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My prayers at Night

by disappearingme97
written by disappearingme97

Our Father in Heaven, blessed be Your Name. We thank you for the grace You’ve given us, for blessings everyday that we’re alive. We’re grateful for Your guidance and the plans You’ve planned for us. Your plans are perfect and you have shaped us to be this way.

As as much as I appreciate Your Love, my Father, I am afraid I am not worth much. Forgive me for my sins. This servant of yours is not holy and is not worth Your Presence. But again, it’s by Your divine love that You’ve picked us up again and again, never leaving our side. Thank you for […]

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I need someone to listen…and maybe someone to talk to

by AmIStuckNow
written by AmIStuckNow

I really need someone to listen to my story and my feelings. I am in a position where I can really get the help I need and don’t really have anyone to talk to. Even if I did, there are some things I can’t really tell them.

 

This is really long, but it would really save me if someone can read it and respond…and maybe talk to me.

 

So, I am just going to pour out my feelings here. A lot of what I write will be vague, because I can’t divulge my identity (I’ll explain why later.)

Recently I’ve felt very suicidal for a lot of reasons. […]

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loosing my son

by jayjay
written by jayjay

I RAISED MY SON TELL HE WAS EIGHT YEARS OLD, THEN HIS MOTHER DECIDED TO TAKE HIM BACK.  HE IS NOW 25 YEARS OLD.  I WASNT ABLE TO TALK TO HIM TELL HE WAS 16 YEARS OLD WHEN HIS MOTHER WANTED ME TO TAKE HIM BACK.  HE DIDNT WANT TO COME BACK TO WASHINGTON, BECAUSE HE HAD A GIRL FRIEND THERE AND DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE HER.

HIS MOTHER THEN THROUGH HIM OUT AT 16, BECAUSE MY SON AND HIS MOTHERS BOYFRIEND DIDNT GET ALONG.   ANYWAY, ME AND MY SON STARTED TALKING THROUGH EMAIL.  ONE DAY HE WOULDNT ANSWER MY EMAILS FOR ALMOST SIX MONTHS. […]

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In this life there is more devasting things than pleasing.

by Lokzii
written by Lokzii

Hello, My name is Destiny and my birthdate is 05-121996

My childhood growing up was less than pleasing…for me any way. My mother met my father when she was 18 and they messed around…a week later he went to jail for theft and she found out she was pregnant with me. You see my father was a drug dealer/user, a drunk and abusive. When I was born he accused my mother of being a…player and said there was no way I was his. He beat her mercilessly.  2 years later my sister Kayla was born, he held no doubts seeing as he married my mother and […]

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im slowly killing myself in ways that go un-noticed until its to late

by annathesadgirl
written by annathesadgirl

so hi… to be honest i dont know what i am supposed to put on here so im going to try this. yes i am very sad,

no my dad doesnt rape me. no my family does not hit me. actually my moms side of the family is nice ..

my dad does drink all the time. my mom is very stressed, my sister hates everything and my brother is bullied, people are very mean to me for being diffrent , and liking things normal 14 year olds would like… im the girl you walk by in the mall who has eye liner every where and all black […]

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Betrayed by Daddy

by What_is_Happiness
written by What_is_Happiness

Betrayal!
I was 6 years old when it happened
It felt like the end,
When you betrayed us
To mum’s best friend.

At the start she was just a nail lady,
Then we started having tea,
I was never really fond of her,
She did always charge a high fee.

But then she met you
This was when I knew she was bad
She took a liking to you,
My so called loving Dad.

It then developed to sleepovers
With her in a fold out bed,
One time I came out and saw you
Under her quilt that was red.

Then there was the year of the teen formal

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Thoughts of a 16 year old girl

by rql
written by rql

I might kill myself. I think I am going to use the “exit” bag method with helium as my choice of gas. I can’t take the constant pain, guilt, worry, and sadness anymore. My parents are so disappointed in me. I am everything they never wanted. Unlike my younger sister, my grades are poor, I’m a drug addict, an overall failure. My dad constantly reminds me about how he refuses to pay for my college expenses since I am such a bad student. Constantly asking me, “Which college do you think you will be accepted into?”, in a rude tone. My dad always makes snarky […]

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Father completed suicide

by Momoftwo
written by Momoftwo

My father completed suicide a few days ago.  No one ever saw it coming–he was a religious man, a bachelors in Theology and an ordained minister.   He was terminally ill and getting worse and worse by the day.   He did not want to be put into a nursing home or die in a hospital.  He died at home in his own bed.  He was only 60 but his quality of life was so poor I don’t blame him for doing it.  He is so much better off, in no pain now and free from his need of oxygen to live.   I am sorry […]

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Still not getting easier..

by The Girl Who Waited
written by The Girl Who Waited

Alright so, its been so long on here nobody would remember who i was but my name is Candice, and i posted here last year giving my story. Today im just gonna give a summary because i dont have time to type alot and I have nothing now. No one to go to, no one i can talk to. I’m going to make this as short as i can because i really need somebody to read it.
From the time i was in kindergarden i was bullied. It wasn’t until 4th grade it started getting bad. I started getting in trouble at school, i owed […]

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The Intersection.

by speaknow
written by speaknow

I don’t know if I’m depressed, or just going through some seriously effed up hormonal phase that all teenagers go through. To be honest, I have nothing to complain about. My parents fight, sure, but it’s not like bottles are being thrown around the house. Except I remember one night my dad punched down his bedroom door. But my dad usually isn’t like that. That was a first. He’s no drunk either , and he loves me. I’m pretty sure about that. My mom and I don’t like each other. She has a maternal love for me, and that’s about it. I understand that. I love her […]

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I’m hurt…

by animerocker3134
written by animerocker3134

My parents fights everyday but sometimes it gets so bad that my dad will throw things at her,like the huge touch screen computer,I’m thankful that it didn’t hit her,and I want them to divorce but we live on a state far away from where the rest of the family on my dad’s side lives,and I don’t want to leave him somewhere he still isn’t familiar with.But at the same time I know if they don’t divorce then my mom will be really hurt,but at the same time I can’t even imagine we all not being together,and thank who ever is reading this.

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Young Suicide

by smash2204
written by smash2204

This is a poem i wrote about a child becoming an orphan and it causing them to be depressed and consider suicide. This stuff might seem out of order to some people but this stuff does happen and suicidal thoughts can occur to anyone, any age for any reason. Life can seriously suck sometimes.

 

Lonely am i,

I can’t bear their cries,

Of laughter and happiness,

While i have tears in my eyes.

I want to shut the world out,

Be locked inside,

 From the joyous surroundings,

Because recently my parents died.

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Grieving

by roojay13
written by roojay13

      Something that I’ve learned recently is that when somebody very close to you passes away, the process of grieving that we human go through never really goes away and it can come back at any moment and smack you down hard.

 

     On July 24th 2008, the day after my 23rd birthday, my dad was diagnosed with ‘Small Cell Lung Cancer’ and it was devastating to my family.  He’d had a pain in his shoulder and when he had  gone to the doctors they suspected pneumonia.  With the confirmation of cancer, he was told they could not cure it but could prolong his […]

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I’m a waste of space

by teamore
written by teamore

I’ve been having depression since the end of 6th grade. I’m now in 10th. I don’t take anti- depressants anymore because they don’t help. Let’s start with the fact that- my family is fucked up. My dad used to beat my mother infront of my brothers and I, and then a few months after, he just packed his things and left us. I haven’t seen him since. He’s a stranger to me – and even though I still have this despise towards him for hurting my mum, I miss having a dad role in my life. The other thing is – I’m overweight. I’m 5’3 […]

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I’m Fake.

by xXxWrAtHxXx
written by xXxWrAtHxXx

I learned this recently. The story is very confusing. Are you ready?

This is who I thought I was: a severely schizophrenic German boy, who was severely abused as a child, alongside his twin sister. He has a boyfriend, who also has a twin. He is in Foster care.

Who I really am: a Canadian girl, less severely abused, with no twin, no boyfriend, and no Foster care.

What happened: I have multiple personalities. I suppose I’m transgender, because all the personalities are male. I am also schizophrenic, though not as badly as previously thought. The original personality, the female birthed 18 years ago next week, is gone. […]

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I Think I Can’t Continue Anymore .. But I Have To For Him

by mapazita
written by mapazita

So Much Stuff Can Go Through A Girl’s Mind .. It’s Funny How At My Age I Had To Go Through All This, It’s Not Even Fair. I Turned 16 On January 29th .. My First Birthday Without My Father, Still None Cared.. Plus I Didn’t Wanted None To Feel Pitty For Me. As I Said On My Other Post .. My Mom Got A New Boyfriend .. We Moved To His House 3 Week’s go. I Had To Leave All My Friend’s Again And The Best-Boy Friend In The Whole World. She Moved My World Up Side Down Back Again Just Like She Did […]

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Daddy Gone… Forever.

by itszyahgirl
written by itszyahgirl

I was 13 years old and about to finish up my 7th grade year. It was March 10, 2004 when my life changed forever. It was in the evening after dinner when my ma got the call. My sister was on the other line, sobbing and very hard to understand. She told her what had happened, as I sat back and wondered. I was way to young to understand what was going on. I had never experienced anything like that before in my life. My ma hung up the phone and said “I will be back.”

About 2 hours later, my ma shows up with my […]

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