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I am just so fucking lonely.

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 3/29/2015

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

I’m sick of living in a world where it feels like it doesn’t even matter if i’m here.

No one would miss me, no one would fucking care.

I’m invisible. Why can’t anyone see how sad i am.

Why doesn’t anyone care enough to look past my pitiful smile.

Because no one fucking cares.

I just want to run away to a place where no one knows me. Then i can be alone without feeling that no one loves me.

It’s like i’m living a world where I’ve already been forgotten.

I’m tired of feeling invisible.

I’m tired of feeling like a ghost.

3/29/2015 3 comments

Humdrum Humbug

by One Million Masks 3/28/2015

written by One Million Masks

Here I am- again. Oh woe.

…. You know, it isn’t even that I really want to die anymore, or that I don’t want to be here, or that I’m thoroughly sick of it all yet again. It isn’t that I’m done with life or trapped in despair or mired in the worry I like to pull from molehills; it isn’t anything, really.
I’m…. just kind of tired. At this point, after everything, it isn’t that living doesn’t seem at least a little worth it. It doesn’t seem impossible, hopeless, or crushing, it seems doable and enjoyable and maybe something that I could manage to be […]

3/28/2015 3 comments

by leapfrog 3/28/2015

written by leapfrog

i know he was kidding but I thought about it and, would i enjoy it if he choked me? stabbed me? I don’t know. I mean, I do want to die.

i wouldn’t mind if it was you

i hope maybe, in a weird way, i could get you angry enough for you to actually maybe scare me away or get rid of me. I don’t know. I’m weird. I’m sorry Elu, I love you, really. sort of. I’m not worth being friends with you. I’m not worthy of you’re kindness or anything.

Maybe one day I can find the courage to leave you alone.

3/28/2015 2 comments

Unknown

by cjuliac 3/26/2015

written by cjuliac

you see? I don’t even know what to title this because I don’t even know how I feel. Actually I do; I’m worthless, useless like my brother says. I’m a freshman in college. I only got to finish fall & winter term because just today I got told I got dropped out of college. I’ve been distracted because my ex boyfriend left me without a reason. Yea it’s stupid to be sad over a boy but it’s something I can’t control. I gave this guy something I always treasured. He told me he loved me & he showed me he did. I am so confused […]

3/26/2015 3 comments

Why do you treat me this way???

by theforgottenfew 3/26/2015

written by theforgottenfew

So fucking sick of being treated like I can’t do a goddamned thing right. All I ever fucking do is try to make your ass happy. I’m supposed to be happy with you. You are my goddamned fiancée! The least you could fucking do is act like everything I fucking do for you is good enough. No all you ever wanna do is *****, and fuck, and drink. Make me feel like shit. It’s not like I’m not already depressed as fuck you’ve gotta tear me down every time I turn around. Tell me I’m fat, call me a *****, fucking yell at me for […]

3/26/2015 3 comments

I dont care anymore

by doyoureallycare 3/24/2015

written by doyoureallycare

I am 17 and have been suicidal from the age of 11. And I am just going to say that all of you need to stay strong. No matter what happends either talk to someone about it or just try to forget about it. I‘ve tried commiting suicide 4 times.

And to be honest I am tired too, I want to kill myself every day. I might have friends but they have enough of problems without even dealing with me. My boyfriend barely talks to me anymore after I told him about everything.

My parents don’t give a shit about me and my siblings have enough of problems.

I […]

3/24/2015 4 comments

Light

by Sammi6xoxo 3/24/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

Take My Hand

Whispers exchanged under cover of the night
Lovers bathed in pale moonlight
His hands on her hips
A kiss on his lips
There isn’t a moment that he’d dare to miss

Close the space between them
Suck the air from their lungs
Let the passion begin
Burning hotter than the sun
There isn’t another that she’d dare to love
She can only hope that she is enough

Could she possibly satiate such an appetite?
When She sees the lust burning […]

3/24/2015 15 comments

first and only post

by xximdonexx 3/24/2015

written by xximdonexx

I am not going to make it to the beginning of april…it’s over…i’ve had enough.

3/24/2015 5 comments

To Quit

by meepmeep 3/23/2015

written by meepmeep

I’m very, very tired. I can’t live every day debating whether I should live or not – if I continue living, it’ll stay like this. If I die, I don’t have to deal with this. I know you say it’ll get better, maybe it will, I won’t live long enough to find out. For some reason, I can’t feel happy, even though there’s been cheerful people in the atmosphere. I’m very, very tired. Shall I go about eternal slumber?

3/23/2015 2 comments

And Her Soul Watches Over

by Sammi6xoxo 3/23/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

A fried of mine was kind enough to model for a set of photos that I done when I first started college. She fit the concept perfectly.

She had never felt so free
Had never been more alive
On that day she began to see
How it felt to live her own life
She didn’t plan to take this road
But now she’s here all alone
She isn’t lonely and hasn’t lost hope
She just wants a friend and a chance to grow
When her eyes […]

3/23/2015 4 comments

Make it stop

by impossible_girl 3/22/2015

written by impossible_girl

I’ll be fine, less down. going about my day, and WHAM, a sense of despair, of sadness, of desperation strong enough to metaphorically (and sometimes literally) drop me to the ground will slam into me. Just out of nowhere, the pain is so much, too much. I don’t want this anymore. Please, make it stop. If there’s a higher power, if there’s a dash of kindness in the universe, make it stop. Make me stop. Let me die. I can’t handle this. I don’t want to feel this anymore. There isn’t anywhere for me on this […]

3/22/2015 4 comments

her.

by chriswithout 3/22/2015

written by chriswithout

I’ve spent 3 1\2 years living in a shadow. She never got over her ex. A few times, she actually admitted it. I love her, unconditionally. Our first month together was perfect. Maybe longer than that. After that, I just wanted to be enough. Never happened.

I lost a lot of respect from my family and those relationships went downhill so fast. I gave up so much for her. She never asked me to, and she would be the first to remind me of that.

I think she’s hanging around her ex. It kills me to think […]

3/22/2015 3 comments

What do you think about Neuropreservation?

by wndozh8er 3/22/2015

written by wndozh8er

As a futurist, i got to thinking last month – What if we passed a national law that would allow everyone who is alive today, to have there brains preserved by cryogenics upon death until science and technology advanced enough to not only bring us back but far enough into the future were suffering abolition is scientifically possible?

I say just the brain to save space and money. I believe that in the future, 3D printing like tech will advance enough to build an exact but better replica of your body around your brain. Along with your original brain, there will be your original memory, and implanted memories […]

3/22/2015 9 comments

by perfect2bones 3/21/2015

written by perfect2bones

I just realized I never really introduced myself. I am ‘bones. A teenage girl who was born with a sense of duty. The model child. People thought I was wierd. Mature for my age. People still think that. As far as a reason for being depressed, it is mostly a control issue. My family expects and demands perfection, and controlling me is like an insurance to them. “If she doesn’t have room to mess up, she won’t. But if she still does, lets completely restrict her!” As a way of claiming something for myself, I became addicted to not eating and to over-exercising. After the […]

3/21/2015 1 comment

rant then poem & art

by Stereotype 3/19/2015

written by Stereotype

I had 4 public speaking engagements in three days, I taught a class and then went to a kick off for a charity walk. No classes this week – spring break. I still have a shitload of homework to do but I am about to leave for Niagara Falls to gamble for a 3 day vacation. I am on the Deans list with honors 4 semesters in a row but I think this class I’m taking is going to drop my GPA. So I joined a couple honor societies while I still have the GPA to be invited to these things. I need something to […]

3/19/2015 0 comment

Remembering Wendy O Williams

by transition32 3/18/2015

written by transition32

So many people forgot about Wendy O Williams. I didn’t! Wendy, it’s so sad that you had to take your life. I can’t blame you! This world is controlled by such evil assholes! Someday I will get to leave this stupid world and join you:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XuQLyDv7uO4

Most people in this world are such phony, pretentious back stabbing fucking scum, I look to people like Beavis and Butthead for hope and inspiration! Beavis and Butthead ain’t perfect, but at least they are honest! Not only that, they are sleazy and they are funny! There are only a few decent people in this world. A few. Very few! […]

3/18/2015 1 comment

How does the exit bag even work?

by beachcombet 3/18/2015

written by beachcombet

I need somebody to explain this to me. When i have a plastic bag over my head taped around my neck with a cord pumping helium inside, doesnt the bag just expand like a baloon and pop after a while? Or do i leave the valve turned off?

Bonus question: is a 2.2 liter tank enough?

3/18/2015 2 comments

I give it a year…of Silver Linings

by BeteBlonde 3/17/2015

written by BeteBlonde

Which is not an easy thing to say, since it was about this same time last year that I was feeling the same way. My “Bete Noir” {Black Beast…it’s what I call my depressed self. I’m bipolar and my depressed self is NOT ME. This much I know to be true…} has surfaced and I’m in worse shape this year. I’ve lost my home; was fired from my job; lost everything I owned that was in storage for the past few years because I couldn’t afford the fees. Still have my old car but haven’t been able to afford insurance, so my license is probably […]

3/17/2015 7 comments

i need a reason to live besides other people.

by spvnalittlelie 3/17/2015

written by spvnalittlelie

the only thing that’s been keeping me here so far is my family, and the chance that they would really go through a lot of pain and grief if i died. but lately i find that living for other people is not enough anymore. i’m barely hanging on as it is. each days gets more and more hopeless. more and more i just want to end it, and sometimes i doubt the people in my life would really mourn me all that much anyway.

3/17/2015 1 comment

Given-up

by Voidt 3/15/2015

written by Voidt

I give up ! There’s no hope anymore, everything I do is futile and I’m too lonely. Life keeps playing tricks on me; I would be fine one morning, then, almost out of nowhere, I wake-up to something terrible, and I’ll be sitting there wondering why it happened.

I’ve had enough. I don’t know what the end will be; I think it may be suicide; cutting myself looks so good right now, I had resisted doing it for a long-time.

I’m so sick of people, I’m sick of my self, I’m bored of life.

If you’re out there, God, just kill me already you fucking prick…At least make […]

3/15/2015 1 comment

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