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Depression Anxiety

continuation of things i dislike sorry im going crazy i need to get this out

by idunno 10/1/2012

written by idunno

im panicking just let me get this out

(i dont mean for anyone to take these things too personally, i just need to share..)

i might come across really negative, dont let it effect you… im really a good person)

please feel free to give me some suggestions to add to the list, i’d really appreciate any feedback

i hate the doctors office

i hate cards (birthday, greetings….theyre so corny

the dentist

the phrase “how are you” and the conforming answer”well, thanks, yourself?”

hate how there’s little options as to what you get in life.

perfume

i hate how i have to lie to myself by thinking positively

i hate how i wanna runaway but i […]

10/1/2012 0 comment

I want to be ………?

by Unique 9/21/2012

written by Unique

What do you want?

Life can be very difficult, I know how bad it can get, The pain of losing someone is second to none. If you know that pain then i am truly sorry for you. How about that I’m starting to tear up in a public internet cafe inÂ Delhi, and i already kind of stick out!!

Things that have helped me, I mediated three times a day, it is an amazing stress release and it helps me loads, I try to surround myself in friends and new people. Do not hide away, sometimes you need to be alone, but do not linger, loneliness breads depression […]

9/21/2012 4 comments

Left Behind… – My struggles with Depression and Social Anxiety

by kthxbai2u 7/28/2012

written by kthxbai2u

This is a sad story of a now 26 year old man who was “Left Behind” by everyone. I am sorry, it is a bit long, but I respectfully put it all in one post. If you have these same problems, read this. Especially if you are currently in school.

For those of you who don’t know, I have Depression, Social Anxiety Disorder, and ADD. This story revolves around how I believe that the public schools I went to are responsible for plaguing me with this third disorder – whichÂ doesn’tÂ help the depression one bit.

Way back in grade school (jk-grade6) I was having issues with ADD. So […]

7/28/2012 2 comments

I’m kira, and this is MY story.

by NoOneSpecial666 7/26/2012

written by NoOneSpecial666

I am 16 years old. I am not welcome into my own home. I have always been an outcast my whole life. I’m a freshmen.
I play sousaphone in marching band.
I am on depression, anxiety and scizo meds.
My best friend got in a car wreck and died.
My mom tells me I’m useless, I’m nothing.
I write poems. I’m put down for them.
a total of 10 friends of mine have killed themselves.
I’m too fat to eat…I’m 197 pounds. I don’t eat.
I cut myself a lot. I have tried suicide.
And i have a therapist. She doesnt help.
i am […]

7/26/2012 3 comments

That Lie about how things get better… they don’t.

by Age 36 6/16/2012

written by Age 36

I wish I had killed myself when I was 16. It’s been 20 years of regret. Diagnosed with clinical depression, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, PMDD, traits of OCD, and a horrible eating disorder which has ruined my life. At age 36, I’m living a life I never wanted. I thought I’d be married by now, own property, and enjoy a prosperous career. None of which has happened. I made a horrible career choice by becoming a teacher, and have hated myself for it for the past 11years. I fake it at work. Put on that professional face. The truth is, I hate every aspect of […]

6/16/2012 7 comments

Torement.

by Empty_Soul 6/14/2012

written by Empty_Soul

Severe clinical depression, anxiety disorder.. Cutting, 2 failed attempts. I have felt lost, hopeless, disconnected from life and it’s surroundings. Everything and everyone I’ve ever know has left me alone. I feel so confused. I believe I don’t have purpose anymore and I don’t know how to fix it. Many thoughts of another attempt plague my mind. I’ve had terrible luck with women in my life. I found this site and I knew I needed to get this off my chest. I would like to know if anyone can relate to me .. And if you guys/ girls want to know more about my […]

6/14/2012 2 comments

I don’t care anymore.

by kittyfish99 6/14/2012

written by kittyfish99

Depression, social anxiety, idk what else. I cut, I’m lost and hopeless, living on the thought that life amuses me a little.. killing myself would mean I don’t get to be “entertained” anymore. Entertained… more like watching a miserable world do it’s thing. I don’t even feel like me, I feel like someone outside of me, watching in. I don’t care to much anymore.. but I hate attention, I hide everything, that’s all I really care about anymore, is getting away. I’ve lost hope, I don’t know about my future, which everyone pressures me on that I should know.. I don’t know, I’m done trying […]

6/14/2012 0 comment

Hey all

by blackamethyst 4/5/2012

written by blackamethyst

Hi. Vlad here. Sometimes I go by Rory. I’m part of a multiple system. Depression. Anxiety. Aspie. No gender identity, tend to present as femme for ease of moving in society. I’m giving you these labels so you have an easy image of me, not to make me seem special. I’m counting down roughly 30 days (maybe a little more) until I graduate, celebrate with my family, and die. So, yeah. That’s me. Nice to meet you all.

4/5/2012 1 comment

I hope I die

by KittyNeedsHelp 2/22/2012

written by KittyNeedsHelp

I hate my life. I hate my school. I hate everything that’s been going on. I cut everyday because I hate myself. Nothing helps. I hope I get shot. I hate life. I’m tired of my depression and anxiety. I constantly think about suicide. I need seriouse help. I really want to die

2/22/2012 2 comments

Feeling a Force Against Me

by chr75751 2/12/2012

written by chr75751

Can’t believe I’m posting here. Thought I was over all of this. I’m 42 now. Lifetime of depression, anxiety, anorexia, and bulimia. I had gotten to a point where I had left a bad marriage, bought my own car, own house, raising my child, and held a full time very difficult job. I decided to change shrinks 1 week ago who suggested I do “talk therapy.” I went to 1 apt and have essentially fallen apart since that apt. This was totally unexpected. Apparently, I’ve been trying to hold everything together all these years…just keep going, just keep going, and follow the routine is what […]

2/12/2012 4 comments

Near the Break Point where coping is tough

by golfer1 2/11/2012

written by golfer1

I tried to invest my 401k myself (some say gambled) and lost allot and now I cannot retire. I lost my job and my wife diagnosed with cancer could not get healthcare except Cobra which ends soon. I did get a job recently and my wife should get healthcare if all goes well. My son has two DUI”s with drugs will go to jail at a young age. I am having terrible depression anxiety coping over the 401k money loss as I could end up penniless if the new job does not go well whereas I could have retired today or just had […]

2/11/2012 3 comments

can’t get it together

by tphg 2/10/2012

written by tphg

personality keeps splintering, can’t choose a way to be, it’s tiring carrying on multiple faces. What am I talking about? Am I insane. I laughed when I read daniel radcliffe was drunk during a bunch of the harry potter scenes; i laughed to tears. Addicitve personalities man.. i started back drinking coffee again, appetites completely gone, was doing so good eating naturally.. had chocolate this morning after 2 months off.. was doing so well

i was set on not coming back here ever, set on trying harder to be positive, but even then I knew that it was the lingering buzz of the nights events still […]

2/10/2012 1 comment

Topography of life

by jlb462606tol 2/7/2012

written by jlb462606tol

Check out my blog of journal entries threw my struggles with depression anxiety along with heroin addiction to try and stop the pain. I keep my journal raw and for all to see . No one in this forum is alone !!

Http://www.jlb462606.blogspot.com

2/7/2012 0 comment

Hello Friends, here’s a positive story

by Lobob 2/1/2012

written by Lobob

I’ve never posted here, but I’ve been a lurker for the past 3 or 4 months. I’m currently 18 and two months ago I was put into an intensive outpatient program for depression/anxiety. I was prescribed Wellbutrin and was discharged after 6 weeks. The week after I got discharged I began to have grim thoughts, thoughts that are so grim that I actually made a noose and hung it in my house and made a suicide notes. For 3 nights, I would go and put the noose on and decide whether I would jump off the table and kill myself or not. Obviously I chose […]

2/1/2012 2 comments

Gay and Devastated

by sad_gay 4/5/2009

written by sad_gay

Hey everyone…..I’m 19 years old this year, and I’m a gay boy.

Being gay isn’t easy at all as I’ve always been the black sheep..if you know what I mean…I have always tried my best to fit in with the people around me, and I’ve succeeded in adapting, as I’ve always done my best toÂ ignored myself as a gay and being different from everyone around me.I was in a state of denial.

Everything was going pretty fine for myself socially I suppose..Until I started to go through the pressures of relationships and the like.I’m at a total loss here….my friends are all getting into relationships and what […]

4/5/2009 17 comments

New Member

by Morgan 4/4/2009

written by Morgan

I am new to this site and not sure how it works. I am hoping to find people who understand and do not judge. I have dealt with depression and anxiety for a few years. My family gets frusterated with me so I choose not to talk about how I am feeling with them. The last few weeks I have been very anxious due to the fact I have been in alot of pain and have to have shoulder surgery in three weeks. That will put me out o work for 4 to 6 weeks, just before my youngests graduation, and all of you that […]

4/4/2009 2 comments

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