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Depression

Just another story…

by Epiphany 12/25/2011

written by Epiphany

So many people posting their story.. Thought I’d post mine.

I guess all the ‘bad stuff’ really started when I was 11. Sure my dad abused us before then, but only as a dicaplin. Pulling the hair.. Slapping the face.. Kicking your ass all the way up the stairs to your room..

When I was 11, I was molested. May 6th, 2005. About 4am from my guess. It was at my best friend’s birthday party. Her dad. Needless to say I don’t really talk to her anymore. She got too messed up for obvious reasons.

It wasn’t too bad really. I just woke up with his hand on […]

12/25/2011 6 comments

Life (and humans, humanity) is not perfect..

by niki 12/24/2011

written by niki

Humans, humanity, and this (earthly) world/life is not/never a perfect place..

sometimes it even can be ‘blamed’ because of our human’s hard-wired Nature. ie: the way we’re ‘created’.
A famous atheist literature Christopher Hitchens who just passed away ironically few days before Christmas, he said this: “Evolution has meant that our prefrontal lobes are too small, our adrenal glands are too big, and our reproductive organs apparently designed by committee; a recipe which, alone or in combination, is very certain to lead to some unhappiness and disorder.”

think about that, really…and this is even still just ONE factor (ie: I’m still not talking about other ‘imperfections’ nature […]

12/24/2011 9 comments

Life isn’t perfect…this earthly Life,..and we’re only humans..

by niki 12/18/2011

written by niki

Forgive yourself & other humans,..because this *earthly* life is not perfectâ€¦and weâ€™re all only humansâ€¦we made mistakes.
and besides, we all live only ONCE in this earthly life, so thatâ€™s why many people made mistakes in their life, because you canâ€™t simply turn back time and repeat life..

So forgive yourself (& others), free yourself from all the restricting guilts,
keep learning,
and keep doing the Best & worthwhile while youâ€™re still given a chance to exist and alive here in this physical worldâ€¦

12/18/2011 4 comments

about myself.

by itsmytimetogo 12/8/2011

written by itsmytimetogo

so i have not talked about myself really. and i guess i will now, since im really bored right now. my name is Gabby. im 16, gonna be 17 in april. i live by chicago. i moved here from lithuania when i was 9. i wouldnt want to live in any other counry, but i would really wanna live in either SanÂ FranciscoÂ or Las Vegas. ive never been to either of those places but they seem very unique. my favorite color is pink. i love art. i watch a ton of movies all the time. im still a sophmore. i have strong beliefs in human rights. […]

12/8/2011 8 comments

On Wednesday night, I broke.

by porphyrous 12/4/2011

written by porphyrous

I found this web site a couple days ago while puttering around, looking for answers, or support, or both, or neither.Â I’ve written and spoken to a few people since then.Â I wondered out loud if writing things down would help or not, and my mom thought it might be a good idea.

I’ve been dogged by clinical depression since my college years.Â I’m now 43.Â My wife, who attempted suicide three times in college, has also been depressed throughout her entire adult life.Â In the ’90s living out west, it was scary frequently.Â She was out of work because of her depression, and many times […]

12/4/2011 15 comments

My story

by my1mistake1was1u 12/3/2011

written by my1mistake1was1u

<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-58739" title="Becca hi my name is Becca im 13 years old. My two best friends are brittany and kaitlyn and i love them to death. My favorite sports are gymnastics and basketball . I sing in my school chior and i recently moved to texas from washington state in march of last year. But i have a deadly secret. I’m sucidal and i cutÂ . And was recently put into a mental hospital 3 weeks ago for a week for attempted sucide and cuttting. Now you may ask why. Why would a girl like me do so much harm to myself.. well […]

12/3/2011 18 comments

When The Rain Falls

by cwardrop26 12/3/2011

written by cwardrop26

Last night iÂ attemptedÂ to kill my self Â again. I’ve been so sadÂ latelyÂ and im lonely and want to die. so i took a bunch of one of my meds then a handful of this aÂ handfulÂ of that . after telling my brother and mom i threw up and now i just feel tired. SomethingÂ hit me last night , i don’t want to die like this. I don’t want to die Â because im afraid of why may come my way. Â When i die i want to be happy ,Â don’tÂ let depression get the best of you.

12/3/2011 2 comments

Waiting in Vain

by Morbid Angel 11/26/2011

written by Morbid Angel

Hi there, I have a fiance whom I love very much and is now going through a period of depression. We have been together for more than 3 years now and in March next year it will be 4 years.We used to work and live together in Asia and he had to go back to his home country a couple of months a go.

This is not the first time he is in depression and he had been having thought about suicide for so many times. I, myself, had a suicide attempt a long time a go and frankly speaking there were several other times when […]

11/26/2011 0 comment

Nothing Ever Changes

by theresaxo 11/19/2011

written by theresaxo

I posted on here nearly a year ago, when I was fifteen. Well, I’m sixteen now, and things have not improved in the least.

My dad is still an angry, violent alcoholic. My mom still stands behind him. I still come home with outstanding grades, only to be put down by my parents, saying it still isn’t good enough. That I’m not even trying.

Here’s the thing; I actually haven’t been trying. I can’t anymore. The depression has turned. I used to cry a lot, and reach out to friends when I was at my worst. Now, I don’t feel much of anything. I have no motivation, […]

11/19/2011 10 comments

Why is suicide wrong – it should be a legit choice.

by slturner71 11/19/2011

written by slturner71

I don’t understand why people always get so upset about this subject or why there is such a social stigma about suicide. If I can choose to take the life of my unborn child, legally, why can’t I choose to take my own life? I honestly don’t understand why that is wrong. The most ardent pro-choice people I know are totally against suicide. People don’t like suicide because of how it will affect them, personally. They are not thinking about the pain the person who wants to die is going through; they are thinking of their ownÂ pain of losing someone.

When I say, “suicide is a […]

11/19/2011 12 comments

I guess this is it for me.

by Auna 11/16/2011

written by Auna

After all the fighting the judgeÂ believedÂ the lie’s Â my ex’s mother put Â before him .He didn’t even request proof. Before I’ll sign my my rights over I’ll be dead. I will not have my onlyÂ surviving child from my first marriage think I don’t want him. I’veÂ receivedÂ threats , calls e-mail letters under the door since 2006. ‘If I try for one I’ll lose all three.” If I don’t walk away anything could happen to one of the kids. Accidents happen all the time.” And I can’t even prove it was them either of them, ex husband or ex mother-in-law. They have money and I don’t. Â I have […]

11/16/2011 2 comments

What is happiness?

by nick_tann 11/12/2011

written by nick_tann

What does it feel like to be happy? What does a happy person have that I don’t? Is there something I am doing that keeps me from being happy?

Your comments are much appreciated. Thanks.

11/12/2011 5 comments

I am living with rape PTSD

by Auna 11/9/2011

written by Auna

I couldn’t sleep so i took sleeping pills. They didn’t really sleep it was more like beingÂ paralyzed. I could feel hear but couldn’t stop him from having sex with me like that. I confronted him and he denied it. We fought and he said it would never happen again. I had no where to go. I was trapped. He went where I went. My first break Â at help was a cop who said a husband can’t rape his wife. 5 yrs later some one stepped in. I had a child with him.

They lied said i was a druggie whore and other stuff and my lawyer […]

11/9/2011 5 comments

My boyfriend is depressing me.

by MakeupSmearedEyes 11/9/2011

written by MakeupSmearedEyes

I don’t even know what to do. I know he loves me, deep down. When he’s drunk he tells me that he loves me and that he’d take a bullet for me. But thats the only time he does. When he’s drunk. He used to tell me all the time, we’ve been together for 9 months and I love him so much. I have caught him out sending dirty messages to other girls before and he’s always said sorry to me. But the other week I saw a message to a girl he met in a club telling her she was really pretty and he […]

11/9/2011 11 comments

Extremely Pissed & Heartbroken.

by ASpilledCanvas 11/7/2011

written by ASpilledCanvas

I lost my Daddy almost 7 months ago at the end of April.

I miss my Daddy, though he use to be extremely abuse, I use to scream I hate him and we fought all the time, when I was a baby, he was an amazing Daddy, even when I was going teenbitchmode and he was going crazypsychdadmode he still took care of me and loved me for me. Despite all the scares I have and all the dreadful things I have done he loved me. My daddy always encouraged the creative side of me, despite the depression writings and photos, he still encouraged me no […]

11/7/2011 3 comments

Read This

by diary_of_jane 11/6/2011

written by diary_of_jane

You’re right that life isn’t fair. Because people are self-absorbed, yes. Because people are selfish, yes. We’re born into a world that we know, as soon as we become enough aware we know, we have to leave sooner or later.

And we spend that time trying to fill it with as many positive experiences as possible. That’s all we really want, isn’t it? Our day in the sun?

Well, we didn’t make the sun. I’m not religious, but I’m sure as hell we didn’t make the sun. Or the ocean. Or the mountains. Or the sky. You’re right; you didn’t choose to come into the world. You […]

11/6/2011 2 comments

please help :'(

by i-need-help-soon 10/3/2011

written by i-need-help-soon

i’m 14 and i have attempted suicide 4 times in the past year. i was sexually abused by my grandad for 6 years, i get bullied at school, i get beat up a lot and i’m classed as a emo. i have no friends, i used to have friends but they’re dead now… i was 11 when i was first raped and made to watch myÂ best friend be rapedÂ and beaten to death, i was then beaten and ended up in hospital. i’ve been raped more thanÂ 12 times and i slit my wrists because the pain is kinda a escape and it takes my mind off […]

10/3/2011 16 comments

I am 18 and life DOES get better!! (My Story)

by CarouselDreamer 9/25/2011

written by CarouselDreamer

I’ve been struggling with Major Depressive Disorder, anxiety and Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder for about 3 years. I was hospitalized two years ago for obsessive thoughts, major depression and anxiety. I had homicidal and suicidal ideations for a long time. I hated school. Hated all those pricks in it. Along with the faculty and the injustice of the school. I researched the history of school shootings, and Columbine interested me the most. I could relate so much to Harris & Klebold. Their thoughts, plans and everything. I got to thinking: “Well I hate school. I hate the injustice of the school, my classmates and everything.” I was […]

9/25/2011 5 comments

“The planet is fine. The people are fucked.â€ – George Carlin

by niki 9/24/2011

written by niki

“The planet is fine. The people are fucked.â€ – George Carlin

Hail George.
he’s right.
fucking humans who like to over-complicate everything with all their ‘systems’ and rules and BS.

9/24/2011 6 comments

Money sucks.

by niki 9/24/2011

written by niki

Money sucks. I hate how everything now is revolving all around it, and oh, of course: profits.
I don’t feel like I belong in this fucking boring all-about-money-and-profits world.
After 2012, if nothing happens, I might plan my own suicide.
bye bye crazy world,
maybe I do belong to another world/dimension/life.

9/24/2011 7 comments

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