I decided to share mines with you.
Sorry, about my English… I am trying to improve, so any mistake that you find out, feel free to correct me – that is how I learn, isn’t it?
I also have my own blog – if you want to visit and comment I will appreciate your kindness – http://daysofwonders.blogspot.pt/

// March 19th //
Forget all about the motivational sentences. Forget them for your own good, because when the […]

Continue Reading
0 comment
0 Email

FML…

by suicidal_chick
written by suicidal_chick

wow… i failed once again and im back in the hospital…i dont remember how i got here. All i remember was taking a bottle of pills and then trying to drown myself… then i wake up in the hospital. I remember hearing screaming but then i blacked out again. Next time i need to make sure that door will STAY CLOSED. I wish they had never found me. I wish i was dead. I dont want to be here anymore. Im sick of getting teased all the time. Im sick of guys using me. Im done with them fucking with my feelings. I WANT […]

Continue Reading
14 comments
0 Email

Self Harm ( Part 1)

by Alonewaitingwishing
written by Alonewaitingwishing

My wrist lifelessly dangled off the edge of the porcelain tub; a stream of red tracing the lines on my hand. A pool of crimson waited below. The bath water looked like a distilled merlot. I lay silently, salty tears racing down my face. My mascara sat idly under my eyes tired of running. With the little will I had left, I turned my head to look at the self inflicted mutilations. The word “ Help” was carved into my soft, white, flesh. Under that, “Save ME” screamed for some attention, fresh blood still dripping down from the bottom of the E. My head jolted […]

Continue Reading
18 comments
0 Email

My Life So Far

by iliveinsidemyhead
written by iliveinsidemyhead

Hey,

So this is my story of my Depression and search for help.

I live in London and when I made the transition to year 7 it was very hard for me as I’m not great at changes and my aunt died of cancer recently, so I started seeing the school councillor. So it was all going well and helping with the death of my aunt, but after about two year when I was in year 9 another of my aunts died this time it affected me hugely so my mood dropped, so with this I started self harming. So I kept up with the self harm. […]

Continue Reading
5 comments
0 Email

××Easy Way to Die

by SuicideIsForTheSimple
written by SuicideIsForTheSimple

Here’s a easy way to die, Simply follow the instructions below:

Kill your intentions to die.

+++please read+++++

Here’s a opportunity …

You are what, all young teenagers mainly and what are your reasons for suicide?

You have been given life and you want to take it away for what? Don’t reply some bullshit or make it much more dramatic to gain other sympathy.

Heck, when I was young I wanted to commit suicide because I couldn’t speak to my significant other cause I was grounded for what seemed like a lifetime!

Or the time where I lost my best friend in a embarrassing highschool moment, shamed infront of what felt like […]

Continue Reading
17 comments
0 Email

I think I’m insane…

by songbird29
written by songbird29

1. So recently a girl who I saw at school for five months was killed… We hadn’t spoken in eight months…. I don’t know what to do. She was so bright and when ever I was around her I felt like it was okay to be myself because she was so accepting of me. Unlike other people in my past. But now she’s gone and I don’t know what to do. She was so beautiful and so amazing. I miss her so much and all I can say is heaven gained a beautiful angel that will be missed dearly.

2. I FREAKING RELAPSED! I hate […]

Continue Reading
1 comment
0 Email

Why?

by H0peless Wanderer
written by H0peless Wanderer

I’m not sure what I really expect anymore.
A couple months back, September to be specific, I found myself in a hole. You know it, the black abyss that you stare at day in and day out. The one that never seems to end. I had been looking into, getting lost in the darkness for too long. Years have past since I can actually remember being happy for a full 24hrs. It seems so surreal to even imagine I used to have fun.
Anyways, I tried to take my life. I really tried… pills, alcohol, the whole deal. Fortunately or unfortunately ( I haven’t decided […]

Continue Reading
2 comments
0 Email

Is it just me or do a lot of people lie to themselves about getting older?

by Snake5422000
written by Snake5422000

I mean, if you wanna test this then go to google and type in “life gets more boring as we get older,” and you’ll see the never ending train of geriatrics coming on talking about “well life is getting better for me.” In old age, either, you’re health goes or you become a slave to keeping it up. The older you get, the less physically active you can be anymore. You can’t eat what you want anymore, stay up as long as you want anymore, catch a buzz anymore, you may not even be able to fucking get laid anymore. Sure, if you can afford […]

Continue Reading
10 comments
0 Email

i don’t want to do anything anymore i just want to die

by bunnygirl
written by bunnygirl

hello everyone

i have quit public high school, i am now being home schooled.

i am already regretting everything. on the bus i have realized that most of the time i will be alone now, with all of my thoughts.

i think that i should just kill myself already

everything is so stressful and my mom and dad drink everynight and i feel like cutting again.

i think i am going to have a break down AGAIN  but.. iknow if i do i am positive my mom will send me to the hospital, she almost did last time.

i just want to die.

i want to be killed.

Continue Reading
1 comment
0 Email

The Pain Of Battle

by DarkWeasley
written by DarkWeasley

Life is a battle that we all must eventually lose. Each and every one of us is constantly at war. Fighting for survival. Some have a more difficult battle to fight and some lose before they’re ready…

I guess what I’m saying is that life is difficult. There are so many risks. People die everyday… A lot of people. Death is a part of life. It’s inevitable, but sometimes it comes too soon. The lives of peoples children, peoples mothers or fathers are taken every day without a choice. And here I am… Wanting to throw it away… and for what? What would I benefit from killing […]

Continue Reading
1 comment
0 Email

Greetings From A Teenage Nutcase

by DarkWeasley
written by DarkWeasley

I’m new to this, so how do I begin? How does one simply begin to tell their story? Perhaps I’ll wait. Share little by little. My story is too long anyway… And it’s probably really boring.

I guess I should introduce myself, huh?
I’m Ciara, I’m Irish and I’m 15. What more can I say? Should I go into detail here?

I guess I could tell you a little about myself and about why I’m here.

I’m a writer. Obviously not a professional one. I mean… I am only 15… And I’m pretty terrible at writing. But I enjoy it. That’s all that matters, I guess. When I […]

Continue Reading
19 comments
0 Email

ADHD saved my life. at least for now.

by AestuoCauda
written by AestuoCauda

I’d rather not get into the “drama” about why I was wanting to die but i will say what put it to a stop, at least for the time being. I didn’t want to end my life by my own hands, first of all. I just wanted death, not suicide, but death by any means I could think of. But the more and more I tried to think of ways i could die without it truly having it been seen as suicide, my mind just started wandering to other things. No super important “life changing discoveries”, no mind shattering “realizations”, none of those last minute […]

Continue Reading
7 comments
0 Email

Nothing is real.

by DiedLongAgo
written by DiedLongAgo

I suppose this is one of my main reasons as to why I want to kill myself. About seven years ago I came to the realization that everything that I perceive as real could just be a creation of my mind, with no way of proving or disproving it. Because of this, I haven’t had any will to live in nearly a decade. I am convinced that this will sooner or later be the death of me, after all, it eliminates any guilt about committing suicide, as well as any fear of death or dying. This way of thinking has affected me so drastically that […]

Continue Reading
4 comments
0 Email

Death is normal isnt it?

by catwardude
written by catwardude

death I don’t fear life is a pain ive dragged on too long death I think I almost embrace it like its not something to be scared of I just wanna wrap my arms around it cause its a part of life I wouldn’t be missed so why not sped up the process and help death realize its dream to just kill me cause if it doesn’t I will kill myself like whats the point if u have no one every walks out of your life at the time u need it the most im tired of all the pain im afflicted by it hurts […]

Continue Reading
1 comment
0 Email

Recovery is no longer an option.

by DiedLongAgo
written by DiedLongAgo

I am 19 years old, have been suicidal for about 11 years, and seeing therapists for 7 or 8. I have also tried several different antidepressants with no results. It seems that it has gotten to the point where I just don’t do anything anymore, and frankly, I’ve become a complete waste of space. My parents and entire family have given up on me for the first time in my life, and I suffer from thoughts relating to solipsism non-stop. I am at the point where committing suicide is all that I care about, to the point where I would get rid of anything in […]

Continue Reading
4 comments
0 Email
Newer Posts
Older Posts